thanks.
hello world
i just got pissed off by some ** cos of some stuff. ha! . lol . oh well. never mind. sometimes people think things are too easy to arrange? lemme tell u this its not . lol . practically shouting thru the phone? thanks man . trials too early? later put too late oso complain . then wad u wan me to do? its their responsibility to note the dates rite? we even msged like them to tell them don't tell me they didn't receive lol . its all excuses can . wtf . oh well.
anyways . my day started out with measurements and more measurements . the place is like humongous la ! . omg . damn damn damn lol . so many different gradients stupid roots . ants nests dirty . oh my gosh . disgustingly disgusting. imagine my measuring tape fell into the drain? utterly disgusting. ewww. lol . ok had boring lessons . was like dying during both lessons . damn tired . no idea why. had sakae sushi after sch emi didn't go !! . T.T . sobs . hmmm anyways . had quite a fun time la . X)) . all the camwhoring . super corny! . HAHA . thanks people u made my day . X) . saw shila and my bff on the way to art friend . so sad la raba'a didn't jio me out . HAHA . anyways . hope i can bully her soon ? Xpp . haha . bleh . oh well . i'm back home . tired from all the needless needings. shall slp early? wake up late tmr? haha .take care everyone! . have a rest b4 starting on the new primer ! . X)) . loves
chaos.
p.s. isitjustme.yaiguess.blame me for all you want . cos idc anymore. everything abt me is plastic. i'm not me. still.
posted by shutupworld 8:15 PM
TIME PLEASE STOP NOW!!!
hello world
oh man today was the submission. haha . so yupp . submitted then went for brunch at mac. saw mr sonny at mac haha . he's funny . Xp . lol . oh well . went back to the mm lab then after a while i went to meet yu jun and zhi quan . haha . went for meeting abt the coaching thingy . lol . so yupp went back to class for lecture . and went to visit new site lol . tmr gonna take measurements . oh ya met mum at tanah merah to go home together . she tricked me can ! . on the elevator she say eh go to de saide and she said excuse me. then i was like oh . sorry . after i shifted rite i expected somebody to pass me then i heard her giggling . SHE TRICKED ME LA! . omg . so sad sia . haha . oh well . oh ya ! . i don't like it when teacher knows me can . keep calling my name i don't like it . not at all lol . sigh .... ever thought of wad kinda partner u wld like in the future? haha randomly i thought of it while i was watching the famous princess ( a korean show) on tv. the soldier's bf is so manly! . omg . how i wish HOW I WISH i could find this kinda guy who actually knows you so well that u'll be shocked lol . haha . ok i sound crazy officially.
i'm thinking to skip eng class tmr cos its damn stupid seriously lol . i hate it. lol . oh well see how la.
tomorrow gonna have feast at sakae . haha . lol . so yupp . X)) .
chaos..
p.s. actions speak louder than words. like it or not, ppl like you ought to blind fold your eyes and create peace! shutting them up wld be a good solution as well. HA! grins.
posted by shutupworld 6:32 PM
weekends=late nights=eyebags=darkrings! T.T
hello world
ok yesterday i didn't have the time to blog cause i was doing my project for the entire day ! . yes the entire day. morning went to print cadp panels. after lunch went to esplanade library to do lds primer 1 . camped there for like from 2 till 6? then went home. . . had dinner then cong liang then chiong again. i started to really do at about like 10? i wasn't concentrating at all. my hand was trembling badly. i think i'm like really mistreating my hand thats why it has been going against me lately . XD . oh well. i finished my panels at 5am this morning. and cecilia and shi hui were still online. it was really a nightmare man. seriously never expected myself to stay up till 5am just to complete a project. i think as it goes along it'll be harder and harder. to those who hasn't finish yet jia you!! . X)) . need help i'll be there for u people ! X)) . add oil! . haha .
went to print today with wx and ceci. i was late cause was editing slides. lol . i woke up at like 9++ lol . so i only had 4 hrs of sleep. i'm kinda amazed at how i can be awake till now. but my body don't seem to be functioning well. my legs and hands are really tired. like sour. XD . well i shall sleep early today. ^^ .
chaos
p.s.i love the feeling of being busy.. cause it prevents me from thinking.
posted by shutupworld 7:42 PM
ZOMG!!
hello world.
had like super heavy breakfast in the morning then i had mac at 10am again . lol . lecture was damn boring as usual. ok i'm suay cos he always calls my name . sigh . oh well. hmmm . today i did quite alot of my project. managed to finish like loads of it. lol . gonna draw the sketches later . XPp . HAHA . hopefully can colour later? hmm . ya . hopefully . Xp . oh well. i must finish it no matter wad man. Xp . i'm so gonna catch up all my slp on sunday. seriously i'm exhausted. worst than tired now. i guess everybody is ? XD. my phone died on me today...
ok thinking so much today . some funny, some sad, and some really cute ones like how we actually believed that shaking the last finger of your hand can actually control ur pee? HAHA . ok this was damn dumb. but oh well we were naive enough to believe. X). i miss those carefree moments when you can be worry free and run all around like a kid screaming and be like stress free and most importantly being yourself. sometimes thinking back i regret so many things that i've done and decisions i have made. i am what i am today and i have chosen to be what i am. but sometimes i feel that i'm so weak. confidence plays a huge role. pride as well. these two things have alrdy been taken away from me. i know i should not be influenced by what others say but sometimes its just hard. especially when it comes from your parents. when they tell you things like you can't la. something not so positive; not pleasing to the one who's listening. especially when it concerns your interest. what would you feel when someone who started you with this interest telling you now to give it up cos it has no future? won't you feel betrayed? it seriously hurt me deeply. probably this is why i've already lost my determination and perseverance in this sport cum interest of mine. This had probably been in most sucessful thng i've done in my life so far and what did you tell me? quit? this is crap.
i wanna regain what i've lost. probably it may take weeks months or even years of getting back my enthusiasm but i'll try no matter what.
chaos
gonna do project soon.
p.s. i'm like a person in a cave with no torch.
posted by shutupworld 8:55 PM
did i tell u ?
hello world.
hectic day you may say. had boring lecture in the morning. mr russel came late. had tummy ache. was quite bad. hmmm. spent the rest of the day chionging my project. came home watch my ec on tv again. lol . and tada i'm chionging my project again.
sometimes i think i'm thinking too much? i'm not contented with what i have. what i feel. what kinda life i'm leading. i always regret. i'm never satisfied. and i don't know what i want. the worst thing can ever happen to you is that you feel that your future is gonna be something you don't really enjoy but yet have no idea what you wanna be. is it cos i'm too young? seriously i think i should be pretty mature for thinking of what i want to be? hmmm. i'm stuck in a course with little options in uni. once i graduate i can only take design courses. cause there's no maths or science involved in my course. i kinda regret it cos i miss doing maths. all those easy equations and craziness. XD . was fun. super uper fun . X)) . haha .
okok alicia here has to do her project again. ( this was her only break other than dinnerand tv)
chaos.
p.s.have an aim and achieve it.
posted by shutupworld 10:09 PM
MY HAND ISN'T LISTENING ANYMORE!!
hello world.
today the day started out fine lol. hmmm nothing much happened actually. but i'm really tired cause of the trials. i think i'm such a useless captain. can't even organise it properly. and like i think those who didn't get selected must be hating me now. HAHA . i'm a bad person in their eyes ba. oh well. After trials had training. i think my stamina seriously cmi. lol . and i saw some really familiar faces . like actually quite a no. lol . haha . they surprisingly could recognise me too. XD . chatted with them a whole load. lol . XD . i am seriously so tired. lol . walking zombie. rawh rawh rawh. HAHA . my hand hasn't recovered from the last week training. can't really control my shots.
badminton mates really brightens up my day. of course my group of really close frens as well! . x).
chaos.
p.s. i'm sorry for all the stupid stuff that i've done lol .
ali must have more faith and confidence in herself man. add oil! . X)) .
posted by shutupworld 9:07 PM
hello biatch.
hello world
today i spent the entire day slogging for photoshop and primer1. we had mac for lunch. emi wasn't really feeling well today. (everyone must take care alrights.X) ) . ok chiong chiong chiong finishing 3rd panel soon. rough idea on wad to do for the lds already. have to continue chionging. tomorrow is the selection trials . i don't think my hand is gonna listen to me tmr. so.. loadsa guards with me. hopefully my hand doesn't give way. XD . oh ya. one biatch was so friggin pathetic can. sad for her man. oh well. small fry doesn't matter. HAHAok my blog is put to good use for venting anger. HAHA
i'm on the verge of like going madness.! so much stuff to complete within so little time. i can't cope already. hopefully tomorrow teacher doesn't say about me being irresponsible and stuff cause seriously I'VE GOT NO TIME!. i already said i don't wanna be. probably i'll just tell teacher? being capt isn't easy. oh man i thought being capt was easy la ! . XD . okok its my perception. lol . now i've gotta settle coach stuff, vice capt, trials tmr, yr 1s like 'orientation', 2 projects? and de stupid grouping? okok . i can't handle. i've only got 2 hands 1 brain 1 me. what other stupid things can happen.? life's so unpredictable. i don't know what i'm doing expt school work and badminton. please tell me off if i'm really being so friggin un-me.
i'm so tired. i really am.
chaos.
p.s.btw. reflect on yourself before commenting on others.
posted by shutupworld 8:22 PM
racing against time
hello world
this post shall be really short. i don't have time for blogging for now. i had quite a tiring day. i saw solana on the way home a while ago. i think i'm gonna chiong project after i go and bathe.
ok this is really short.
kinda irritated.
chaos.
p.s. Let the world know you as you are, not as you think you should be
posted by shutupworld 8:26 PM
great!
hello world
ok its kinda late now according to my plan. i was actually suppose to sleep at 10.30pm today . oh well after blogging i shall be a good girl and go to bed. XD .
today woke up at 10.30am. watch tv . ate lunch started to do work. omgawd seriously all i've done the entire afternoon was juz process la ! . seriously . all draft draft and more drafts no finalised work at all!! . argh . emi is facing the same prob as well . oh well . i think we're all struggling alrdy . i believe we can pull thru this. omgosh!!. i'm still worried and damn stressed out.
oh ya. during dinner, dad said smth damn absurd. he said smth about badminton again. no future and stuff. i nv play he oso say. i play he oso say then wad u wan me to do>?! damn. My family thinks i'm damn free but hello?? i've got like 2 projects now and wad badminton stuff to handle ? argh . i'm not as free as i may appear to be . totally stressed out man . Almost broke down a few times alrdy . i dun wanna be like this . i wanna enjoy what i'm doing. but i guess i shall try harder.
chaos.
p.s. thatheavydownpour.. wasawasteoftime.
posted by shutupworld 9:12 PM
that lethargic smile
hello world
woke up at 9.30am today. Considered early for an owl like me. XD . anyways .. met cecilia at orchard to buy butter paper for ourselves as well as our frens. X). After buying, we proceeded to city hall to have our pepper lunch and went to the library to do our project. I didn't finish what i was suppose to complete today. sigh . i'm kinda sad thou lol . anyways. we left the library around 5++ and proceeded to our site to photograph perspectives. Had long john silver for dinner. and guess what i found bits of crumbs in my drink lol . i was like trying so hard to avoid the friggin bits can . argh . eww. Stayed to like see the night view of the place. it was kinda dim actually but it was quite cool . Xp. haha . oh well . i think this post is kinda short.
hmmm just got home around 9? yupp . i'm tired. too tired to type so much . XD . i'm kinda grumpy now. little miss grumpy? hmm maybe . Xp . HAHA . oh well. jia you people. 1 week left with so much to do.! . we'll pull thru it together. ! . X) .
loves
chaos~
you'llreapwhatyousow.
myeyesarelikeclouds...
waterstoredcomesdownlikeraindrops.
posted by shutupworld 10:00 PM
I'M LIKE A WORNED OUT SLIPPER!
hello world
i'm really really tired. having a good sleep just seems so hard nowadays. School just reopened for a week and i'm really breaking down soon. Anyways reached the MM lab like 4 mins late but there was barely 10 people there lol. i guess everyone's tired. Had htld lecture but i wasn't really listening cause i was copying the lds notes . lol . oh well my bad. i've gotten my foreign landscape like finally. XD .
After school, shi, ceci, fx,wx,emi and i went to city hall area to search for local landscapes. we're lucky to have found 1 man . we spent at least 2-3 hrs measuring the entire area. As we did not bring measuring tape and all, our shoes, rulers, butter paper, hands, and even belts were used to measure lol! . XD . it was quite a funny sight. Especially having the maintenance people there lo. But i've gotta admit. we were pro. HAHA . if we had measuring tapes, i think we would have spent lesser time. it was damn tiring . all of us were slogging so hard just to get it done. and i'm glad we did . X) . After having taken the measurements, we went to freshen up ourselves and headed to artfriend to buy art stuff. i was kinda crazy cause i bought a roll of transparent wrapping for fun lol . Xp . haha . oh well . never mind i'll use it one day anyways . Xpp . HAHA . oh well .
reached home like at 7pm which was just nice to catch my fav show with my ec(PARK HAE JIN) in it. XD . lol . ( ok i sound so bimbotic but seriously he is a super dream guy man!). XD . i think those kinda guys have extinct already lol. oh well . guys don't take this too seriously arr. Xp . HAHA .
meeting cecilia to do the plan tomorrow. so yupp . cya ! . XD . to the rest please do take care and drink tanks of water! . (i don't mean fish tank arr. XD) . jk! . loves.
chaos~!
p.s. in order to know where you're going, you must know where you came from. [impressive philosophy ain't it?]X) .
posted by shutupworld 8:19 PM
shortest post ever!
hello world.
today started off extremely boring with mr idris lecture. omg . 1 slide took him like at least 15 mins?! was like practically dozing off tre alrdy . XD . lol . oh well . thats always the case la . haha.anyways after that we went to the yr 1s studio to help out with their costume. when we got there, we learnt that one of our team mate, ainisah, sprained her neck so she couldn't come. so yupp. Sam told us that he merged with anthony. and anthony's grp mate was jonathan and hua bin. so yupp . both groups merged and in the end our initial design was changed. lol . so .. oh well. but i was quite shocked when we actually got into the final 10 lol . haha . so yupp . X) . lucky us. ^^
after the runway show, cecilia,shi,emi,wx,fx and me went to the library to research for books for our project till 5. haha . we were kinda surprised that we were so hard working. XD . alot of things to blog actually but can't continue cause.... ITS DINNER TIME! . XD . and my see EC time . Xpp . HEHE . Xpp .
chaos~!
p.s. ty shi!! . XPp
posted by shutupworld 6:48 PM
omg!!lost the hang of it!hello world.today the rwp lesson was fine except the fact that i've gotta be the stupid rep thingy and the friggin essay. seriously. i dun wanna be the stupid friggin rep can. i'm so stressed up with the badminton stuff and now wad? its not funny can. argh.. GEMS was ok expt for my lecturer's exceptionally 'unique' high pitch ending with surround system. cool rite? haha . =.=. i guess she can be an opera singer. Xp gems ended early like 1.45 pm lol. so i went to meet my friend at the sports hall to get my high way code books and like updated the notice board for the trials coming up lol. anyways training started at like 3.30 pm. my skills kinda went down the drain lol . my lobbing barely can make it. netting oso. hmmm drop shot is wow quite satisfied. X) . smashing is omg dare not to look. service is alright i guess. and guess wad. my hand is aching now. my food was trembling along with my hand. it was quite bad just now. like a human hand earthquake. XD . LOL! . Xp. oh well. i'm gonna have a full body muscle ache tomorrow. lol . oh ya my leg almost cramped today. ALMOST! . luckily it didn't or else i could practically die . XD . lol . i'm gonna start on my project tomorrow. and i wanna finish it no matter wad. i'm determined. i wanna complete it. lol . idk . Xp . haha . i hope my hand stops earthquaking. Xpp. chaos~! p.s. i just want everything that belongs to me.
posted by shutupworld 9:25 PM
i'm not me.
hello world
today school was so boring. lectures . omg. almost died. anyways . had an activity with the yr 1s in the afternoon. they were quite ok actually. at least better than the yr 2s last yr. lol . hmm anyways. i really feel damn stressed out lately. i don't feel like i'm me. i just don't feel right. i'm lack of ideas, lack of the energy, lack of determination, lack of confidence, lack of brain juice. will it all be back to me in no time? hmmm i don't think it will. it wld take a really long time i guess. its the second day and i'm feeling so tired. physically and mentally. i think i'll break down very soon if my mind keeps on thinking about so many stuff. but thats the fact i've got so much things to handle. badminton, projects, schedueles, planning. oh man . moreover the guy captain ain't back from his attachment yet!!! omg . can't cope seriously.
mum nags so much. dad's so eager to help. i don't wish to hurt their feelings but i think i just did. i feel that i'm so rude. i've changed. i dun wanna change. i wanna be me again. but i think it'll be so hard. i know i'm not a very happy girl. its because of friends thats why i've been quite cheerful lately. as i always say. plasticsmiles. just a short moment of laughter.i don't feel like smiling, i don't feel like expressing, i dun wanna break down cause i wanna be strong like i've always been.
i really don't know wadssup with me. even the way i speak may sometimes be too irrational and direct. i don't wanna be this way cause i know no one likes it.
i walked home in the rain just now. love walking in the rain. free bath? HAHA . nahh . its not. cause i like the feel of raindrops falling down on me. X)
chaos.
p.s. i'm so piled now.! 2 things at a time. omg!!! . ahhh. faints.
posted by shutupworld 8:26 PM
dang. ali's so ....
hello world.
school officially reopens today. oh man. the first day kinda suck seriously. the seating arrangement!! . imagine me and shi having to like talk to emi ceci and wx over the sound proof glass? we were like mimicks! lol . you can practically see them trying their best to convey what they want to say with actions and exaggerated movements of the mouth. This was seriously tiring! . oh man. ya ya ya . lecturer ROCKS! my foot! . pukes can. omg. can't stand it when they go round and like stare at you as though you're doing other things and ask you can? oh ya ! the best part was.. first day of school a 'WELCOME' gift was also prepared. A NEW PROJECT! . ON THE 1ST day! . nice eh? HAHA. lmao. oh well at least friends plays a major role in my life in school or else i'll practically die on the first day.SERIOUSLY. Xp. haha
Today really felt quite awkard. Probably its because of the layout of the room or maybe its the new environment. Everybody just seemed so stiff. Hmmm. felt kinda wierd. really. just felt so... different. hmm maybe its just me? i don't know.
my emotions don't seem to be really back yet.
.oneexcusetoomany.
chaos~
posted by shutupworld 9:11 PM
argh.... headache!!!
hello world.
my alarm clock rang at 9.45am as i actually wanted to watch totally spies but i did not in the end. Xp. oh well. i woke up at 11.10. Mum rushed me to get ready as i was gonna treat them for lunch and she was kinda hungry. so yupp.
We went to ah yat restaurant at turf club. the dim sums there were not bad. X) . haha . reasonable too. ^^. Seriously i'm quite afraid of my dad's driving nowadays. probably its because of that accident that occured a few mths ago. but seriously the way he drive is nerve WRECKING!. omgomgomgomg!!! . okok . i'm mad. Anyways... i'm suspecting the dim sum has got arginomoto as i'm suffering the after effects: headache!!! it feels damn terrible.
i just let my rabbit come out to run. he seems pretty happy. XD . my mum says it seems very attached to me. it is ! . lol . haha . cause i like to irritate it . bleh . HAHA . oh well. my headache is really terrible continue tomorrow luh. haha .
i dun wanna go school tomorrow!! . mummy~!!!!!
chaos.~
p.s. sometimes i just wish time could go back and i can undo all the friggin wrong decisions i've made. and one of it is you.jerk!
posted by shutupworld 7:01 PM
wow. what time is it again?
hello world!
oh man . i woke up at 11.50 cause my mum called the house phone and it woke me up. NOISY!!! . such a nice weather to sleep. unfortunately i was forced to wake up as i predicted that the reason that my mum called me was cause... to keep the clothes. T.T . lol. so yupp i kept it. watched my fav cartoon on kids central at 12.30pm today. haha . XP. had lunch sat infront of the com played tai di . lol . bored luh.. hmmm. went out with my parents to go to the stadium to watch the syf performance as well as support my almighty ah bi! . XD .
Their band was really good in my opinion. de yi's sound thingy was better . tough fight man. we were like 'cursing' the other school's drum major to drop the maze . :X HAHA . oh well thats the fun of it. Xpp. HAHA . Unfortunately, tk band didn't get the best performing band this year. If you were there, you could feel their sorrows, their efforts gone to waste, oh well. too hard to be put into words. bottom line: emotional. When they performed for the last time for all their friends and family, you could see their eyes filled with tears, cries of disappointment, faces of solemn. I could understand just at that spilt second of how they felt. unknowingly, i cried too.
During the entire performance, dad made a statement about me. he said to my mum 'alicia can retire from badminton already'. sometimes i really don't understand him at all. seriously. he was the one who introduced me to badminton at a really young age and thus developed my interest in it. and now? asking me or rather persuading me to quit badminton? probably its cause i dun like to play with him and his frens but how can u force me? damn . i dun get it . i don't get u ! . seriously. i very well know this isn't the first time. in fact its not even the second or third. It has been upteen times that i have lost count of. He doesn't understand me. i don't even understand myself. adults are just so different. probably its cause of the age and mentality that make us,teens, live in a life of confusion following their instructions their mindset and fulfilling their hopes or dreams. is that life or reality? i can't differentiate now. i'm confused.
anyways. we proceeded to the club for dinner and i sketched a pic cos i was damn bored listening to 2 hrs of oldies. thereafter, i bathed and like we went to fetch sis and tada i'm back home sweet home.
p.s. my dog is really cute when i shout rubberband. Xpp . HAHA. and i'm treating my family to dim sum for lunch tmr!! . X))
a random sketch. (outofboredom).X)
posted by shutupworld 11:55 AM
morning..yawns.
hello world.
i was awaken by the really loud thunder at 7.50 in the morning. omgosh. its only 8.52 now. dang. so early and i'm tired and i can't sleep anymore. coach called me at 7.55am btw and asked me whether wanna have trng on wed and sat. i sstoned a while and he said woah still sleeping ar. hello?!?! its 8am can omgawd. oh well so yupp confirmed with wed and sat as trng days .its better like this so friday after school can go home and rest early. XD.
its 9.03am now nothing to post yet. update later~.X)
12.34am,12 april'08
hello i'm back! . X). oh man the shopping today was hilarious man . haha . pretty fun i must say going home trying out then going back to change again . Xpp . haha . quite cute la eh? HAHA . oh well . we each bought a pair of skinny jeans. shi bought a brown beige stripe cardigan while i bought a guitar pendent. X) . haha . oh well couldn't get my bag la! . sobs sobs. i'm hunting for a bag !!! . rawhh. so hard to find a nice and suitable one. T.T .
wondering why i update so late? its cause i was helping my sis wrap her syf goodies for her juniors lol. and my hair's still wet now. i had dinner 3 hrs ago so yupp. no choice . XD . oh well thats all for today? haha . i'm still chatting. mum ask me to follow her go sao mu at 8.30am later. well i don't think i can wake up la . my eyes are closing pretty soon. but my hair is still WET! . T.T .
chaos.
posted by shutupworld 8:46 AM
SUNTAN!!!
hello world!! . X))
i woke up at 10.30 today... it was kinda early as i had to meet shi ceci and wx at bedok inter at 11.30. so yupp. i slacked around till it was like 11am. prepared breakfast for dad and unknowingly it was already 11.20 am. lol . So, i hurriedly prepare and dashed out of my house. After crossing the road, i checked my bag and found out that i forgot to bring my ez-link card. i called cecilia and told her i'll be late. she told me that she'll be late as well cause she actually missed the stop and alighted at tanah merah!! . XD. oh well. i dashed home and it took me 10 mins to fish out my ez-link card lol. so yupp. i reached there around 12? XD
we had KFC for lunch and it was like FATS FATS FATS!! . haha . i was being optimistic by thinking that we are going there to shed fats!! . haha . so yupp. we reached ecp around 1.15pm as we took a cab there. so yupp . we rented our bikes and started riding. we went from macdonalds to the further end of bedok jetty. We did tann a little while cycling or rather while resting . XD . We saw many people fishing at the jetty and the fishy smell was all over but oh well i was super enthu when one person caught so many fishes!! . XD . i was like faster!! faster!! . XD . ok i dun have the potential of taking up fishing. Xpp. Oh ya! . there was this superbly wierd person angry over another middle aged couple about them bullying him. i think he's kinda psycho. :X . oops? haha . anyways who cares about him. saying all the vulgarities make u big? nahh . doesn't it just degrades your moral standards. vulgarities? i oso know. big? nah. SO WHAT!?! haha. After watching the REALLY 'EXCITING' free show, we headed back to 7-eleven to get a drink.
i saw tricia in 7-eleven with her friends . haha . she's nice.X) . anyways . shi actually threw de entire large slurpee into the bin can! the worst thing was the camera was directly above her. HAHA . LOL! . oh well . nehmind. X). haha . After everything we returned our bikes and headed back. in the bus we saw this really pinky ah beng. omg damn PINK ! . DAMN!! HAHA . like erm his cap was pink, shirt was pink, slippers were pink, toe nail was pink! . damn damn damn GHEYY!! . ewwww... wanna be a pink panther? try harder. Xd.
hmmm going out with shi tomorrow to get our bags and get my skinnies duh .. HAHA . Xpp . and i'm damn red now like super red. my face and my hand are not pink its RED! lol!! and i was damn lame and wrote my name on my hand using my finger.( as my skin is like whenever you write or scratch it it'll disappear and reappear after a while) . okok that wasn't clear . SO WHAT! . Xpp . my fav phrase now. haha .
oh ya i burnt my tongue lol . sobs. i officially dun like boiing hot soups.X(. my poor tongue. T.T
chaos. X) .
posted by shutupworld 10:09 PM
I"M BORED TOTALLY!!!
Hello world...
I'm DAMN BORED! .. and i mean DAMN!! . lol . i just finished playing some tai di game in viwawa. (introduced by sister chev) its seriously damn stupid but some people there was kinda cute . haha . oh well i will go in and play but i guess when i'm seriously bored only la.
Today i woke up early cause i was suppose to meet shi at 11.30 to get my skinnies. however she has to look after her grandpa so oh well its ok . X) . tomorrow going to ecp with cecilia and all. ^^. so my skinnies buying outing would be postponed till this fri ! . X)) . haha . i wanna get grey nail polish seriously . Xp . mum would think that i'm crazy but oh well i'm me . the crazy one . XD .
i'm currently multi tasking tv blog and msn. so yupp . my dog bit me a while ago cos the part time cleaner came and i was holding him. he got so aggitated till he bit my friggin calf! . its blue black and swollen lol . its pain can ! . oh well . stupid dog . rawhh. OUCH LA! . T.T .
oh ya i tried to study car basic theory a while ago but it doesn't seem to work. lol . i suddenly lost interest can . probably its due to the friggin nightmares about the friggin car accidents and all. seriously . its damn scary. sigh .. i'm tired. i'm bored.
12.32am,10th april '08
i'm updating it now. haha
oh well. i shall put it short. my mum was so naggy today. EXCEPTIONALLY naggy. my dog broke the metal lesh and bite my part time cleaner at her thigh and my mum had to bring her to the clinic for a jab. i'm writing my personal diary now. going out with cecilia, wx and shi later to ecp. will be fun. X) . Just fed my rabbit a while ago and it started eating when it rejected what my dad gave it in the morning. my rabbit actually mixed the pallets that my dad gave him with water and refused to eat it. told u it has a serious jealousy issue. and i just felt so lonely all of a sudden a while ago . probably cause my sis was yanking to me about her band stuff and my mum's non-stop naggings. sorry that i wasn't really listening cause i seriously needed some peace. my mind's in a whirl pool . i'm so empty i feel empty. maybe its cause i had nothing to occupy me? well maybe.
p.s. thanks for your listening ear lyna. X) . loves . ^^ .
oh ya . the long awaited 'class'photo. X)) . enjoy.
from left:
row1:Habez,Lin hao ( ah tiong), Leonard ( cedar girls), Bevan ( bagstreet boys).
row2: Alicia ( ACSI), Emileen (Maris Stella)
posted by shutupworld 4:24 PM
imma pig officially.!
hello world!
Today i woke up at 11.50!! can u believe it ?!?!omg . i slept for 10 whole hours!!! ... i'm such a pig . oh well thats me! . X) . haha . hmmm was so bored the entire afternoon. didn't have a proper lunch nor breakfast. had biscuit that emi gave me yest which was really nice! . XD . hmmm 2 pieces of pineapple tarts and well a glass of soy milk. thats all.
In the evening, met shi, si, meryl, mich, jia ning, qiu yue and yi xiang to have dinner together at the airport. We had a scrumptious dinner at sakae sushi. the stuff there was like really nice la ! . haha . i had a tempura and asparagus wrapped in salmon bento set and a soft shell crab temaki. I shared with shi toufu and 1 plate of sushi? haha .I WAS BLOATED!!!! lol . oh well . the main thing was that it was really fun . funny . crappy . X) . haha . everybody was really cute and all. XD . Yi xiang had so many bags of groceries and we were like shocked when we came out from our super long seat.! . haha . so can you imagine? all de shocked expression when everybody came out? HAHA . hmmm well . I think everyone was cool. X) . but i think it'll be a weight killer for me. XD. oh well shall shed fats soon cos SCHOOL'S REOPENING NEXT WK!!! . DREAD DREAD DREAD DDDDRRRREEEAAAADDDD!!!! omgomgomgomgomg... don't even wanna think.! lol. T.T
oh well. i'm going out tomorrow to get more skinnies. X) . haha . greeyy !! . X)) . haha . i wan grey nail polish too . i know i'm mad but oh well i'm me . SO WHAT! X) .
love you peeps.X).
posted by shutupworld 9:43 PM
LAST DAY!!! X(
Hello world!
today met emi and went to sch for work. Keith forgot to tell us that it starts at 8 and not 9 am today. so oh well we were late (which wasn't our fault) .X). we went to the room configured one laptop and went down to buy mac with keith. you could see the diff of that friggin small eyed macdonald auntie's attitude can. SO BIG DIFF LA! . HAHA .even keith could tell. auntie ar auntie. u're not called auntie for NOTHING! . Xpp . oops . lol .
today's configuration wasn't so bad cause i've got my tu di and of course emi around. X) . haha . seriously i'll miss u ppl man. you people rawk seriously . fun people brightens up the day!. XD . Emi was like telling me if we had classmates like them it'll be damn fun. laugh and laugh and laugh non-stop. X) . nice knowing you all!! . X))). hope we still keep in touch thou.! . oh ya we still took a "class picture". XD . Hafiz hasn't sent me yet so oh well you people be patient . X) . HAHA . We were having so much fun. X) . we even played tai di after work lo . haha . i owned them.X). once only. oh well it was more of the fun actually .HAHA . X)).
i mentioned that i wanted to write my diary yest? oh well i didnt lol. my hands were busy on the keyboard of my laptop... again. oh man. maybe having a personal laptop isn't good. cause once you're on it, its so hard to get off.! lol . moreover its so convenient to bring it anywhere! ( maybe exclude the washrooms) .Xp.
oh ya to chun ping again...
your're getting old so lor sor. T.T haha . X))
anyways thanks for hearing me out man i think you muz be getting sick of my crapp rite?nehmind i'll load u with even more crapp . hohoho . Xp . treat me so nasty . becareful arr . or else i'll FRY U !. fried cp chicken wings. hohoho . Xppp.
was just thinking of something kinda crazy so here goes...
blueberryTARD,
strawberrryTARD,
pineappleTARD,
appleTARD,
meatTARD,
fruitTARD,
sardineTARD,
f-TARD,
PIG-TARD!!! XD . lol . okok thats so
RETARDED!.X) .haha . i bet you people must be fainting infront of your screens now.
995 anyone? XD.
oh well. schools's reopening and I DUN WANNA GO BACK!!! .T.T. my beauty sleep.... X(
p.s. thanks for the plaster tu di or else i'd be limping home today! X)) .
( friggin shoe killed my back feet. STUPID BLISTER!!. T.T)
posted by shutupworld 9:42 PM
RISE AND SHINE!!
hello world!
morning . haha . i've never had such good sleep in ages!! ( except for the back ache part). haha . oh well. i slept earlier than usual and woke up earlier!!. but had a motive of waking up earlier thou. it was to watch my fav cartoon . TOTALLY SPIES!! . haha . awesome cartoon seriously. maybe you people may think cartoons are for kids but i think cartoons can be for all ages cause it rawks! . X) .
we're confirm going! .X) . haha . oh ya . i've been having really wierd dreams lately . its like very blur but i know its a dream . duh . HAHA . some were really so real la . haha . oh well . its just a dream .X) .
ok i'm back here blogging. in the end mich didn't turn up cos she has dinner appointment . hmm oh well . its ok . we'll see each other on tuesday! . XD . today there was like shi, lq, fl, aminah, darren, chev, sherman and raymond ,roslin met us after dinner. :). we had fish and co for dinner and it was damn filling. i think we were in there for like close to 2 hrs? HAHA . damn crap la seriously . haha . crap=fun .X) . haha . after dinner we went to like shop shop see see then decided to spilt up. so shi and me went to face shop to like see nail polish and she ended up buying mascara, nail polish and lip gloss while i got a bottle of peach coloured nail polish . X)) . haha . nxt aim i'll go for yellow and blue man . hohoho . Xp . ( mum's gonna kill me) . HAHA . i just realised my purple nail polish is only left with half a bottle !! . lol . oh well its nice so oh well . HAHA . thereafter, we met the guys at giant cos they were buying some beer to go over to sherman's hse to drink and like talk . lol . so yupp. i had a lift from ray and tada i'm home now . XD . there's work tomorrow . last day . X) . haha . yay . lol . XPp . haha .
thanks for all the stupid jokes frens haha . seriously my jaw kinda aches a lil LOL! . haha .
i'm still wondering why am i not me. i wanna be me cos he's not worth it.
i seem to have abandoned my diary lol . okok i shall write it after i take a bath . X) . haha . chaos.
^^
p.s. smoke machine's on again and i'm SUFFOCATING!!!!
posted by shutupworld 10:16 AM
girl.. WAKE UP.! Labels: just updated. X)
hello world
woke up at 10am today went for the stupid driving basic trial test and failed . ok i'm so blur to only take it once where they provide twice for me to have the friggin trials . i swear i'll study really hard for the actuals. okayy . i feel so stupid. oh well who ask myself to not study for it? lol . T.T cries . HAHA . i got like 74% but the passing mark is 90% . lol . I'll strive to got 100% lol!! . ( impossible) .X) . aiya . just wanna pass and get over with it.
After having the test, dad picked me and my sis up and proceeded to my uncle's hse to pay my respects to my late grandma. We also had lunch there and manage to catch up with my cousins and aunts. X). Although it was kinda short but oh well still caught up quite a bit. X).
oh ya ! my tees came yest ! haha . the size was correct but its damn long!! . oh well i forgot the fact that americans are taller than me. lol . long tees still rawk anyways.
my dog's a pig man . seriously... its like so fat and my parents thinks that its very skinny for its size . i think if it isn't fat i think i'm super skinny . LOL! . okok that was just a joke . but my dog's a pig is a FACT! . haha . it broke into my back gate la ! . it lifted the entire 2nd panel and came in . can you imagine? i had to fix the entire gate lol . moreover it was locked mind you!. now it isn't scared of the cane anymore. but its still scared of the vacuum cleaner. X) . haha . oh well it loves its bone. AND IT KILLED AND ATE A FROG ON TUESDAY!!!! freak out? i think my dog is really going into his rebellious stage so beware!!!. haha . it gives that really innocent look occasionally when he sees that you've got food. ( yes he's damn greedy and no he doesn't look innocent at all!) . HAHA. but i still love my dear dear euro. XD . if my rabbit ( Prince) ever sees this, ( which is so impossible), i think i'll be ripped apart. haha . my rabbit has a friggin bad jealous issue. i don't know what is its prob but oh well at least it looks innocent as a house fly. ( looks can be deceiving!). my rabbit kills cockroaches!! cool eh? i love princy better luh. XD .
oh well at least my pets won't disappoint me or whatsoever. some jerk just ruined my day yesterday and i shan't name names. i think i'm friggin stupid to actually believe that there's still such thing as love at first sight? haha . its all just infatuation. stupid excuses stupid lies stupid tears stupid heart stupid me. how in the world did i believe you in the first place? damn . oh well . still . it'll just be a lesson. a valuable one. See beneath that layer of sheep's skin before making any decisions man . who knows! . it might just be another wolf! . HAHA . stupid me stupid me. i should have listened to my friends my parents or have trusted my instincts. okay okay. Stop crying over spilt milk nothing's going back! X) . my future is not about looking back and regretting? its all about a new beginning. After every sunset there'll always be a sunrise. i'll always gaze at the night sky full of glistering stars filled with hope and watch the beautiful sunrise. HAHA . i sound so philosophical. oh well. i'm getting ooollldddd. HAHA.
thanksformakingmerealiseyouweresuchajerk!X)
i want my complexion and my health back! oh man how to get it back when i can hardly sleep!!. T.T . i hate the dark. damn.
goodbyemylover.goodbyemyfriend.:)
posted by shutupworld 11:19 PM
3rd post within a DAY! . XD hello world There u go la grumpy old man . haha . Xp . cheer up brudder and if i were your maid i'll collect my monthly salary of 2k. ! . XD . lol . Get well soon senile old man . Xp .
CHUN PING!!! U"RE SO GRUMPY!!! CHEER UP!! XD.
smileypeopleain'talwaystruelyhappy.haha . love you people!.X). i swear i won't be emo. NOT! .XD . take care peeps.X))
posted by shutupworld 7:04 PM
BLURRY NO MORE!!!
hello world!
YAY!!! i finally got rid of the blurryness . X)) . HAHA . woohoo~!!! ... oh my gosh . very very contented here . HAHA . Xpp . love love love love love my blogskin!! . X)) .
madness again. i'm bored at home. Initially i was suppose to meet shi and emi to pass them their cheque today but i woke up LATE! . SORRY!! . hmmm lazy to make my way down to de poly as well. sorry once again. X( . we'll chill out together nxt week since you've got ur pay? HAHA . i'll be really looking forward to it thou. X).
oh well. I'm bored bored bored... T.T . can anybody please entertain me ? lol . its just me, laptop and teevee now. watching some channel 5 olden days show which is really mundane. I have not eaten anything !! lol . I've been dealing with the blogskin problem for the past 4 hours. i shall go and eat soon before my gastric starts acting on me again.
oh ya! school's starting soon and I CAN'T WAIT! ( ya rite). lol . I've been working for the past 2 months and had hardly anytime to rest. oh well . nehmind. i had loadsa fun during work with all the crappers . haha . non-stop laughter man and of course kan chiong-ness. HAHA . After working for the past 2 months, i realised its more fun to study than work. friends and all the fun. X) .
so many things happened in the past month and i hardly had the time to write it in my diary. my emotions still ain't very stable i guess. thank you people for caring for me. X) . esp sisterhoodies.X). sorry for all the crazy tantrums.Xp . special thanks to my bestie. X) . .u know why. ^^
aiilleessshhaaaneedstoregainherindependence.:)
chaos~
posted by shutupworld 1:37 PM
HAHA 2:10 AM!!! Another reason for why i'm actually here is cause not long ago i just read smth which i really shldn't have read. lol . ok i know i'm really stupid to brood over it. i know i am. sometimes, i feel that i don't really know myself . what i want, what i strive for, what would be my future be like. i guess i just think too much? or is it just me and my stupid thinkings? haha . i should be sleeping soon. i'm meeting shi and emi to pass them their cheque. DON"T KILL ME IF I'M LATE! . XD . lol . and.... to the person who tagged as 'me' i know its chevy luh . that dork . HAHA . sister. :) .
hello world.X)
okok . i'm seriously damn crazy now. lol . 2:10am and i'm still crazily here blogging.and finally solved a lil blurryness on my blog skin. oh well nehmind :) ! but i've really gotta thank Shi Ling for helping me alot . haha .
posted by shutupworld 2:06 AM
imma noob officially. Xp
hello world. X)
its my very first official blog!! XD . oh well . i'm bored and so decided to create a blog at last . and i designed the shut up world thingy, de very 2nd successful one. haha . i have to thank shiling loads!! for her help .the layout and the html code and try outs and everything. X). i think without her my blog won't be so nice now . XD . i'm feeling so crazy now. haha . I LOVE MY FRIENDS!! and i'm serious. haha . i think without you people i'm nothing !
[p.s. shiling i'm trying to lengthen the post but it seems that i can only write till here . XD . ]
SHILING'S A GENIUS!! . XD .
posted by shutupworld 11:32 PM
