on the verge... hell yea!
hello world!!
today was a pretty busy cum determined day. finished up my plan, did 3 sketches, scanned my big plan and erm .. hmmm tts abt it . XD . o and ate alot ! lol . ( random!). hmmm now i'm gonna complete another 3 more . hopefully? and do my spatial diagram plus choose plants! . lol ! . great! . sounds so much rite?? plus got panels to do . intending to have ppt as a back up . i think my photoshop is spoilt. lol . dang rite? hur hur hur . lol ! . anyways jia you everyone. X))
kkz i shall go do my work now ! . X)) .
chaos!
p.s. pimples go away!!! . T.T.
one random phrase i accidentally bumped into while looking thru my notebook...
face your past without regret
handle your present with confidence
prepare for the future without fear.
posted by shutupworld 10:05 PM
3 more days dang! .
hello world
i think i live a world in myself. lol . i already have. lol . sketches is gonna be another killer. and i'm only left wid a day! . lol! . dang shit . i need one day to do panels and ppt. lol . sigh . my eye bags/ dark rings are really getting damn bad. lol . kkz gtg now ! . i have to slp early today! . X)) . haha .
chaos!
p.s. braindead.
posted by shutupworld 11:33 PM
sketches!!! OMFG!!!!
hello world
oh man i chiong de entire day and was only done wid 2 sections i'm left wid one more !!! ahhh!!! . XD. hmm well school was fine. didn't talk much as usual? hmmm. i've gotta finish my sketches by tmr no matter wad thou . lol . i'm gonna use sketchup to aid in my sketches cos i very well know i can't draw for nuts. haha . i'll try first i guess? then i'll use sketchup as my last resort. meanwhile i shall chiong my last section! and complete my plan . X) .
guess hu msged me man ! . haha . lmao ! . thats lame. anyways . for those who are having their mst next wk all de best yea . X)) . study hard! . ^^ .
chaos!
p.s. i feel so confused. i'm so tired. i need a rest. zombified.
posted by shutupworld 8:05 PM
i've no idea.
hello world
reached sch very early today.. hmmm i guess today was ok . lol . bought loadsa things on my way home. spent an hr at shop and save buying titbits. XD. this girl here needs to rest and also chiong her sections how to sia u tell me ! . T.T . sigh . oh wells. this girl just gotta do it . X) . loves.
chaos
p.s. so little words said. so much thoughts. so little understanding. so much hatred.
before i go!
some ironic facts about my life.. HAHA . random!
- i wanted to be a PI back in sec sch days . ( mum didn't like the idea)
- i want to learn electric guitar ( i still want!!) ... parents didn't allow.
- i wanted to learn photography and be professional. . . ( parents laughed at me )
- i wanna become a wedding planner . ( dad laughed )
- now i'm stuck in a course that i dun really enjoy and i don't have faith in myself. ( parents strongly want me to excel in this line ) . i'm so not sure.
controlled? ironic? yea i think so too . haha .
posted by shutupworld 7:01 PM
oh man . not much time left!
ok kelly here's a picture ! XD.
this was the caption that came along with it .. and i feel that its really meaningful. X)
'This DD goes to show that to have a good piece it doesn't need to be flashy. It can be simple, raw, even easy to replicate. Yet it must be from the heart, because when you believe in something, in what you're doing, it shows in your work.'
hello world
dang i spent 1 full day colouring my plan. thanks to my carelessness tt landed myself to draw cobblestones for de entire carpark space and timble decking for some areas. the crazy pavers took me 2 hrs to complete lol ! . i've yet to do my sections ! . just finished wid my roof on autocad. X)) . actually set myself to finish sections by this weekends but oh wells didn't manage to lol . shall colour my roof and do sections by tmr. can't afford to waste anymore time. no time le lol ! . 5 sketches is de ultimate killer . i can't even visualise how my place will look like until now la ! . T.T gosh ! . i'm so dead . lol . and guess wad i found out smth damn stupid lol . it is meant to be 6 steps like wts! have to add more steps . dammit. rawh ! . next thing to do is a level plan . all by tmr . ! . no time le lo! . goddammit. scan in stuff by wed. have to start sketching alrdy . lol ! . do photoshop and ppt on saturday. and i'm done ! . hohoho .lol ! . i mite have to buy ink again . dammit.
i'll be late for sch tmr! . hohoho . lalalala . X)) .
chaos!
p.s. i need to be more organised and alert. jia you alicia! . XD .
posted by shutupworld 11:36 PM
screw dang!
hello world
oh man today was the most mentally stressed day man. my flu has been going on for a week and its still not getting any better. my voice still so sexxayee. XD. lol ! . well didn't do much stuff in class today except for my roof plan and plotting my first storey plan lol . i seriously need to buck up i dun have much time left. ( omgawd i sound as if i'm gonna die ! :X ) HAHA . touching wood. XD .
i shall do my roof plan after having my dinner! . X))) . hmmm anyways ... gems class was boring . i think i almost died. XD . lol ! . after gems class hurriedly rushed to change and ran to t19 from w5a! . it was really damn far la! . anyways fortunately i managed to reach on time but i was pespiring damn badly. even when i was having the interview i was still pespiring . gosh i know. lol . i screwed my interview up man . i can't believe i stumbled so many times and like wth! i said omgomg ( literally lipping the words) !!! gosh . i hope teacher won't fail me please... oh gawd. kill me shoot me !! ahhh ...!! . felt damn embarrassed when i actually realised tt i was doing tt can .!!! i think teacher's gonna kill me nxt lesson . XD . LOL! . haha . had test at abt 5.20 for gems . and i think i can pass ba? haha . oh wells. i didn't even read or study lol . crazy girl here still hoping to get at least a pass. XD .. Xpp .
i'm watching bu fan de ai now ! . aiyo slack slack slack ! . HAHA. i'm having a slight headache now lol . shall start tmr . X) . yay ! trng tmr but i dun think i can train that vigorously as usual lol . this girl have got to recover before crit. i really felt damn mentally stressed out today. i need a break.
i've no time for a break!!! T.T
chaos!
p.s. iguessi'vegottatalkmore.
posted by shutupworld 8:11 PM
oh gawd. my voice is still not back yet!
hello world !
driving was good. X) . kinda fun actually . HAHA . i finally got the hang of all de parking skills man . hohoho .
well had staff and student games this afternoon . had 3 mens doubles and 2 mixed doubles . i played mixed ( obviously. XD) . guys doubles won 2 sets loosing 1 set. lisa partnered hakim and yupp they won straight set. me and nigel won rubber set against de super strong lecturer and another lady lecturer lol . well good game i must say . X) . haha . satyed back a while for de guys trng lol . played a little bit then went home.
I DIDN"T DO ANYTHING FOR MY PROJECT TODAY! WEEEE!!~~ XD
chaos!
p.s. slap me if u see me slacking. thank you . XD
posted by shutupworld 11:48 PM
elmo's world!
hello world!
went to school really early today. consulted mr idris on layout and started doing it on autocad with kelly's help hohoho . X)) . fortunately managed to finish and print it out all by today . X)) . curvilinear is a nightmare in autocad. trust me! . almost died despite the fact that most of it was done by kelly ! . Xpp . HAHA . XDD
oh man i'm still sick . ears still block nose block still coughing . dang . how m i suppose to play tmr? lol .
oh man project is really worrying . 1 and a half weeks more to submission and i'm only done wid de layout !!! o.o!!!
things to be done .... ( by the nxt 1 and a half weeks)
- roof layout
- 2 sectional elevation
- planting plan
- drainage plan
- min 3 sketches
anymore?? hmmm i think i can raise white flag alrdy lol . XD
chaos!
p.s. so much to do so little time.
posted by shutupworld 10:49 PM
time.
hello world
ok i'm really busy but i'm here blogging great! . had driving today. doing project now. kelly's selling her concept write up skills for 20 bucks. omgawd. good money ! . HAHA LOL!. anyways she is gonna help me for my autocad LOL! . XD . okok shall go do my work! . XP .
chaos!
p.s. badmintonismylife!Xpp. ( random!)
posted by shutupworld 10:12 PM
sunday...
hello world
woke up watched my fav cartoon again ! . XD . hmmm got scratched by my rabbit thanks to my dad. cause he let the dog off forgetting that my rabbit was still running about in de garden . lol . sat down msn-ed sketched a lil stared at my layout . ate lunch stared again sketched more. had dinner watched tv and sketched a lil lol . and now trying and attempting on autocad lol. i'm gonna give up soon and rest. to be continued tmr.
was readin kelly's blog this afternoon and it really made sense man . i can't recall when was the last time that my entire family spent a sunday together. like today.. i was suppose to go out wid my family to j8 for some shopping but i couldn't . being a kid is tough. being an adult is even tougher i suppose? hmmm .
i had a wonderful childhood but i guess as we got older its really worsening . we don't have as much freedom now. it seems restrictions got even more and non of us are liking it ain't it? hmmm.
i realised people around me are starting to get clearer. its like cataract. after removing the layer then u'll see really clearly. discoveries are part of an exploration process. its kinda amusing. lol ! .
this world is getting scarier cause of survival. survival of the best.
i just had supper wid sis. ranted a whole load to her. and she also shared wid me her piece of mind . XD . it has been so long since we had a more than 10 mins chat.
chaos!
p.s. life's getting hectic-ier, crazier, more complicated, scarier and probably more interesting lol.
I WANNA GET MY DRIVING LICENSE!
posted by shutupworld 10:06 PM
rest...
hello world
oh man what a saturday to begin with . mum said i needed plenty of rest. so i didn't go for trng today. my nose was terribly blocked. my chee chong fun for breakfast tasted like erm ... i've no idea wad it tasted like. just a bit of spicy feel then not sweet or wadsoever despite the huge amount of sweet sauce that was covering the white surfaces. milo tasted like hot plain water. then had my medication then fell asleep while watching sponge bob square pants. XD. woke up ate my lunch. at least tasted a lil of the fishy taste . then ate medicine again . probably gonna doze off soon . lol . feeling much much much better now . X) . shall continue on my layout later i guess? i have to search for my info on wad to do for my project lol . i've no idea man ! . like seriously ! . T.T .
updates!!
hmmm tv tv tv tv tv TEEVEE!!!..hugs tv! . XD. have been thinking back this week . lol . such a waste. seriously . i recalled when my sis told me so so nice for wad they dun even care nor put in effort. well i did think her words made sense. but still . . . i felt well at least i did my best. i dun expect any returns cos it'll determine my effort. lol. X)
chaos!
p.s. emotions like voodoo dolls... do voodoo dolls have emotions? hmmm.
posted by shutupworld 5:10 PM
DAY 3 ..... seriously hate being sick/.
hello world
day 3 .... woke up feeling worst than yest. nose block like wth ! . how i wish i can pluck out my nose and clear it literally ! . LOL! . okok lame lame . Xpp. didn't have much appetite today. forced myself to eat as my tummy was grumbling lol . everything was tasteless. T.T . dun think i can play badminton tmr. lol . i feel so weak all over. stupid nose is de prob! . rawhhh . I HATE GETTING SICK!!!!!!!!!!!.. sometimes its like stuff happen that made me realise certain things around me lol . well project is still getting on my nerve. shld be able to finalise my plan on mon. shall do it on autocad. X) . haha . lol ! . i shall try it ! hohoho . Xpp . LOL! .
i'm feeling so down man . lol . is it cause of the weather? or is it cause i'm having flu ? or? hmmm . i dunno. lol . ! . Xpp. sometimes i don't even understand myself. don't even know how i feel. confused...
HAVING FLU SUCKS BIG TIME!!!!! rawhhh!!! .
chaos!
p.s. catchmeififallwouldyou?
posted by shutupworld 6:46 PM
rawhh . i hate being sick !
hello world!
dammit ! . i've been sick for only 2 days and i'm getting damn fed up alrdy! . i hate getting sick man ! . although its only flu but feel damn weak and tired. i dozed off in de morning while waiting for de classroom to open. went in then lied on the table and slept again. then while doing project i unknowingly dozed off again! . omgosh !! . alicia's such a pig! . XD . LOL! . i've been coughing non-stop since school started this morning. i feel terrible . oh so horrible . dang .... my ears feels so blocked my nose is blocked my voice became 'sexier' HAHA . how nice. i wanna finish my layout by tmr so i can finalise it during de weekends using autocad. lol . how i wish i could recover and eat like nobody's business again! . bahahaha . Xpp .
oo today was ceci's bd ! . pictures!! .
pressies!
ceci camwhoring her presents . XD
chaos!
p.s. cookie monster is love !! . XD. elmo is love love . LOL! .
posted by shutupworld 8:21 PM
STITCH PAW !!!!XD .
hello world!
its tuesday! . and omgawd. wad a day ! . hectic hectic hectic!!!. planning so much stuff . lol . i can't update much here thou but smth not very pleasent happened today which really put me off .
i bought a stitch paw keychain !! . Xpp . HAHA .
love love love love!! . lol !! . okok random ! . HAHA.
chaos!
p.s. so near yet so far.
posted by shutupworld 9:23 PM
OMGAWD!!!! ITS A MONDAY! XD.
hello world!
okok i shall make it a quick post ! i've got so little time !
today i was 30 mins late for school lol ! . went to school fell asleep while listening to autocad stuff again. went for lunch at mac. saw may siew, melissa and rain. then went back to class fell asleep again while doing my project until kelly came over and disturb me ! . XD. edited the plan then printed it out. then went for driving lesson . saw hui jun . lol ! . i'm super serious abt the fact that parallel parking is easier lol !! . XD . at least i dun strike poles nor hit the pole down can ! . XD.
i know i'm wierd ! . my reverse parking still can't make it !! .r awhhhh .....
i've gotta stop dozing off during classes and tutorials.
chaos
p.s. i feel so stupid and blur. lol . XD
posted by shutupworld 8:08 PM
i can't be extraordinary
yea adults don't understand how much sufferings they've brought to children,teenagers, kids...
hello world! .
woke up early today as sis wanted to run .. however she backed out lol ! . so yupps fats retained ! . XD . watched my fav cartoon this morning. X)) . haha . then tried to do project in the afternoon however didn't have the mood again . lol . i know i have to start earlier cos i've got far too many commitments and not much time left other than school time. lol . my schedule is so dammit packed now. with 2 times driving lessons per week and a 3 week due project with so much to be completed its kinda giving me a big headache. in addition to all these, i've still got test on week 6 and interview for some english module ! . and next week there would be a staff vs students badminton match lol ! . can u imagine how much is this for me?? oh my gosh. i dun have time and seriously if i ever slack at any time for the upcoming 3 weeks i'm doomed officially doomed lol. my mondays till saturdays is packed like i'm some busy ant ! rawhh ... dammit . this time round the individual project is like crazy!!!! . both roof and floor plans to be designed.. min 4 sketches, some stupid contour plotting, and many many more i can't remember all can! . goddammit. ! . plan 1:200 = a1 size la ! . gosh . hate this . i have to do rectilinear or else i can jolly well just die. and concept revision is killing me now cos i'm still thinking of how am i gonna put it so i can use de rectilinear concept man !. arghh!!! .
i'm seriously so not in the mood for projects. and i hope i don't get utmost negative comments cos i think i will explode in de nxt 3 weeks . so many things again . gosh . seems like my life is like energizer. never stopping never say die LOL! . XD . i shall pwn project i believe i can . X))
chaos !
p.s. i need an oxygen tank.
posted by shutupworld 5:57 PM
my daily rum.
how i wish i could be a kid again
hello world
woke up at 7am today and was suppose to meet lisa and rachel at 7 at tanah merah mrt station LOL! . so told them to go off first. mum ended up giving me a lift to school! . i was on time . ^^ . trng today was fine. i think there's something wrong with my elbow. its hurting a lil. hmmm. anyways . supported the guy's competition today . well some won some lost. so yupps. we girls had lunch and thereafter went to de k-room at guild house. the place was really nice lol. like de interior and de facilities tre is woohoo . cool ! . lol ! . XD . hmmm anyways . i left half way. but it was kinda cool chilling out with the team. X) .
hmmm just had supper. lol . ( i'm getting fat! LOL!) anyways wasn't a very pleasent supper i must say. hmmm . i dun think i shld say here.
chaos.
p.s. i need to be confident. i dunno how.
posted by shutupworld 10:48 PM
imma shy kid! XD
hello world!
today started school at 8 . school was fine. lessons was damn boring lol . had a mock interview test thingy today. just amongst our frens we were like frigginly freaking out !!! . lol ! . can't imagine how am i suppose to handle it in the actuals nxt nxt wk man ! . XD .
hmmm after school went to take shuttles then proceeded to de sports hall to see the guy's tournament and put the shuttles in the cupboard. hmm well they played not bad actually. only found that it was kinda stupid for them to change de rules for singles lol . XD.
met my mum thereafter went for dinner at bedok. the porridge is like practically eating aginomoto. lol . my throat feels so friggin dry despite drinking so many glasses of water can! . dang . my throat arrr!!! T.T
i guess my day was fine.. X).
loves.
p.s. hmmm. . can someone just shut him up please?
posted by shutupworld 12:00 AM
over and done with.
headphonesjustrock.
hello world
finally grp project over. lol . i think it was fine. yupps. lol . school was fine. went home early, slack around watch tv. . . in de evening , my sis was like talking about her maths tuition and about the people then she suddenly said one of my fren's name which was very surprising . so i asked her in details and OMGOSH!!!! she is actually getting tuition from the same tuition teacher i had previously . LOL! . super shocking . singapore is indeed small... lol ! . XD .
hmmm i'm feeling quite bored rite now. some times i just dunno how to explain how i feel thou. today just didn't feel right. feels really wierd. i know that i am back to being myself. but the distance is really indescribable. haha . lol . i've been constantly asking myself wad i really want in life these few days what i wanna be in de future. what i aspire to have. apparently i have no idea. i'm so confused. project is gonna kill me. badminton is overwhelming me. parents ain't gonna shut up. hell yea. messed up i guess. respect, trust, this is crazy. this world is crazy. my world is spinning. moon and sun at 11am? yea that will do.
chaos.
p.s. i hate this world. this world filled with hatred,revenge,jealousy, greed, feelings,emotions,smoke(dang) ..
humans destroyed this peaceful world and turned it into pluto.
posted by shutupworld 9:13 PM
loves loves loves!! X))
hello world
updates for yest first ! . X)).
well yesterday was the last match for POLITE . lost but we gave it a good fight . X)) . Melanie and denise came down yesterday. was really glad that they came down to give their support! thanks loads ! . X)) . The guys nearly won lo. i think they really did their best! X)) . its ok people cheer up ! . X)) . smile ! . HAHA .
photo of de day! X)
today!!
ok.. i had driving in the morning and i learnt parallel parking today . and omgosh! its so much easier than reverse parking like seriously! . after driving lesson i went to sim lim square to get my headphone . LIKE FINALLY! . lol ! . i alighted at bugis stared at the map for damn long before i set off. ( cos this noob here has never been to sim lim square . yes ! NEVER! lol !) . today was my first. and i'm glad i didn't get lost lol ! . i bought de red audio technica onto headphone! . X)) . after so so so so long can! . was finding it since last yr !> XD .
TADA!!! HEHE . X)) . LOVES!!!
SCREAMS!!!*** XD .
chaos!
p.s. i just wanna be genuinely happy. ifeelsolonely.
posted by shutupworld 2:49 PM
have you ever?
hello world
monday again . tmr's submission day. my group's gonna finish up soon . lol . practically was irritated in class. ( didn't show only) . but oh wells left early to get my head phone. got there couldn't find it . was out of stock . ( CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!:?!) ok . so i went home empty handed . on de way home there was an accident. a car got smashed by de tree brunches lol ( those thick kinds) . and yupps . luckily de driver wasn't hurt? ( i think?) . hmm . lol . overall was quite a boring day actually. tomorrow's de last match of this season ! . jia you sp badminton team. give it all you've got! tmr would be de toughest match.
chaos!
p.s. idreamtaboutsomethingineverknewiwoulddreamof.
posted by shutupworld 10:08 PM
hard core! .
hello world
today had trng in de morning . hmmm played not bad actually. despite de fact that my back was aching damn badly and i had to pause a few times to stretch before continuing again. had a group meeting as well. then went home...
had lunch, mum forced me to eat medicine and i went to sleep. woke up colour until now still haven finish colouring . ( dammit slow poke! ) . rawh. ok so i'm still colouring. . . sigh ... i'm bored. what am i doing here! ( i lose concentration so easily!)
chaos!
p.s. i hope everything wld be fine.
posted by shutupworld 11:50 PM
