misses.
hello world
you've no idea how i miss sleeping how i miss holidays how much i miss the times where i didn't care a single bit. i missed the times whereby i need not rush projects and slog like mad and get unhappy all over.
i'm just so sick of my life. so sick of it. sick of being so grumpy and unhappy. its not the first time 'm feeling like that. it the new year i ought to forget it and be happy. i think i'm no different from a wooden block. once alive, block head, feelingless, reactionless. lol . thumbs up !
project last lap. and i've only got 1 more day cos my parents wants me to go to some lunch with my dad's friends in which i don't wish to. no choice. X( . u'll see a panda on sunday.
ok enough of rantings. i need to go back to projects soon. sigh .
chaos
p.s. assumptions. cause no one understands me. scram.
not in the mood to be messed with.
posted by shutupworld 9:00 PM
afar.
hello world
ok i shall just start by saying how unlucky my day started... in the morning i accidentally kicked the corner of the wall with my last toe ( gosh it really hurts! even till now ) i also accidentally kicked my dog's nose in the process of the accident. then in the afternoon went to bugis in hope of getting pearl white refills for my copic marker but so fortunate for me it was closed! so i made a wasted trip there. such a waste of money. following that i hopped into the wrong train which was terminating at outram park so i had to change a train. then reached school went to fc 2 printing shop hoping that i can print my sketch i went in the first thing auntie told me was ' ah girl ar a3 printer huai ' lol thanks man . so i went to the library to print my stuff. ( like finally ) . gosh .
the good thing was .... i got a 60 bucks ang bao from my dad's friend.
trng was damn crazy . i feel as if my arm's gonna give way. with my toe still hurting. T.T . went off earlier. came back earlier and i'm not doing any work . gosh slap me someone please...
shall sleep soon go to school earlier to ask stuff.
chaos.
p.s. deepwithin
posted by shutupworld 10:40 PM
eating is my forte!
hello world !
gosh hectic day today.... woke up at like 11++ and expected to have guests arnd 12. but my cousin came early and unfortunately she saw me in my PJ's LOL! . gosh it was when my hair was messy and eyes smaller than usual lol . anyways ... i did help my mum despite the fact that i woke up so late. so anyways it was quite a spread man . mee siam, kong ba bao, kueh pai ti, and my uncle brought chilli crabs. he can cook pretty well man ! . XD. anyways my mum's collegue came thereafter. her kid is terror man . he climbed up to my double decker bed and jumped down lol ! . and he's like probably 4 yrs old? maybe younger? lol ! . gosh we were like super fascinated by him not injuring himself thou. anyways i fell asleep halfway while doing project in the afternoon. finished 1 sketch and that last section have yet to be done !! . XD
in the evening, my other cousins and aunties came to my house. we had dinner together then played bingo and black jack betting 10 cents each round . HAHA . ( our yearly tradition yo !) . XD
we had fondue as well. i think my dog and rabbit enjoyed today too as they had loadsa extra treats today . XD .
ooo anyways ... some of the many camwhore pictures taken yesterday! .X)) .
bell, claris, grace, me !!
this is rare! XD
me and my sis !!
grace and me !
us ! ( acting spas)
formal pic ! ( formal ma i buttoned up lo ) XD
grace and sis!
okay don't laugh !
toe nails and finger nails ! X))
i shall go sleep now! XDD
chaos!
p.s. projects here i'll conquer you !. bahahhahaha.
posted by shutupworld 1:45 AM
its just too quiet to be a new year. X(
hello world
i just came back like not too long ago from my uncle's hse. this year everything seems so quiet. anyways in the morning went to my cousin's hse for brunch then proceeded to my uncle's hse settled down a while then went out with a few of my cousins for a movie at tiong bahru plaza. we watched ' love matters'. overall it was funny but the storyline is a very typical singaporean life lol . but anyways its quite an entertaining movie. XD ..
the photos we took on the way back to my uncle's house.
the movie gang . XD
almost all the cousin's? hmmm ok maybe left out like 5 ppl? XD
the usuals.XD
i'm binging on new yr goodies !! . gosh . even my cousin says i can't stop eating ! XD . yes i just couldn't stop . XD. yes yes i'm getting fatter ! HAHA . Xpp.
so anyways to entertain ourselves, my cousin, my sis and me camwhored to kill time. like we camwhored a whole load ! . lol !!! . ( shall upload it tmr ) . XD . and we played 21 dot later in the night. XD . well this year ended super early due to my uncle's condition thou . i hope he gets well soon . X))...
i'm gonna sleep soon . both my dad's and mum's relatives coming to my hse tmr. have to help my mum . wednesday is another chionging day. should have trng or shld not? hmmm .
chaos!
p.s. i feel like a fool.
posted by shutupworld 2:21 AM
TUAN YUAN FAN! X))
hello world !
woke up early not because i had to help out in tidying up the place but it was to chiong my project. i finished 1 sketch! i'm left with 1 section and 2 sketches and 3 details to be confirmed. lol . defragmenting my computer now so can't do much stuff. Xpp . gonna stay up till i can't take it then i go sleep. i doubt my sister would be joining me as she's sick lol . so anyways i finally tidied my super messy table... LIKE FINALLY!!!! XD ...
ok the before.....
the after...
ok so while tidying my place i found some random stuff i did last time....
i decorated a plain file with my sis ...
and inserted a printed sheet of roxy logos inside it. lol !
o! i also found my outward bound briefing sheet! lol !
the surprising thing was .... I PACKED IT IN 1 HR !!! . XD . fast eh? Xpp
in addition to all the packing up, i also painted my nails. and i painted it twice just to see which pattern i should do ! . XD . okay i know i'm lame . Xpp .
first attempt!
and the final decision!! XD .
i think the nail polish won't last long on my hands . HAHA . i've been doing so much cleaning up lol ! its like cny is the only once i ever clean up my place so thoroughly . now my entire house is spic and span . ! XD.
just had my reunion dinner with my family. was quite comical when my dog dashed into the house just cause he smelt the delicious steamboat. and seriously my dog is getting fatter. lol . he got go taf club! . LOL! . XD . princy is gaining weight too !! he looked fluffier today! . XD . both of them 'fa fu' ! . XDD
ok i shall go cong liang and wear new clothes now ! . Xpp .
chaos!
p.s. learningtolovefromhate. guardian angel wanted! XD
posted by shutupworld 9:45 PM
project is gonna kill my CNY!
hello world
yupp tts right project due on the 2nd feb which is after cny week. gosh . just because of one lunch appointment with my dad's friend made me quarrel with my mum . GREAT! . haha . adults talk is damn boring can . anyways had trng this morning . i'm aching all over now. bought my moss green refills at last. gonna get de pearl white one soon . i just painted my nails ! hot pink and black . hohoho . X))) . lazy to upload the picture today. XD . shall upload it when i'm free. X)) .
chaos!
p.s. another chionging day tomorrow. who wants to accompany me to shou shui tmr? LOL! . HAHA .
posted by shutupworld 11:25 PM
back breaking tiredness.
hello world
its 12.19am, 24th jan now.. lol . i've been stuck on project for the past 2 hours. have hardly completed what i was suppose to do today. anyways. school was quite boring until csw where we had to call industries and acted like mystery shoppers. haha . its was fun leh . like prank call . haha. went shopping with ceci, emi, kelly and shi at orchard after school. i bought a bag and nail polishes and emi bought 5 keychains from stage. the plastic bag is nice !! . XD . had dinner with kelly at pasta mania . hohoho . Xpp . thereafter went to shop at pacific plaza then wisma then went back home. haha . well i'm glad that i brought my big big bag ! . i managed to fit all my stuff inside! . XD .
alrightys shall stop here and continue with my work !
chaos!
p.s. i hope whatever i did for detailing is correct.
posted by shutupworld 12:18 AM
gosh
hello world
when will the time freeze?! dang i'm so looking forward to the new year but i've not done my details and sections like wth . dang shit can . i just hope tt i can complete most of the stuff and finalise it by tmr so i can enjoy my cny . my table's in a mess... i haven bought my bag ... my room's in a mess too . lol . how nice rite?
i'm so tired. projects is such a chore! . and i successfully barred myself from the tv . a pat on the back for myself ! . X)) .
chaos!
p.s. how can i take this fear off me . X(
posted by shutupworld 10:20 PM
i'm just crude. thats me.
hello world
reached school super early today. gosh de weather in de morning was freezing cold can ! . omgawd! haha . anyways ... did quite alot of work today despite de fact that i actually did only 2 sections which is super incomplete lol . teachers are pretty serious about this detailing lol . mine stuff is damn plain as compared to others. sigh .... my boring landscape... X(( . oh wells. i shall just add more stuff and rack my tiny brain . X(( .
sections details sections . dang hate this . details seriously can jolly well go to hell.
chaos
p.s. i miss the times where i didn't feel so empty. fuggin gastrics.
posted by shutupworld 10:32 PM
pinkies .
hello world
i think i saw alot of people today. haha . first saw a lecturer at tanah merah mrt. then at dover saw my MI fren. then during lunch break saw trash, jess and yu jun . but i dun think yu jun saw me luh . haha . i'm too short ! lmao ! . anyways . jess told me some stuff. well i can understand how she feels actually. if u're readin this ( which i don't think u'll read ) XD . . . don't fret over it girl ! . X) .
anyways i reached school went to class and there was like less than 20 people in class. yes less than 20 out of 48 people. lol and moreover i was late for 30 mins some more . lol. so went off to shop at orchard abt 1 plus? haha . omgosh felt damn bad lol . but nvm its monday yo ! . haha . Xpp . so anyways.. i've got a few bangles and it cost me below 10 bucks ! cheap thrills are so uber fun . XD . emi got a pair of pretty cute shoes and a bangle too ! .X)) . and we had a whole lot of eating. X) .
bangles !! XDD
ok enough of fun . i shall start my details soon fter tv-ing lawl. dang i'm always stuck on de tv .
chaos!
p.s. silentprayers.
posted by shutupworld 8:28 PM
identity crisis.
hello world
these few days has been rough . really crazy. spring cleaned my room and really thought for a moment .. ; my room is like a pig sty. . . so much dust ! gosh . anyways. my room is free of dirt now. lol .
some stuff i found ...
my glass ring from thailand super long ago when i was still in primary school...
some of the many neoprints...
oo !! my coloured hair lol ! . ( ps. it was meant to be a streak but mum kinda ruined it . oh wells )
my hair is too black too lol ...
chaos
p.s. tearsoffear.
posted by shutupworld 11:18 PM
running tap. voodoo emotions.
hello world
had trng this morning . played like crap. practically was damn bloody pek chek with myself lol . anyways .. had lunch till quite late . went home slept for abt 10 mins then stuck on the tv while i drew some stuff as i had nobody to rant to. XD
TADA! . haha . my end product lol
i'm still stuck to de tv. waiting for my hair to dry... lol .
and a random pic !! XD
changing. yes its changing.
chaos!
p.s. hidden.
posted by shutupworld 11:09 PM
gosh. THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!
omgawd. i feel so tired. its 9.17pm and i've not taken my dinner lol ! . oh wells . this week was so hectic ! . and its feels damn cold now. lol . the weather is really weird. lol . feel so tired dunno wadssup with me thou . lol .
watching ghost whisperer ! . and the dark oracle rocks like seriously man ! . XD .
i don't even know what i'm doing neither know how i'm feeling lol . this sounds dumb i know. i've changed and i didn't like it a single bit .
chaos
p.s. i don't have the guts.
posted by shutupworld 9:13 PM
cooling weather
hello world
oh man the weather these few days is like natural aircon! . its really breezy and sweat free . haha . well today was quite carefree despite the fact that it was a submission day. surprisingly i finished before noon. kelly, mich and me went to ubi to get printing cards for ourselves and the rest as well. the place was quite ulu however we managed to find it with the help of the lift from the cab driver. XD. kelly was disturbing me and michelle the entire journey lol. o something funny happened on the train lol.. i'm so lazy to blog here . XD
anyways everyone printed and submitted . like finally ! . one down one more to go . i will slog my details by next week and enjoy my new yr ! . XD .
chaos!
p.s. truely.madly.deeply.
posted by shutupworld 11:41 PM
.don'tlookatme.
hello world
just randomly coming here to blog after having done half of my project. lol . i'm aching all over currently my wrist and right arm is refusing to listen to my brain. lol . yesterday's match i practically used my wrist and arm to play. my elbow kinda hurt quite badly. but its ok . i feel that i'm such a bad captain not being able to give productive comments during the matches. sorry people.
i feel so friggin tired mentally and physically. i hope my emotions wouldn't affect my studies. lol
chaos
p.s. oh man i'm still not done with hw. and my hair is too black for hair dyes. lol .
posted by shutupworld 11:45 PM
its ok ... X)
hello world
went to school on time today. did some work went for comp. ate alot for lunch . had chicken rice and a regular twister fries. i finished everything lo . so sis called me and told me about her results. i think she's friggin smart lol . crazy girl got 7 points for 6 subs lol . so in total she got like 2 a2s and 5 a1s . siao rite? if i had these kinda marks i'll be hopping like a kangaroo alrdy lol ! . anyways . de match against smu today was quite ok lo . i wasn't disappointed actually . i know all of them did their best. some off form some lost concentration . well can't blame. its ok ppl . there's always next yr, another chance with new people, new friends, new bonds, new team.
just had my dinner dun have the mood to do work any more . going to school early to do work . X)) . anybody wanna join me? XD . alrightys i need to go slp le. X)). its kinda late and i'm kinda aching all over.
chaos!
p.s. we fall, we'll get up and move on.
posted by shutupworld 11:39 PM
omgawd..
hello world !
had trng this morning . my hand aches like madness. my arm had a heart beat like movement which kinda freaked me out. played not bad actually despite the pain. had lunch with them thereafter then decided to roam around the displays for the open house. was pretty funny when may siew tried de games . haha . couldn't stop laughing . XD .
went home then went out to cut my hair ! . haha like finally ! .X)) . well i'm quite satisfied with it . the auntie almost straight cut my fringe lol !!! . ( luckly she didn't or else i'll look like a twit. lawl ! ) . the auntie suggested to me to dye 2 streeks of purple with red and i told her my dad will kill me lol . so i didn't . went back told my mum about it and she said ok can i help u do . LOL! . super shocking . but i guess de colour wouldn't be seen in shade but in the sun it'll be clearer ba . X) . haha . lol . ok i shall try to dye 1 streek and see how it goes. XP . i think its fine rite? hmm . haha . oh wells.
chaos!
p.s. back to work.
i feel so slack . T.T
posted by shutupworld 9:45 PM
let it go.
hello world
today was another long school day. friggin tiring listening to lessons and lectures. gosh . almost died. sometimes i really feel that i get influenced quite easily lol. and i hope i don't anymore. i really felt damn bloody lost during csw. test is next week. and i missed 2 lessons straight. gosh . i'm such a bad apple. had a bad scare in the toilet today. saw something which was quite bizzare. well felt kinda disgusted actually lol .
just heard a piece of gd news. haha .
hmmm . ithink i ought to do my project le ba . i'm like barely half done . ! . and adding on i don't have much time. X( .
pictures from yesterday's excursion.
tomatos!
nice bunch of flowering buds from a creeper
miniature rose! . X)) . its really nice lol . haha .
daisies ! . my ultimate fav . envious that the nursary sells such pretty plants . XD
speciment of a butterfly . it looks so real and poor thing . ( notice the pin on it?)
spot the huge spider ! ( i was less than an inch away from it ! .) X)) .
auntie kelly would go gaga over this. XD . this tortoise is seriously cute and it looks fake too . ! . XD
chaos!
p.s. i should mug hard. you'venoideauntilyoutry.
posted by shutupworld 8:11 PM
hard luck.
i feel so friggin tired. my leg vein seem to have popped out . my arm feels like crap. project still awaiting . like wtf . so sick of this man . i hate tt i dun have self confidence. giving all i got and coming back with nothing but a handful of i dunno wad la . lol . and how great! my dad's smoking again.
anyways lost to tp today but one tiny point . well we could have done better . and we could have won it . oh wells anyways . had excursion to sungei buloh and one of de nursarys there . and de flowers were friggin nice. the nature reserve was interesting too . ( apart from feeding de mosquitoes with our blood . XD .) saw 2 moniter lizards mating . saw a gigantic spider. and erm a swamp of fished waiting for de gate to open? HAHA .
chaos
p.s. goddammit make me chill.
posted by shutupworld 11:05 PM
yay !
hello world
quick post ! went to school to have lunch then stroked a while.. we won rp today ! yay ! 4-1 leh . haha . my match was kinda one sided thou so yupps . i won .X) . i think i needa learn how not to be pessimistic man . i just hope tmr's match lineup wld be gd too ! . X))
kkz i shall go slp now . long long day tmr ! .
chaos!
p.s. lets jy for tmr's match . X)) . yay ! ranting machine's back ! . Xpp.
posted by shutupworld 11:24 PM
i'm tired..
hello world
one random fact. my jersey still got de whipped cream smell. T.T . ahhhhhh .!!!!! okay . . .
school was friggin tiring today . went to get forms running here and tre doing project stuff too. dang so incomplete. gonna have competition tmr. first match . omgawd. wake me up when september ends LOL! .
anyways . random pics ... haha
mum raked this up from her drawer and gave it to me. its made out of croc's skin. my grandma gave it to her lol . ( imagine how old is this man ! ) XD
the basket which stores all my pretty ribbons. X))
chaos!
p.s. elixir
posted by shutupworld 11:08 PM
daily routine.
hello world
how i wish i can just get over with project, get over with competition, get over with what I'm feeling now, get over with everything.! dang hate this.
ok I'm just dreaming... I'm still in holiday mood. slap me someone slap me. thank you . loll !.
chaos!
p.s. imperfection.
posted by shutupworld 10:50 PM
silence.
hello world
spent my entire day at home. tried to start on project but when i was abt to start i felt totally clueless about wad to do for details lol . sigh . i guess i need to chiong on mon and tues as this wk will have competition coming up. lets jia you ! . X)).
my weekends have just slipped away so quickly.
i have so much things to say, but i don't know where to start.
chaos.
p.s. how i wish i had a time machine.
posted by shutupworld 6:53 PM
indeed.
hello world
had trng in the morning . didn't play well at all. oh man . thefeelingkindasuck. lawl. anyways . went home abt 1 didn't really have the mood to train further. sorry! .
went home slept for a while then started on my project a lil. went out with sis thereafter to have dinner ( which was kfc) . lol . then shopped for clothes. ok i went crazy at ip zone cos there was like a mountain of clothes which was going out at 2 for 13 bucks. so i was searching randomly and found a shirt which i really liked and it was like xs ( which i couldn't fit ) . so i was frantically searching de humongous pile of shirts just to find the size S !! XD . my sis was like looking at me when i was like ahhh found it !!! . HAHA . okay . i bought it lol ! . hohoho . happy happy . X)).
chaos!
p.s. mumsaidiwaswierd. am i ? hmmm .lol .
posted by shutupworld 11:56 PM
happy new year everyone!
gosh time flies ! . its 2009 ! . well my new yr didn't start off very well lol . well i hope everyone's new yr started well? X)) .
well 2008 was so quick lo. i had quite a smooth sailing yr actually. nothing major happened. X).
hope everyone would have good health and good grades for the new yr ! X))
chaos!
p.s. eeyore's a start. X).
posted by shutupworld 11:23 AM
