T.T
haha i'm back lol . dad's having super unhealthy lifestyle lol . now its 1:23am and guess wad he's sitting down with his bag of peanuts and drinking beer! . lol . soccer match for the euro cup is at 2.45am! . lol . he's waiting for it. hope he doesn't dirty my working space! . rawhh. ok i'm gonna slp soon . ohya . DAD SMOKED LIKE SUPER ALOT OF CIGGS TODAY AND I FRIGGIN WaS DAMN IRRITATED. argh..
chaos.
posted by shutupworld 1:22 AM
busy like a butterfong! lol!
hello world
omgosh! . before the weekends end. i want to rant !! . omgosh weekends shld be rest time . mine was project filled! . rawhh . lol . anyways . i'm still doing project while writing in here. i haven't been writing in my diary for 3 days! . damn . i shall write it later. Xp . lol . sat and sun nothing much happen actually . sat baked cookies again but kinda shi bai cos didn't bake long enuf lol . today met up with joanna and shi for project stuff at starbucks. well it was really a while lol! . haha . chill out a while then left. our progress is not bad . X) . hehe . tomorrow's concept thinking time . well have 2 in my head so shall discuss tomorrow!. ( excited!) lol . okok .. i shall rush my last one man . ahhhh!! . jia you jia you everyone ! . X)) . see ya all tomorrow!
chaos. X)
p.s. worrying isn't a solution . I KNOW! . lol! . XD
posted by shutupworld 10:55 PM
busy day!
hello world
i was in a super doing mood chionging day. got cold water poured on me oh well. never mind. had mac for lunch. ( omg mac again) . then started project. i think our class is getting more united man. XD. its really cool to have great decisions around. ceci told me i sound very fierce nowadays. and i know that. my speed of talking has increased too. lol. shall slow down abit but i'm still worried. lol . i just don't feel like talking nowadays. probably thats the only way i can save my energy. ha . lol . i'm tired. who's not. i shall plan my time for tomorrow. ohya driving today was funny and fun of course. haha . saw a person riding a unicycle ! . lol . he was like at least 5m infront of me and he crossed the road llol . one crazy fella. haha .
oh well shall start on my analysis.
chaos!
p.s. there'snothingimpossible.there'snothingthatcan'tbedone,
there'sonlyignorance.
posted by shutupworld 9:09 PM
fixing a switch off button.
hello world !
ok slpt at 2am again. how great. my mind just keep on thinking. seriously if i continue at this pace i'll go crazy soon. esp being so disorganised. well today wasn't so bad but honestly we could have done alot better . i'm so sick and tired of listening to complaints.
my mood was ok i guess. dun feel like ranting much here.
chaos.
p.s. don't let things get into ur way.
posted by shutupworld 9:26 PM
my life is so GREAT!
hello world
today i skipped all my classes just for project. lol . i know its really bad but oh well. no choice. lol . emi,wx,ceci,sh and me skipped .
Last night the thoughts for project haunted me till 2am. i couldn't sleep . from 12 i kept flipping and my mind was on project.... what concept what kind of place it'll be like how it'll turn out to be getting things done on time.dang. i just worry too much. sigh. i want to finish happy then enjoy. and not slack whine do whine finish and whine again cause didn't have enough time.actions speaks louder than words. verbally saying isn't enough. think of a solution act and execute. dang. i just hope i can actually control my emotions and i hope all of us can stick to schduele. i don't wish to rush or beg teacher for more time. as i said in my earlier post miracles don't happen by itself. we make it happen.
ok finished ranting.
thanks cecilia loads! for listening me out today. i believe her ears are really sour thou . XD . Xpp. LOL! . oh well.
chaos
p.s.wed blues? nah . black day. bad day.
too early for conclusions
ihateitwhenifeelsohelpless.
posted by shutupworld 9:00 PM
thoughts... i'm quite satisfied with what i have in my family now thou. i realised i've got an understanding and encouraging mum and a super really caring dad thou. i'm thankful for what they've done for me although sometimes i do flare up and be rude to them. cause i love em. X) . oh and sis u're still as irritating! . juz joking ! . XD
hello world
today woke up late again . reach school slightly late. lol . oh well. my alarm clock gave up on me . XD . anyways . got to school . got a briefing then saw our grouping. well i think our group is averagely not bad i guess. i hope we can work well together. X) . i really hope to get good grades man . i'm really worried ! . argh . damn... lol . sigh . determination and motivation. okay need positive influence man. i'll throw slacking and i don't feel like doing and no mood out of my dictionary for this 4 weeks plus 4 weeks. trust me i will pia like mad. cause i dun wanna get another C. its fugly . seriously. i was quite disappointed with my results actually. oh well . girl work hard and smart! . X) .
was chatting with evil teacher a while ago. well she's quite encouraging with my ambition thou. haha . i'm pretty happy . X)) . haha . how i wish i can fulfill and be successful for at least once. things don't drop from the sky and i don't believe in miracles. i believe in myself. and i believe i can if i am determined. X)) . so yupp . add oil girl! . hehe . i will find out more abt it man . grins. the more i think of it the more i'm interested in . Xp . so yupp at least i've got a goal. a goal that i can work towards. THANK YOU EVIL TEACHER!!! . plus everyone that has been so supportive ! . loves! . X))
chaos !
p.s. friends always contains kindness. XD .
posted by shutupworld 10:39 PM
School's on ! oh man . sigh ... [the lycia virus] XD
hello world
school reopened today. i woke up a lil late and i was like oh ya hor today got school . so i climbed out of bed lazily and went to prepare sluggishly to school . so i ended up looking all grey today. XD . my shirt was grey, my bag was grey , my shoe was grey, my pants was greenishish grey ok bottom line i kinda looked like a greygirl! LOL! . haha . oh well . luckily my socks weren't grey. XD.
today learnt micro station in school. first hr of the lesson was still alright. as it went on my mind was off to space. she was too fast for us to catch up. and seriously drawing lines took us the entire day! . omgosh. i never felt that drawing lines were such a chore! . oh well i guess practice makes perfect . X) . Nothing much happened today actually tomorrow would be the outing i suppose? oh man i dread projects seriously. the one thing i'm most afraid of receiving. well i think i spent most of the lesson time thinking of my future ambition. lol . okay i hope this ain't another infatuation cause it really and seriously drew my attention to be in that line thou . XD .
i shall be good and sleep early today cause it'll be a long day ahead tomorrow. BORING!
chaos!
p.s. desires,pursuits,mydream. X)
posted by shutupworld 10:35 PM
last day of holis... T.T
hello world
today woke up at 10 watched totally spies. ate breakfast. went out to junction 8 with parents while waiting for sis to finish tution. had pepper lunch. i was in the eat-all-you-can-i-don't-care kinda mood thou. i ate alot .! XD
evening helped mum out. We were generally talking and i was saying about what kinda person i wanna be like. eg. like being independent, strong, generally i wanna be an all rounder. these few days i've been thinking of what kinda job i'm gonna do that is suitable for me that woould be my forte and i would enjoy as well. was discussing with mum while helping her prepare dinner. i was thinking of being a wedding planner. it'll be way cool! . XD . mum was like not bad thou . haha . well i need to learn more about it as we've got loadsa customs for eg like the gate crashing, the roasted pig cutting, the tea ceremony and many more. i was thinking of going into this field when i graduate is because its less taxing but at the same time i can infuse whatever i'm learning now into the planning as well. interesting eh? haha . well hopefully i can be given a chance to be in this field. X))
I DUN WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!! . dread projects.
chaos! :)
p.s. dare to dream. my pursuits. X))
posted by shutupworld 10:35 PM
YAY!! finally my biscuit is successful!! X)) after cut ( second round) turning over ( third round and back into the oven) that fat dog looking inquisitively at the direction of the oven . GREEDY!! that fat dog's fangs!!
hello world!
today woke up at like 12pm as i slept at really late last night cause i was discussing about the camp and chalet with the babe captain ! . HAHA . he made me wait for him to come online for like 1 hr plus? omgosh! . he's GHEY!! HAHA . ( JOKING!). hmmm so much things to do sia. have to plan it now.
was slacking the entire day until in the evening i decided to start baking my cookies! so ... i went out to get the ingredients and started doing t about 5. the preparation is quite easy however ... THE DOUGH WAS SUPER UPER STICKY! . was stuck to my hands so stubbornly. was practically fumming the entire time to my mum . HAHA . fortunately with her help we managed to shape the dough to the appropriate size. Thereafter, we baked the dough for about 35 mins then took out, quickly cut it in to slices then put it back in for 10 mins then flip over then another 10 mins. loadsa work eh? anyways i enjoyed it. and I FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY MADE MY SUCCESSFUL BUNCH OF BISCUITS! . X)) . HAHA . all smiles LOL! . super happy. dad liked it. mum liked it sis liked it too . ! X) . had a sumptious dinner and yupp here i am blogging! . XD . oh ya got back primer 2 results. was a lil disappointed thou. oh well. small percentage shall work hard for the nxt one . aza aza fighting! . XD
okok enough of words see the pictures!! . X))!
Introducing.....
ALMOND BISCOTTI!
the dough.. ( first round) oh btw. the chocolate chips at the side were just try outs! XD
random camwhores inbetween. Xp
tada! final product! . ( grins) X)) .
SMILE! X)
chaos!
p.s.mydream.mylife.mynightmare.
posted by shutupworld 8:49 PM
OUTING!! X))
hello world!
woke up late today. saw a really cute toddler in the train on my way to school. eyes were super big and she was making funny faces at me. she's really cute! . XD . ( its rare for me to say a toddler is cute thou).XD. reached school just on the dot. didn't train today as my leg was still hurting. so yupp . spent the entire training time slacking doodling. after their trng, they went to bathe then we proceeded to marina square for sakae sushi buffet. as we were an hr early, we walked around and crapped too . XD .
when it was exactly at 3pm, we rushed in and started our buffet . XD. well honestly i think the ala-cart is much better than the buffet. we ate so much sushis and toufu till our stomaches were super bloated! . if u're going for a sushi buffet i recommend suki ! . omgosh . i still feel damn full now. we were there from 3 till 5++ haha. we laughed like nobody's business man . damn funny lol . enj0yed !. X)) . haha . all so scandalous aunties. LOL! . XPp . (slyygrins). X)) . LOL! . i think we were the super noisy lot that was present there and i think we were the noisiest !. hohoho . thats us !. X)) .
LETS LOOK FORWARD FOR THE NEXT OUTING !!! [this time with the guys(see never outcast u ppl okayy) Xp. ice skating !!! hohoho !! ]. X)) . LOL! .
todays's pics!enjoy!. X))
scandalous!! Xp
us! X))
chaos!
p.s.ijustwannabeahappykid.:). sushi phobia? omgosh . YES!!! . XD.
posted by shutupworld 11:44 PM
B.F.F outing!! X) today went out with my long lost bestie raba'a! that nonsensical girl who never fails to lame my day! . HAHA . we caught up so much man . X)) . i'm so jealous!!! . i wanna shop too! . raba'a tempted me to buy la ! . puma having sales now . AHHH!!!! . T.T . sob sob . lol . Xpp . HAHA . we had lunch for 1.5 hrs at kfc lol! . haha . shall nonsense with u soon man !. XD . LOL! . oh ya we took a photo too! . haha . thanks for believing in me girl! . X)) . me and raba'a a.k.a ah ba ba ba . ( grins) . XD in the evening mum said that i was useless cause i didn't take out some stuff which she called me to take out frm the fridge.(hello?? i can barely walk properly can).anyways probably she was stressed out at work la. but little things like this can actually affect me la . wadssup wid me. but seriously i think i'm kinda useless la. i ain't happy with everything i do. lol . i really admire people who are happy with who they are what they do and happy with their life. i think mine is screwed inside out. dang decisions dang choices dang restrictions. dang dang dang wadever. argh . chaos. p.s. count down 3 days to school reopen! . dreadprojects.
hello world
posted by shutupworld 10:08 PM
aliciau'reonebigbummer
hello world!
today was such a tiring but yet fulfilling day. had trng in the morning then had driving in the afternoon. i accidentally twisted my ankle while playing defence during badminton. for driving... omg my car stalled twice! it was cos of my seat luh... too far . i've got short legs . XD . LOL! . anyways learnt how to drive on slope. X)) . hehe . drove like quite a distance actually. from clementi to tuas then back to clementi again. X)) . haha . was quite a lesson i must say. i even horned some bloody bastard that didn't want to give way to me . HEHE . Xpp . LALALALA . oh well . serve tt person right . (i'm so bad.Xp).
i've been thinking alot lately. i know i shouldn't be thinking so negatively. randomly i went through the past year's photos and i realised how much the course had changed me. how poly life have had affected me. how i used to be. how i've failed to fulfill my own wish to be happy with what i'm doing and enjoy. how people see me as. how people think that i'm l-e-s which i'm nothing like that. how much flaws i've got. how much my life is screwed. how much i rant and regret. i'm never satisfied. the expectations i've set is beyond my capability. as the saying goes ' if there's a will there's a way'. it doesn't apply for me. i've got no dreams it's all being dashed by restrictions. i'm disappointed in myself. i'm speechless. i'm tired. i just wannascream. screams. no one hears. i'm usedtoit.
chaos.
p.s.dreamstomeisjustafairytale.
posted by shutupworld 9:00 PM
The Last Time
hello world
i've been thinking over these few days.
While updating my personal diary and watching tv viewing blogs... i realised how stupid i was to be even sad and despaired over you. cause u didn't even treasure me for me. you just were with me cause u felt lonely. infatuations. why didn't i even think of that. went to her blog saw this sentence in chinese... whoeverlikesyouwillendupreallytired. honestly its really true. cause all you think is about yourself and nothing else. you were so self centred. egoistic is the word to describe. oh man i'm polluting my blog. rants rants. all i do is rant about my regrets. cause i really am disappointed with myself. i can't blame you. cause it always takes 2 hands to clap. damn. hate this feeling. why did i even fall for you in the first place. dang. regrets.
updating my diary now. i hate restrictions. damn. i'm so broke. just got scolded by mum. dang.
stfu.
chaos.
p.s.thinkbeforemakinganydecisions.
yesteray'shistory.regrettingnowisjusttoolate.
posted by shutupworld 9:31 PM
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !!! . X))
hello world
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL!! . XD . lol . ok... didn't have time to blog yest cause ....... I HAD TO PREPARE OUR FATHER'S DAY GIFT! . ok practically i did most of the card, shopping and wrapping. my sis did most of the baking and screaming(cos there were some uninvited guests visiting us in the kitchen). HAHA . overall everything turned out really well. the card was great! the muffins were successful !! . haha . dad had it for his supper! . it was chocolate chip muffin filled with durian cream and raspberry ice-cream drizzled with raisins. X)) . sounds appealing? Xpp . bleh . the card theme this round was super dad so i drew a super man and edited a cartoon strip into our faces. X) .
today.... woke up late went for branch at ah yat restaurant to eat peking duck and dim sum. was not bad actually. but my appetite didn't seem good. i ate a lil and i felt super bloated. oh well. went to j8 thereafter and was having quite a horrible headache. probably it was the MSG!! dang... it was like fainting spells. oh well. i could still stand straight. Xp. after shopping at ntuc for very long went cousin's hse to wait for my sis. while waiting we discussed about the recipes and got to know some really creative and cool recipes. interesting . X)) . had a scrumptiously nice dinner. mum prepared tom yum steamboat which is damn nice . haha . Xpp . had duck again. omg. i'm getting fat again lol! . haha . okayy . i'm doing maths wid sis now. a bit bo liao but oh well. Xpp .
OUR FATHER'S DAY MUFFINS!X))
chaos. X)
p.s. putasmileonmyface?
posted by shutupworld 9:45 PM
SHACK! zzzzZZzz
hello world
woke up late today but was on time for trng in school. trng was really wow today. dieded. HAHA . lol . okok cut ur crap girl. anyways... trng was not bad today. i know i looked tired i felt tired as well. didn't slp well again. sigh . oh well my sad life . HA HA . after trng bathed and went to have lunch with may siew, hui jun, kelly and kamarul. had pizza and drumlets. nice! . X)) . they left about 2pm? so yupp i went to the library to wait for my driving lesson at 3.30 . HAHA . dozed off a lil in the library thou. was really tired. oh well. that wierdo was my entertainer Xpp. HAHA .
today's driving lesson was great! learnt loadsa stuff thou. like u-turn, bents and how to control the clutch and the break. it was like a brief recap plus new stuff. learnt how to do the round about. and it was like SHIOK! . haha . cause i got to go on the main road to drive too! . and it was quite fast actually . 50 km/hr seh. HAHA . even my instructor was like eh SLOW DOWN !!! . haha . well 2nd lesson and my car finally stalled once . i released the clutch too fast !!! . ok . so embarassing that i dunno how to start the engine . Xd. LOL! . ok today was fun . started making dad's day card and present. wonder wad we're gonna make for him man. no idea. lol . damn sis all the friggin excuses. arghh . !! . oh well.
chaos. X))
p.s. justmebe.
posted by shutupworld 11:57 PM
i'm 3 secs lag!
hello world.
i shall start with yest. went to sch in the morning for badminton trng. finally everything resolved and i was really shocked that everyone was on time. HAHA . oh well claps . X)) . anyways . i think everyone is getting along very well? we had lunch together then we headed back. juniors suggested to go aviva open to watch the matches. so yupp i tagged along in the evening with may siew, rachel and lisa. haha. well. the match was not bad thou. saw so many familiar faces at the indoor stadium. was quite hyped up at the same time lag as well. i guess some people don't remember me but oh well nevermind. ( alicia is thick skinned! LOL!!!!) XD . lmao. oh well. left at 9.30pm and we bought the same shirt together as well. they help me to pay first so tomorrow i'll get the shirt and pay them back tmr ! > X)) . haha . thank you ppl ! . X)) . haha .
today... stuck at home watched kungfu panda damn nice show. ITS A MUST WATCH!!! . haha . 2 thumbs up i must say . X)) . ok i almost rotted at home so yupp . watching the 7pm drama on chn u now. its nice !! haha . but oh well i'm still all over park hae jin!!! Xpp HAHA .
PARK HAE JIN!! . Xpp HAHA .
chaos. X)
p.s. yesterdayishistory. tomorrow'samystery. today'sagift.
posted by shutupworld 6:59 PM
Today..
hello world.
went out with dla peeps today . went out wid sis to take no.9. oh saw sister in the morning while i was on my way to TM to meet the rest for lunch. anyways i was early thou . XD . waited for the rest then we headed to long john silver for lunch. shi filled me up about wad happened after i left yesterday. so yupp. then after lunch we headed to ecp. i was the only one roller blading the rest were cycling. honestly was not bad a day with the sun shining so brightly so i can a tann . XD . my face my red but not burnt cos its cooked! lol! . no la. haha . no la juz joking.
ok... now i'm kinda mad cause of badminton stuff. damn . y can't people just get their facts. nvm i shall screw it into their brains tmr. i swear i won't be miss nice tmr. damn i hate it when ppl take advantage cause of other people to suit their own comforts. can you imagine like you msg and plead them for a reply and all you got was only half of them that replied? and the rest was like msging to the wall man. damn . honestly i think msging the wall wld be much cheaper man. lol . ok forget it tmr everthing would be surfaced. i hope i can get some motivation and determination to carry on. cause i can't stand the attitude man . damn . ihatethisfeeling!
chaos
p.s. think b4 acting. put urself in other people's position and think! dang dad's smoking again.
posted by shutupworld 8:38 PM
this is so late!
hello world
guess wad i just came back from outing with my sec sch clique and it was way funny man. ok lemme begin with wad we ordered. we each ordered a plate of satay bee hoon then we shared satay, stingray, la-la and chicken wings. so yupp . haha . oh well. i'm really bloated now. and had really caught up with all the sisters . HAHA . ok dun kill me . Xpp. o and told them abt 'uknowhu' (cos ray kept asking!!!) then when like i've briefly said, my dad came so.. shi continued aggitatedly. XD . thanks girl! . Xpp . ( save me from the embarrassment. bleh!) . X)) .
morning had MAC again . T.T . i'm scared. lol . anyways . had drawing lessons from mr malcom . he wasted 1 hr of our time. we started at like 11am till 12pm and guess wad. we only learnt this.! . LOL!
oh well. nevermind at least we still learnt something. HAHA . lol . hmmm i'm kinda feeling lazy over tomorrow. me and shi was discussing about it earlier and we realised and compared. well its not because of the timing and activity. itscosoftheppl. ok shall stop here.
chaos!
p.s. good niteyz ! . X))
posted by shutupworld 11:59 PM
OMGOSH!!! GARLIC SMELLS BADLY!!!
hello world!!
woke up late for my show. i tot it was 10.30! . damn its at 10 lol . i love totally spies!! . Xpp . haha . i'm childish i know . Xp. oh well. i love cartoons. thats me ! . X) . haha . lol . cut my hair like finally !. kinda happy wid my current hair style . X)) . haha . hate so much in the afternoon... ba zhang, prawn crackers, fruits,cake, ok and more but i can't remember at this instant. oh ya i saw one of my primary school friend at the provision shop lol . kinda stunned actually didn't expect to see him there . XD . oh well . said hi . X). hmmm had dinner too . mum forced me to take it . she said ' at least chi liang kou fan!' so i really took 2 table spoons of rice. Xp . HAHA . today's kind of a boring day but watching table tennis match in the afternoon with mum was fun lol . damn stupid to actually bet with her who is the winner . HAHA . after all the craziness had quite a terrible headache thou. oh ya did i mention that i watched garfield and i've gotta say ... I'M NOT GARFIELD LOOK ALIKE LUH . ITS WAY FATTER THAN ME !! . XD . lol . so yupp . Xpp . no excuse to say i'm garfield le ba . hohoho . okok shall stop here there's drawing class tomorrow .
chaos. X))
p.s. iwassuchanidiot.
posted by shutupworld 11:02 PM
repent.
hello world.
as usual. TODAY WAS SO BORING!!!!! . haha . i was pestering chun ping for the entire day. ok it wasn't the entire day la but still oh well . haha . sorry brudder! . XPp . hehe . hmmm anyways . i was thinking about the past about what i regret and about badminton. was thinking about how i am so un interested in badminton now. its like i'm so not into the game anymore. i've been thinking of the reasons why . firstly its cause of my diet that make me feel so lethargic and unhealthy. secondly its cause i don't have pe anymore !!! . i miss it loads man. its like the extra trng keeping fit plus fun kinda curriculum. oh man. i'm getting fat!!. plus dad's 'thoughtful' comments . thirdly, i've lost my tan and my muscles are less tough man. fourthly [lol], i've lost my endurance, determination, strength. oh man too many to state lol . i know i lost my passion man. argh.... i hate this feeling. oh well. i wanna be that me that me i once was man. damn i regret so many things cause i know i've done so many embarrasing things . argh !!!! . this is crazy. i regret so many things and i repent on it so much! sigh. i guess this is life. miserable one.
chaos.
p.s. perfection ain't reality
posted by shutupworld 10:05 PM
friends.
hello world
well i shall start off from wad i did from morning till night. okay . i woke up at 9am. went roller blading around the neighbourhood.[my dog almost attacked my blades again] then ... afternoon had my first driving lesson. its really funny cause i didn't expect the brake and accelerator to be so sensitive ! . so my first brake attempt was kind of a heart attack for my driving instructor. HAHA . okok . i'm still laughing at it while i am typing. it was really really fun actually. ( was kinda excited cum nervous esp when you sit at the driver's seat for the first time !) . XD . way cool ! . X)) .
in the evening, got a call from shi about....... ( i shall not say) . was really shocked man. so met up with the rest and went there. well honestly, if i were in that position i wouldn't know how to react or take it. cause when you told us my heart juz sank. well. bottom line.... we'll be there for you my friend. thats wad frens are for ain't it? X) . oh well shall stop here..
chaos.
p.s.i'm really glad to have known you people. :) .
posted by shutupworld 11:54 PM
laughing day!
hello world
today went jogging in the morning ( finally) . then went to meet shi for lunch and then went suntec to get present . hmmm we scouted at least 4 hrs cause we were distracted by our own stuff as well , XD . so yupp .
tomorrow's my first driving lesson. i don't think i'll get to drive yet so yupp ., XD . nothing much to say le . hmmm .....
chaos. XD .
p.s. ali's getting fatter without exercise! XD
sometimesistilldothinkofyou. myregret.
posted by shutupworld 10:25 PM
imy... CHICKEN WINGS! . HAHA . Xpp
hello world
chicken wings is my brudder chun ping luh . HAHA . he's been out of town in vietnam for an exchange programme so yupp i kinda forgot how long he'll be there . Xpp . oops . haha . he's my entertainer who doesn't complain that i'm irritating him or wadsoever . XD . my mobile listening ear seh . not bad eh? haha . lol .
anyways ... had participated in the sp open house today. well turned out not bad actually . had a really fun time talking to mr sonny and my clique. X)).
arranged badminton training for them too . ended up so few turned up and i very well saw by myself the no. of people that had turned up. i'm really disappointed. disappointed that people that were close to 1 hr later were still strolling slowly to the sports hall. what mr sonny said was right.. whenever you are nice to somebody, they would always ask for more or even climb over your head. and yes i'm experiencing that now. if next time you go to work and you tell your boss 'sorry boss i overslept thats why i'm 1 hr late.' what would the boss think of u ?! if i'm the boss i would have alrdy deducted your pay man . seriously . 30 mins is alrdy long enough. 1 hr? ain't you going a lil overboard? i may be nice to you but don't use me to comply to your comfort. cause i'm gonna put a stop to all these nonsense. don't say i didn't warn you. i very well stated in the sms do not be late. in the end? i'm the earliest. and it was at 10am exactly. lol. okayy finished venting anger. next step would be disciplining. oh well. poly has its rules as well.
just had a good mentoring session with melanie. thanks girl !. owe u one ! .X)) . haha . well. loadsa ideas on what to do already. Xp.
i'm so looking forward to the class bbq can. it feels as thou we;ve not met for ages ! . haha . aiya its cause i miss bullying u people la . Xpp . NGAHAHAHA . Xpp. lol . oh well. see you people soon ! . SPARE THE BUTTER! I'M ALREADY FAT ENOUGH! . HAHA .
chaos.X)
p.s. rabbits do have claws as well.
posted by shutupworld 9:44 PM
WIERDOOOO!!!!! i'm bored . XD
hello world.
before i start... i shall say hi wierdo! . well u can see i'm bored and free man woohoo!! haaha . lol . too bad u're slogging for fyp . Xpp. haha . okok i shall not be so bad. jia you for fyp yea? HAHA . FEEL HONOURED!! X))
today... i spent my entire day staring at the tv while painting my nails. i spent the entire day painting my nails cos my BLACK DIDN'T WORK OUT! so i settled with beige in the end. haha . okok this is lame . wanted to do black french nails but my black dried up so yupp . its plain beige. tomorrow is the day! kinda excited but like afraid thou . haha . afraid to bump into ...... lol . okok . not all knows about this. so oh well. shall not disclose . X) . i had lunch with dad today.ate mee pok ta.XD. really nice but super hot was sniffing away lol . haha . me and my dad dun really have much to say thou. whenever we start having an ok conversation.. we'll always end up quarrelling so i guess that's the reason why we hardly talk to each other. XD. lol . Euro's kinda like deprived of childhood lol . he's still tearing up the daily newspaper! lol.
oh well. tomorrow's 2nd day of sp open house. so yupp . see ya all. X) .
loves.
chaos. ! .
p.s. Great thoughts speak only to the thoughtful mind, But great actions speak to all mankind
posted by shutupworld 8:58 PM
INFLATING!!!!
hello world.
today i spent my morning at home watching kids central. lol . cartoons rawks . HAHA . i know i'm still young at heart luh . Xpp . LOL! . oh well. anyways . went to meet my sis for astons however it wasn't open!!! . lol . oh well. we proceeded to parkway for lunch . had pasta mania then had ice cream then bubble tea. this is crazy ain't it? ok i very well know that. i just had dinner. feeling so bloated now. ~burp~! oops . Xp. juz joking. X). its the great singapore sale now but its like I'M SO FRIGGIN BROKE LA! . damn . sob sob. anyways caught up with sis quite a bit thou. like after all the mass eating of food she was like 'hey wanna eat fries??' ZOMG!!!! SHE WAS STILL HUNGRY! . almost fainted man . XD. Went face shop to hunt for new nail polish saw orange. tried on... and i realised . finally i don't suit 1 colour . GLITTER ORANGE!!! . i don't suit orange at all!! LOL! . haha . i shall go for pastel colours instead of glittery ones. X) .
shall paint my nails later. it has been ages since i last applied nail polish . XD . shall go jogging in the morning tomorrow. ate too much man . XD .
chaos...
p.s. lifehasitsupsanddowns.anditseemslikei'm
havingtheworstdowndowntimesi'veverexperienced.
musicseemssomeaningfulnow.
posted by shutupworld 8:25 PM
realise..
hello world.
today was quite a boring day. did some gardening. bought a mouse saw some actress and actor at j8 ate alot went ntuc, went to my cuz's house and having a headache now. X(( . oh well. i've been suffering from backache for like erm . lemme see... hmmm 3 or 4 days? lol . oh well. i'm getting old . XD . Well back cracks often happens to me thou. bend down crack crack crack. stand up squat or wadsoever. lol . hmmm oh well.
i've been feeling so down not bcos of u emi. i'm serious! . well honestly i myself too don't really know. i will cheer up soon . hopefully . XD . take care my frens. X)) . loves.
chaos.
p.s. untitled.i'mconstantlyhatedforthemostabsurdreasons.
posted by shutupworld 6:43 PM
