yet another day...
hello world
school was kinda boring today. almost fell asleep during lecture as ms sokna was having her review by the dunno wad education centre surveyors. so for the first time the entire class was listening to her lecture. ( so rare. XD) . Spent most of the day playing viwawa while waiting for mr idris to review my work. he gave me really great ideas thou. i'm pretty amazed. X) . we've planned smth really funny for him tmr to celebrate his bd. so yupp. hope he'll be punk'd! LOL!.
sis's going to kl tmr till mon. bon voyage ah bi!!. X)) . buy gum for me pretty please? XD. bleh...
chaos!
p.s. ilovetakingphotos.! X). i wan a friggin big camera! . i guess its quite impossible for now.
posted by shutupworld 9:29 PM
hello wednesday! lol.
hello world
okay... its really late now and i've not taken a bath yet lol . :X . anyways gonna bathe after i blog. today went to school almost an hr late. wasted my time in class doing nothing. went to city hall thereafter had lunch and went to suntec city convention centre for the garden festival with ceci, emi, and shi. shall post the various photos later . haha . we camwhored like super alot till our camera battery just gave way on us lol. anyways. we got quite amused by some of the exhibits and we have some ideas on wad to do for our project. like 'inspiration' was quite a cool mini excursion. XD. anyways... today was y 2nd time going tre. but overall i think its really interesting cause they actually spotted some amusing things that i didn't notice actually . XD . we spent our entire afternoon looking at all the landscapes and exhibits that were tre. XD. shall go tre again? XD . i gues the only set back about tt place is the various mixture of the smell of the plant that made me feel a lil giddy thou. haha . Xp. OH YA! G2000 is having sale omgawd!!.. oops . random. anways... i'm left wid 14 bucks for the nxt 3 days. lol . sigh ALI! save up!! . XD .
chaos!
p.s. because life is a journey not a destination
posted by shutupworld 9:22 PM
great.
hello world
how nice to actually come back and listen to my mum nag... HA . money matters again . lol . pocket money issue. lol . dang. 10 bucks each wk for stationary only?!?! how impossible. i've spent 39.20 in 2 days. YES! TWO DAYS! . i'm only left wid 10 bucks for the nxt 3 days. great. how nice. damn . shall stop here.
chaos
p.s.idon'tunderstand.
posted by shutupworld 9:11 PM
its time..
its a sunday i ought to put off all unhappiness and disappointments aside and start afresh tomorrow. as the saying goes.. let bygones be bygones. i shall let that happen.
cheer up girl look forward to a better tomorrow. X)
chaos!
p.s. i'msolookingforwardforthebadmintoncamp!XD. shall plan it soon! . XP
posted by shutupworld 10:59 PM
sunday.!..
.howiwishicouldseethiseverymorning.X))
hello world!
woke up to watch my fav cartoon as usual haha . had the most crazy vast range of food for breakfast today. first time man! . fried rice, vermecilli, lotus soup, nonya dumpling, pumpkin kueh and green bean soup!!! mum was like ok today is brunch .... and tada so much food! . we ate till we were like super bloated! . but mum didn't eat much thou. haha . anyways . thereafter continued watching cartoons parents joined in as well. (my dad enjoyed it! LOL!) haha.
thereafter, i came online browsing friendster and that stupid wings come and tell me that his blog got prob so went to look into it again but couldn't solve it so i continued lingering in friendster and msn again. then started on my layout. got the plan out alrdy but its like not linked to my concept yet cos i've not finalised my concept. lol . first time i'm doing rectilinear. well its easier than the rest of the styles i must say . haha . i think i'm so dead for micro station i haven't been listening . lol . haha . i think i'm packing lunch tomorrow. i'm so sick of mac and foodcourt. probably i'll have erm... fruits and bread for lunch? hmmm yupp . maybe that . i'm on a diet lol . not to lose weight but to get back to my previous fitness level. X) .
chaos!
p.s.peoplemaytellyouwhoyouarebutitsuptoyourselftodecidewhoyouare. random.Xd
posted by shutupworld 2:58 PM
i'msuchafailure.
hello world. woke up late for trng again as usua. lol . this wk i trained 3 times. my hand is currently having some probs adapting to the strain. its getting tougher! . XD . ron told me that i was fitter last time. lol . haha . anyways i'm gonna train back to my usual fitness level. hopefully? XD . i must really manage my time well thou.
training today was fine. alot of running here and there.. after training we played volley ball! . XD. then i rushed off for my trial ftt. seriously... i didn't really study. lol . i failed ! HAHA . got like 82% and 78% lol . oh well. shall study harder for the actuals. Xp . dad fetched me to suntec city to see the exhibits at the garden fest.its really interesting! haha. dad wants me to go tre another time this week. lol . i shall consider abt it . Xp. i'm gonna knock out soon. lol . not enough rest. XD
chaos!
p.s. immagirlwithoutrealisticdreams.
posted by shutupworld 9:50 PM
slack.
hello world
woke up late... went to school late... didn't do work at all. proceeded to bugis for lunch... went back to school didn't feel very well. thereafter went for driving lessons. then went for the guys training. woah seh their training is xiong one can . me and lisa joined in and almost died. HAHA . but it was fun luh .< X)) . haha . went for dinner at clementi. crapped like a whole loadsa dumb stuff . lol . KETIAK! HAHA . lisa,kamarul and me couldn't stop laughing . XD. later ron knew wad was it alrdy so ya lo . HAHA . anyways ,.. watched the final epi of the yi qie wan mei . quite boring luh . lol .. had durian at the same time too . XD. sigh ... my stamina is really getting worst lol. my fitness level is like really sucky. probably its cause of all the mac plus the oily food that i'm taking in daily. its really terrible lol. probably my mood is oso due to the food that i take in ? hmmm . probably . Xp. having trng tmr again plus my trial ftt . i wanna train back to my usual fitness level. i believe its possible. i have to control my diet. less oil less fats less sugar. lol . slping early wld help too actually but with my speed in work. . . i doubt i can achieve it. anyways i'll try... X) . chaos.
p.s. sadtosay...udon'tknowwhoiam.
posted by shutupworld 11:21 PM
lol . just finish scolding my dog . he barks non stop cos he communicates wid the other dogs .... lol
anyways . i'm fine . i'm really fine. no worries...
chaos. X)
p.s. let jia you for the current project ba .
posted by shutupworld 9:37 PM
short post for now.
lovethispic.
hello world
ifeellikeapplecrumble.
maylookasawhole.butitsactuallybitsthathavebeenbakedinto1
chaos
p.s. badminton peeps add ketiak !lol !
posted by shutupworld 1:42 PM
yupp. all my fault.
hello world
how i wish i had a time machine that can be stuck in 1989 . lol . stuck when i was a baby and all i can ever do is cry cry and cry. HA HA . lmao . wasn't really talking the entire day, bet no one noticed. and yupp i'm transparent. wow magical powers. HA! . lmao . anyways . presentation today was all over the place. super unprepared i guess. lol . qn and ans. wow . how i LOVE doing it man . like wad the heck . hate it.
trng today was ok . didn't really have the mood but my mind was controlling my body .( smash smash smash smash lob smash lob lob smash.) had super strength today ! lol . melanie came today . caught up quite a bit with jokes here and there. juniors like may siew couldn't stop laughing and we laughed along too. played double and singles today . honestly was overall ok la . was more of the super funny laughing jaw exertion lol . loves!
euro's barking like no body's biz again .oh well
chaos.
p.s. people change so rapidly. i'm scared.
posted by shutupworld 9:41 PM
i'm back !!!! X))
ok here i am after finishing my dinner plus having my all time fav passionfruit red tea ( BUBBLE TEA!!!) XD . loves!! . X)) . ok i think i'm getting all hooked up on bubble tea once again . its just so . yummy! . love it !. haha . ok . i'm feeling alot better now actually . had a funny conver wid emi after shi alighted at eunos . saying about our sec sch funny stuff like people getting canned cause he threw a gigantic moth out of the 4th floor. lol ! . and burning the plastic dustbin is a good one too !> XD . okok ( i'm so bad) . but its just these stuff that amuses people and keep them happy . LOL! . ok this is lame. anyways . my dinner was simple .. glutinous rice. ( nice but damn filling) . o o .... i have not studied my fft yeT!!! omgomgomgomgomg!!! . O.O. LOL! . hahaa ..
hmmm . thanks babe for offering to be my ranting machine thou . and wingy thanks loads . X) . haha .
i'm currently hugging my tv . how i wish i can stuck to the tv 24/7 . I JUST LOVE MY TEEVEEE!!! LOL! . ( ignore me ) . Xp
chaos!
p.s. commitments is too big a word to exist in my world. i'm not ready for it and i very well know that. Xp.
posted by shutupworld 9:39 PM
lol.laughoutloud
hello world. i'm in class now . haha . just finish presentation 2 or 3 hrs ago? hmmm well wasn't good i guess? hmmm i'm honestly quite disappointed ba. oh well . whatever's over is over i shall not dwell over it thou . hmmm . ok shall stop here. i must remeber to return the key!!! . thanks wings.
chaos.
p.s. ifisayi'mfinei'mlying
posted by shutupworld 3:53 PM
after so long!
drawn by my sis... euro's scale is WRONG!
hello world!
this week has been a fun filled crazy doing project cum rushing week ! . tensions was quite high in class but at times there were crazy laughters here and there. XD .
yesterday was really hectic thou. stayed up till 2.30am on fri night woke up late at 7.50am went to sch for badminton training 1 hr late. ended at 10 . left sch at 11 went home bathed and started doing project again till 5pm then left hse to meet my sec sch mates at marina square to watch the dark knight. its a die die must watch super nice show i must say . XD . scary too . was pratically chewing on my thumb ! LOL! XD . me and shi was like super funny . when batman was in his motorcycle and he drove and made a u turn me and shi was like wa shuai! together AT THE SAME TIME!!! . HAHA . then she jerk the chair when that buy shouted damnn loudly LOL! .haha . and i squealed at the time when the dead person suddenly banged on the glass window . super shocking!!! HAHA. had dinner at subway . ( took them 30 mins just to decide where to eat) saw a girl that they said looked like mei chin but to me... didn't look like her at all can . !! XD . okok . ( dun kill me .Xp) . haha . thereafter, ray fetched us and gave me a lift home. 8 ppl in a 7 seater car was so squeazy!! . HAHA . oh well was short but funny outin ba . XD . went home back to panels until 4am omgosh . and till now its not finalised and done wid all at least 3 is confirmed . X) . haha . oh well nevermind .
its a sunday morning now ... SUBMISSION AND PRESENTATION IS TOMORROW!! . MADNESS!!! .< AHHH!!!!! . okok ., chill people do take care slp early today! . loves!
chaos!
p.s. "I'M GONNA BE THE NEXT BIG THING!", says my eye bags.
posted by shutupworld 12:38 PM
projects. ! T.T
hello world!
ok i've been really busy so didn't have time to update here. its the last lap for grp project and we're almost done! . jia you everyone. in the past weeks although there were many miscommunications but i think overall we did well and at the end of the day we were all pretty satisfied with what we produced.! .X)) . haha . today sch started at 8 .. and guess wad time we left class?? 7.45 lol . by the time we got to the station it was alrdy 8.10 . 12 hrs in sch lol . sch is like becoming my second home now man ! . XD . lol ! . it was really fun in class today thou . all the laughing plus work and productivity level was surprisingly high today too ! . XD . we finished perspectives, bubble diagram, orthographics, drainage plan and soon . . . roof plan! . X)) . hohoho . tomorrow we can finish it up and tada ! . we are so done ! .X)) . loves! . haha . i think my classmates rawk. i dun think the other yr ppl or other courses ppl are like our class. usually people will be like yay i'm done with mine and pretend not to know tt your fren needs help and not offering him/ her help. but my class is practically ... hey u need help? ok! . 3 ppl go and help. or.... hey i finish doing my work alrdy anybody needs help? then ppl will go help around with scanning or stuff like tt. i'll treasure my classmates and friends.. cause i realised. they dun only rock . they rule too! XD.
ROCK AND RULE!! . lmao .
chaos!
p.s.treasurewhatyouhavenow.
(i'mprettyfortunate!X))
posted by shutupworld 10:05 PM
yea monday blues.NOT!
hello world .
i'm feeling like crap now. dang . y can't people just listen and do things once and right and it won't cause so much trouble and inconvenience for the rest of the people.!? argh . shit . i'm like super and bloody feeling like crapping shit rite now. its as if i'm cleaning up some leftover crap that was left there ignorantly. now i'm like that fcking rubbish truck that needs to clear up all the fcking mess and argh i'm feeling as if i;m gonna explode. angle wrong level wrong roof wrong things wrong . oh man wads more . HA! . so the rest is up to us again la ! . i don't get it why some people can just get away so easily as if it isn't their fault nor their responsibility nor their marks! . dang . we are not mules . y do you act like one ?! argh . shall stop here. i'm so sick and tired .
chaos.
p.s. i don't usually use vulgarities but those are the closest words that can describe my feeling now.
posted by shutupworld 9:03 PM
okay i ain't so evil.X)
hello world.
woke up watch my totally spies again . HAHA . X)) . coloured a lil of the plan thereafter ate lunch bathed chat with brudder dearest and then watched super size me. then coloured a lil of the plan eat again . and i'm blogging now. i'm quite sick of slogging for projects man . WHY CAN'T PROJECTS SLOG FOR ME!?!?! LOL! . dang. i almost gave up seeing the things we've produced . honestly its going no where. i'm scared. can you imagine how it feels when u ask people to do something and all you get in return is crap?! the feeling sucks seriously. the past 2 weeks isn't very pleasant. shall stop here.
ok chun ping that chicken wing here goes a dedication for you ..
brudder! thanks for being my ranting machine yo. its F.O.C somemore . hehe . Xp . it's quite amusing that we got closer after i graduated from sec sch yea? haha . i missed those times where i'd bullied and making fun of practically everyone. HAHA . i could still remember the first time arnd in sch where me and yi lei was together when we asked u to join badminton as she knows ur bro. lol . if i'm not wrong it was at the basket ball court rite? HAHA . see i'm not old lol! . haha . the past few months had been really tough for me and thanks for always consoling and listening me out. i guess u'll always have to clear ur ears after i finish ranting LOL! . XD. please continue to become my F.O.C ranting machine i'll be most thankful to have u as a brudder cum ranting machine cum listener cum ( target to bully!) . ngahahaha . take care bro! . any wiser u get is a symptom of you getting older ! . hohoho . lao cp chicken wing . XD.
chaos!
p.s.lifeisn'talwaysaspeacefulasitseemstobe.
howeveralongthewayyoumayfindsomepretty
amazingpeoplecumrantingmachines!.XD
posted by shutupworld 5:59 PM
dammit
this was really random!
OMGOSH!he'sthesamesizetoo!!FATTHANG!!
hello world
went to sch early for trng again. laughed like mad on the way home with my juniors. went home bathed then went to meet the rest of the grp at esplanade to do project. everyone helped colouring today was quite fun actually . then went for lunch with the rest at pepper lunch at raffles city . on the way there saw him ... lol . i doubt he saw me. even if so i doubt he would even say hi. lol . HA HA . hmmm i told shi immediately. she was like shocked lol . anyways . i was shocked too. well is it fate that is still lingering or is it fate that is making a fool out of me? ha ha . my life is screwed up. totally. lol . i dun even know what i've become nw. i don't even know what exactly is wrong with me. honestly these few days other than work i think i didn't talk much. i've no idea why but it just puts me off with talking nowadays. its just so... well i dunno how to describe. lol . life hasn't been really smooth sailing although i know it isn't meant to be. but i'm tired. i really am. sometimes at the worst situations u still have to control cos u dun want some unwanted things to happen.it feels really stuffed up and suffocated inside. i need fresh air. i need some space. i need some serenity.
i need to breathe!
chaos.
p.s.i'mnotemo.i'mmerelyranting.
posted by shutupworld 7:20 PM
today was fun filled. X)
hello world !
today was project laughing project project laughing again and project and ideas were flowing like a running tap. well i enjoyed today. X) . although project was gruesome but we made it interesting and i'm glad everyone's more optimistic now. X)) . nothing much happened today. only emi didn't come cos she had a terrible headache. take care yea! . dun diet on veges only la . u ought to have a balanced diet girl! . X)) .
chaos!
p.s.PRAWNCRACKERSISLOVE!
posted by shutupworld 9:44 PM
persevere.
hello world
this is gonna be a short post. lol . didn't feel like a really long day but well i'm really worned out after 2 nites of chionging . i'm gonna settle down and start on my project soon. i just woke up frm a 10 mins nap and yupp i'm enriched after drinking a cup of coffee and milk tea after training . lol . pretty lag today. yupp . the worst thing that can happen is not clashes ....
its when u're back to square one.
chaos.
p.s. a known mistake is better than an unknown truth
hi again
i just brainstormed the concept further ( thanks to her). X) . haha . i believe it's really gonna work. i'm not gonna care wad miss sokna says cos i think wad she's saying is just a perception of wad we're gonna do. she's just assuming. wad we will prtray is something that isn't wad she persives of wad we are gonna do and something even better than wad she thinks our concept will be or look like . we are so gonna impress her with our work and show her wad spectrum really is . i realy wanna prove her wrong the more she says the more i've got the will to move on and to improve so as to impress her and ditch away her perception of our concept and her interpretation of our concept. unity is power . and i strongly believe in that . i hope everyone put in their best and together we shall show her wad our interpretation of spectrum really is and prove her that our thinking isn't shallow ! . we are deep enuf to even come up with a layout plan and i swear we're gonna make her regret for wad she said . people lets believe in ourselves and prove her wrong ! . X) . our aim shall be to show her and let her believe in wad we believe and brainwash her with our nearly perfect concept. show her wad we really are. show her our potentials show her wad we're make of and show her wad we are capable of. i wanna portray our true meaning of the concept. the true meaning of wad we have interpreted it as. we must work together as a grp cause unity is power!. jiayou everybody. including everybody frm dla yr2 . lets prove her wrong! .
my dog is accompanying me lol! . XD .
chaos!
p.s.the reasonable man adapts to himself to the world; the unreasonable one persists in trying to adapt the world to himself. therefore all progress depends on unrassonable man.
posted by shutupworld 9:47 PM
slogging with a cannonball chain
hello world
i suddenly remebered about my blog lol . have been really busy the past few days . ok not really few but oh well. today had some good news about our project . 1 week extended time . woohoo~!! . XD . LOVES!!! . hohoho . Xpp . ( but i wanna finish asap!)
sometimes i feel as if i'm in my own world with my dreams, aims, beliefs , etc. lol . nobody seem to understand my point of view . i am being very reasonable about all the stuff about project but nobody seem to be listening. lol . ok this might sound absurd but seriously i wanna finish it fast and good at the same time bond as a grp if everyone cooperates and do it as if it's their best work they've ever done. expectations? hmmm i think i shan't have too high hopes if everyone don't do their best. i don't wanna fall too hard. i'm frustrated about practically everything. i've really got hard luck lol . i hate it when everything don't seem to work out . i hate it when there's overwhelming criticisms . i hate it when adults gets oh so annoying and unreasonable. i hate it when people don't listen. i hate it when i start hating things.
i hateprojects.!
chaos.
p.s. star gazing takes away my hatred.
posted by shutupworld 8:38 PM
damn forgetting is so difficult.
hello world .
ok i'm having a headache now so i'm having a break from doing my project . sigh ... i just hate it when i remember the times in the past. the bad and good times. however the good times is like a blessing in disguise. well blessing in disguise isn't what i mean by the good meaning thou . its the opposite one. lol . dang i still can't forget him. i have to cos he's such a bloody bastard. i hate it when i still have such a feeling going on in me . i really dun like this feeling . i should be carrying on with my life without ... stuck in my head.
i'msuchafcktard.
chaos.
p.s.he'snotworthit.
heyys! i'm back! i just finish wadever i'm suppose to do . X)) . haha . hopefully the landscape layout plan can be done by tomorrow or else we're in deep shit alrdy lol . anyways . i think this week would be a chionging week alrdy so yupp . jia you!! . X)) .
my mum just complained about my music. WHAT'S WRONG WITH IT!? lol .
chaos . X)
p.s.time management
posted by shutupworld 5:02 PM
those crazy days...
hello world
the past few days have been really hectic with work and all. esp today. for the past few days tensions were really seriously a problem cos we couldn't work together as a grp so yupp. today was superbly good and productive. i'm really glad.X) .
today... was SUPER SUPER SUPER crazy day for me. slpt at 1++ am yest . was suppose to wake up at 6.15am however , i ended up waking up at 6.50am . so frantically i bathed and rushed out of the house . anyways . i msged kelly that i would be late so yupp . Xp . haha . i wasn't very late actually . but couldn't find the person for the key lol . oh well. played not bad today despite the tiredness. but my leg is kinda giving way soon . trng ended at 10am then floorball ppl came to take over. the captain was really rude to actually tell this to my coach ...'can you clear the nets' then she walked away. my coach was like girl girl . ten she waded her way back towards coach . coach told her to clear it herself. although she's pretty but her character is like wtf . rubbish sia. weak la she need help . sigh . ha ha ha . her faceis those kinda 'i am the prettiest. so u're inferior to me' that kinda feel. well honestly... got looks so wad . character like shit = useless. lol . i feel sad for her. lol . oh well .
anyways . i left sch at 11 reached home at 11.50 . bathed left home at 12.o5 reached city hall at 12.35. after meeting the grp we proceeded to esplanade library. omgosh!!! so many wierd people! . gosh!!! . one lunatic screw loose lady strolling around laughing and laughing at herself which made us so distracted ... another wierd middle age uncle using us as examples for the socket probs he's facing however we totally did not agree with him. so a few of them bombarded back at him when he used us for example. in between there were loadsa laughing and jokes which really enlightened the mood for doing project haha . X)) . well we were really productive today and give a tap on ur back for all of us ! . XD . oh ya . on our way back ( still in the library) ... i saw an uncle ( probably in his 60s) put a care bear plushie in his shirt pocket. seriously . OMG! . wierd ppl on the loose today . :X . haha .
i only had 1 proper meal today. which was dinner! . X))
chaos!
p.s. mydreamsarereallyscary.
posted by shutupworld 8:46 PM
ok . i'm really worned out.
i love taking pictures. cause i see the reflection of my life.
hello world
went to sch at 10 to have a rwp mock test . seriously the entire was lost on what to write and stuff like that lol . i think the teacher's notes really sucks thus she doesn't really know how to teach thou. oh well. sigh ... anyways generally today was quite ok . while finding inspirational images, my eyes just shut and my mind stopped and i had a little nap. it was not bad actually . power nap! .haha . woke up discussed the concept again made some amendments and so yupp . X) . training was ok i guess. not so bad . played a little while with the guys. stupid ron keep on laughing at me . T.T . idiot . rawh!!! . eh noob u oso very noob can . Xp. haha . ok their coach told me my lobbing was wrong . ( i know ) . but thanks anyway. X)) . i hope i can change it asap thou . i'm like lagging like nobody's business lol . dang . oh well. argh!! .
i'm tired from the entire day and all the laughings we had in the train . omgosh couldn't stop . i shall name may siew... hmmm . lemme discuss with the rest and i'll get back to u . LOL! . haha .
chaos!
p.s. one must know when and how to be contented with what they have.
posted by shutupworld 10:19 PM
i'mshorttempered.IKNOW!T.T.
.ibelievelifeisafantasyifwedaretobelieve.
hello world
omg tension is getting quite high in the group cause we have learnt more about each other's working styles and like kinda disagreeing with it here and there. overall i think we're progressing fine but ppl CHILL!!! . X)) . seriously i know sometimes its quite hard to put ur idea through with so many people's ideas flowing so many trying to combine it into one. thats the challenge i must say. we have to learn how to understand each other's views respect and accept cause everyone have different view just like the saying goes ' one man's meat is another man's poison' . probably you may think durian isn't nice but to me i think its a delicacy. so yupp . we have to respect one another before we can even progress well and go along. it always take 2 hands to clap if one person isn't cooperating i think the whole group will fall along. so yupp . i'll say before i act ba i think this is the only way i can do now thou to make everyone happy? X) . i hope we can work as a team not to condemn each other but to cooperate and work as one. sometimes things doesn't happen overnight and we can't rush things for somethings takes time and needs time. i hope things doesn't get out of hand thou cause i know it wouldn't be good at all. well once i start on something i wouldn't stop cause once i stop i really stop. i don't really like slacking in projects cause i'll lose my momentum. i'm glad we're on schduele now and keep up the good work people! .
lets work together and jia you to all ! . X))
chaos
p.s.: it feels as though all these years i've been burying emotions all in my heart. hope thru this u ppl would understand me better. Xp.
thanks for hearing me out wierdo.! XD. say welcome say! SAY! Xpp . HAHA
posted by shutupworld 9:14 PM
