away.
perseverance.
hello world
well another day again ... weekends gonna be busy with the new ice. love it ! . lol . well.... i'm aiming to do some work tomorrow..... running in the morning , compile part of the analysis then.... do the ice assignment.
went back to jtc today to get my testimonial with pian... then went to orchard thereafter to get butterpaper but unfortunately, didn't have stock. X( . so yupp. we talked quite a bit... pian plans to give me a makeover lol !!! . HAHA ... ! . managed to irritate her . bahahahahha ... Xpp . hehe! . X). one day k ? one day . i'm serious luhhh ... Xp.
i feel like i'm motivated to run to improve my stamina for napha test. ( i'm intending to take it thou . ) . Xpp... hehe ... i wanna get a gold. i wanna be fit. my aim ... to run 2.4km in 9 mins to beat my previous record of 10.15mins. well a step at a time... ^^. i wanna be in top form for badminton, coordination of my arms and legs. to improve on my strokes. yupp... i will no matter what. i'll create a balance between studies and badminton. of course family and friends too... XD... yay ! running in the morning !. mummy is accompanying me! ^^.
badminton has been my vein.
i guess its all up to my mental strength, my discipline, my passion, my goals and aims. aim to do well for year 3, aim to enjoy my last year of competitive badminton, hope to have a dream. X)
chaos.
p.s. nothing is impossible. when there's a will there's a way.. i'll never forget this. X).
posted by shutupworld 11:07 PM
fulfilling..
hello world
today was another day. borrowed a book from shi 'the last lecture' . still at the beginning of it. it is starting to get interesting . X)) . haha ... so gems was damn boring despite the fact tt it was only 30 mins... training was good...
another day passed.
chaos.
p.s. i need butterpaper! . HAHA .. LOL! .
posted by shutupworld 11:19 PM
denial
hello world
boring day today . bought a necklace at the bazzare. its cool okayy . X))) ... hehe ... gonna collect it tomorrow cause didn't bring enough today . Xpp... didn't do anything except finding case study research stuff thou ... went home early cause had nothing to do...
chatted with wingy. X)) ... hehe ... this bro of mine super funny so we were crapping and i screenshot this... ( he is he's gonna kill me next time lol . i believe he won't la . HAHA ).
oops its not clear.... so here goes....
strength2live@asb.com (E-mail address not verified) distracted by hu eh ?? ( winks ) HAHA LOL! strength2live@asb.com (E-mail address not verified) i think u're gonna kill me with the winks trend strength2live@asb.com (E-mail address not verified) HAHA CP★☀ = BGS!! i,guy. RR: H.O.D.O.G , K.O.R , H.O.T , P.D. i wished lol88 strength2live@asb.com (E-mail address not verified) LOL! ... omgawd this is so going into my blog strength2live@asb.com (E-mail address not verified) LOL! CP★☀ = BGS!! i,guy. RR: H.O.D.O.G , K.O.R , H.O.T , P.D. WTH WTH?!
Xppp.. bring it on . HAHA.
well i'm determined to go jogging in the morning on friday anybody wanna join me? XDD...
so this was how bored i got when i went around and found this on kelly's table yesterday .. XDD
yupp.... money garden . LOL!!! . HAHA ...hilarious.! Xpp..
chaos!
p.s. y be bad guy when u can be the good? nag is all they find you.
posted by shutupworld 7:28 PM
influences.
hello world
i've got an urge to run every morning at 6am. 30 mins will do. lol . yes . i'm quite determined about it . prolly will start on 1st may. haha ... try out first ba ... X))... i'm so gonna find my perseverance and determination back . and stop myself from getting so easily influenced. yupp !. X)) . i need my willpower back.
my day at school generally . boring ... trng was good. except the fact that my shoulders are aching lol ... i guess thats all for today ...
chaos.
p.s. mia.
posted by shutupworld 11:12 PM
once upon a time.
hello world
today was a boring day man ... woke up ate, watch tv, brainstormed for concepts,slept and tv again. yes.... damn dumb . boring... lol .... dreamt about something dumb again and it was just a short nap lo ! . haha ... oh wells trng tmr... X). yay! . shed fats , release stress and build muscles! haha lmao! .
chaos!
p.s. i'llrememberthatbelieve. that yr 1 refreshing feeling.
posted by shutupworld 10:29 PM
random thoughts.
hello world
woke up at 10am this morning and kept binging on food until now. well i'm not very fit neither m i in tip top condition to play a proper match. i've been getting dehydration for the entire week. yes the weather is to be blamed. have been doodling random stuff in my notebook randomly. my daisies looks so sadly blackish. X( ... must be the weather . haha ...
well just to summarise this week. i think it has been a rather slackish week. was not expecting it to be like that thou . the more i slack the more i dun wish to do work for the following few weeks. esp when it comes to last min rush. it'll just put me off. i think i'm so used to being consistent speed or faster. lol .
going out to meet wingy later. haha .. bet we've got loadsa stuff to talk about. lol ! .
i've been watching tv ... way too much . but it kinda increased my knowledge and gave me some inspirations. so i've been jotting it down. X).
my daisy. X)). its still alive!!
11.58pm
hello i'm back.! met wingy just now and we had ljs for teabreak? haha . lol . so yupp chat quite a bit. and he gave me my present after 4 months rotting and moulding LOL!!> XDD... i really liked it although it was a very simple present . X))) .
TADA!!!
this funny guy was telling me how girls nowadays dunno how to do housework and wrap presents . HAHA ... lol ! . its true... very true.... i'm one life example of not knowing how to do hsework. we're just too pampered lol .... hey wingy u also right ! . don't bluff lo ! . HAHA . X))
haha . lol . i've been watching tv so often lol .... i'm still watching ... XDD. should be sleeping soon . Xpp.
chaos
p.s. repents.
posted by shutupworld 1:49 PM
nutcracker
hello world
just woke up from a horrible nightmare. lol. anyways was suppose to meet wingy to have my really moulded present but agreed to go to imh today for the client briefing. well its either sat or next friday! . XD..
back! 11.01pm. X)
well didn't go imh in the end. was too late. lol . went to tampines in the end to buy some foodstuff. got a badge there lol . a random one . haha ... well . actually regretted not going to de briefing thou . lol. oh wells i'm to be blamed. anyways ... i shall do my poster now lol .
chaos
p.s. different perspective, i have no other reason to trust.howiwishyouwerewhere
posted by shutupworld 10:29 AM
a new world.
hello world
u'll never know what lies out there. i think it'll just take me some time to adapt to it again. the weather just suck . day so hot night also so warm. gosh .. singapore's gonna face desertification soon. lawl. went to site today after having lecture in school. did sufficient stuff to complete the assignment then went off. met kelly at dhouby ghaut. we were drooling over ripcurl slippers and ear studs from mini bits. haha lol !! . we were like seeing cannot buy lo . X( . we were too lazy to take off our slippers to try on them. HAHA. Xppp.
ok off to do work. T.T . lucky tmr not so early . haha ...
chaos.
p.s. littlesecrets.
posted by shutupworld 10:02 PM
ranting machine...
hello world
went to imh today as my project site is there. damn bloody hot day. some insane group acting insane.. lol . friggin tired had training earlier. almost couldn't make it. lol . some irritant msged me today too. damn fed up. wished u were here.
pictures.
accidental photo. :X
hehe blackmail u !
golden dot man ! HAHA
Xpp
chaos!
p.s. i'mokay. itsallalie.
posted by shutupworld 10:48 PM
day 2.
hello world
well i think sp is overloaded with yr 1s like seriously ! . first time popular practically flooded. lol .! was so crazy. lol ...
went to jtc in the morning with pian. school was like damn boring. despite the fact tt i'm like looking forward to do work but it just seems that no plan is out lol . oh wells. boredom will just die off my engine...
add fuel with no body pressing on the accelerator. hilarious...
chaos.
p.s. cashew nuts.
posted by shutupworld 8:59 PM
time flies.
hello world
first day of school. was quite dreading this day. but it was fine overall... caught up alot i must say. first day and already loaded with so much info that i can hardly digest within a day.
been looking around during lunch and breaks. well i think i'm crazy. haha ... cause i know u won't be around. this is crazy.
planning for my week. badminton new project up. need to organise my time. sort out my emotions. start the battle. bring it on.
chaos.
p.s. i must be more determined than ever.
posted by shutupworld 10:53 PM
adrenaline.
hello world
the weather is HOT LIKE HOT CAKES!. wth ! . like 24 hours suana. sit down do nothing also sweating like a pig. gawdd... wasted my entire morning sleeping. woke up at 11.am. ate lunch. lazed around till 4. saved my daisies from the sun. drew and updated my book. . lol . just finished sketching a while ago... beanie msged me . X).. was pretty shocked thou. XD. lalala...
my plan... ( for japanese gardens ... ITS GONNA BE BUILT!!!! ) X))))...
chaos!
p.s. dread school. dread.....
posted by shutupworld 10:56 PM
the zest.
hello world ! ...
today is a really busy going out day. went out in the morning to meet auntie kelly to buy my daisies !! hehe .... its really nice lol! . Xpp... hehe .... went out with secondary school friends thereafter at tm. chit chat a while then went home. played badminton in the evening. well was on form today. i guess it cause i ate alot too lol. i'm so tired..... haven finish my last sketch. X( .
pictures:
presents prepared for my working mates and supervisor.
lol . yes the big eagle. =.=
you won't see this everyday.
the uber uber fungus. ( its poisonous)
cute fungi.
spidey
flyy
kois.
kingfisher.X)
sw.auntie.me.
taking pic of a spider webby!
us! XD
walk on the small bridge to reach the isolated island
i'll miss this place.
daisies!!!!! ahhhhhh!!! XDD. i bought this pot!! ^^
kelly's african violet. X)
the best. X)
chaos
p.s. prolly u would have forgotten me by then.good night and good bye.
posted by shutupworld 11:21 PM
last day.
hello world..
today was the last day of itp!. i'm so gonna miss the place the people the life. went back to jtc today to give the pass and some paper work. then went to office. sigh ... i missed the shot of the eagle today. crap man. it was catching a fish in the water lol . T.T . dammit. then i forgot to bring my charger. lol . anyways .. today was the hectic est day lol ! . haha . took pics. i'm too lazy to load it today. managed to take a pic of a kingfisher! ... hehe ... i will go back after i get a uber gd cam!. X))) . hehe ...
really happy working with pian! and supervisors and colleagues. hehe . i'll miss them! . Xppp.
meeting kelly and sec sch frens tmr !. X))
chaos!
p.s. i don't wanna go to school!!. haha
posted by shutupworld 10:57 PM
truckloads.
hello world
morning everyone. lol . its the second last day of work and i'm dreading it. although i have not adapted to waking up early everyday, but i still enjoy working at chinese garden. at least i get to learn something at such a relaxing environment.
yesterday had training after work. i think it sucked. i didn't play well. felt really giddy and felt like vomitting. thinking back prolly i was dehydrated as i had only 1 glass of milk and the morning and thats it. i need a rest.
during this itp, it made me realise 3 things. sometimes judgement can be a very major thing. evidence is very important. secondly, people may appear as if they are super nice but its just all fake. ignorance is a bliss. told you i'm no longer little miss nice. little miss numb would be what be of me the coming sem. i know i can do it. thats what i do best. ain't it? ha. Lastly, friends. i'm glad i caught up with quite a few close friends of mine during this hectic ITP weeks. really enjoyed hanging out with them. X))... and for those who were always there for me when i needed a listening ear, thanks loads too. all of u gave really constructive and helpful solutions.X). i guess i'm quite lucky in a way. despite having so much downs in my life due to my pessimism, i still have caring friends who are always so willing to help. my gratitude goes out to them. thanks for being so true, real and patient. i'm really lucky to have gotten a good attachment and supervisor and collegues as well.
well have been going through a lot for the past few weeks. thoughts, feelings, emotions and reality. gossips, complaint kings and queens, kiasuism, etc. gawd. gets out of my nerves. firstly chinese garden complaints like wth can ignorant man. seriously . that pinkish "wierd" thing they seem to claim. yes its water snail eggs. my heart goes out to that person who so pathetically dunno how does a water snail egg look like and can so proudly post it in stomp gawdd. secondly, please spare me from all the assumptions. yes, i hate it, fkloads. i've got my limits to everything.
great i took so long just to type this post.... its 4.15pm rite now and supervisor is having meeting while we are thinking about our design merge. XD.
chaos.
p.s. lookingforward..
posted by shutupworld 9:29 AM
saga seeeeeddddssss!!! XDD
hello world
i shouldn't be blogging now . do logbook arrr!! . haha i reach home like not long ago lol . just came back from shopping with auntie kelly ! . XDD... we had mos burger and shopped for 2 hours. XD.
we walked down orchard road talking non-stop . HAHA .... stop bumping into me luhhh!! . XDDD... Xpp...
work was ok thou .. picked up loadsa saga seeds!! . XDD
pictures~~!!! . HAHA.. ( kelly must be dreading this.. )
SAGA SEEDDSS!!
no.s XD.
nice rite?? Xpp
enlightened photo of me and kelly!!! . XDDDDDDDD
HAHA ... jin dian lo ! . Xpp
chaos!
p.s. stupid log book !!! . T.T. bon voyage my fren! XD
posted by shutupworld 10:57 PM
crazy monday
hello world
time really flies... this marks the last week of my attachment. ( school starts next week) . BOO!!!!!!!.... X(( . anyways ... today was a crazy rushing day to finish the stupid plan. oh wells. will finish it by tmr morning ... X). i have a crazy stomach which needs food by mood and weather. ate alot yest and today.. lol . this is bad. feel so weak these few days despite the fact tt i've been eating alot. lol . crazy girls today. yupp. crazy in the train with the 'pian' and ni hao fan ar. HAHA . okay everybody was kinda staring but who cares. was funny like seriously . LOL! . hmmm. mum's still not feeling very well... i hope she gets well soon. X).
i finally finished my diary. need to buy a new book ! . X))... haha ... lalala i get to choose!!! hohohoho!!. X)). meeting up with kelly ( like finally ) tomorrow. X)) . keds shoes!! . AHHH!!!! XDD
zui zui zui hao de peng you leaving tmr. bon voyage my friend!. update me! . will rant to u ! LOL!. XD. take care !. X))
chaos.
p.s. littlemissun-nicehastobeindependantsoon.
posted by shutupworld 10:44 PM
sunday.
hello world
i spent the entire day on 1 entry of my log book can you imagine?! . T.T . i wrote 4 pages lol . hur hur hur .... gosh ... was kinda crazy.. lol . loadsa words loadsa pictures. XD. hmmm today was cooling. well ate alot today thou . my eating habits kinda suck . i hope i won't get gastric tmr. lol . kinda teevee-ed the entire day. lol .
off to write my diary now. ( haven been updating for damn long . XD) . Xpp ..
chaos!
p.s. trust.
posted by shutupworld 11:48 PM
constant.
hello world
evening. lol . my day was ok lo . damn boring actually . things that i don't wish to find out actually surfaced which made me really mad in the afternoon. sigh . oh wells. anyways . did my poster. still doing actually. i spent the entire afternoon lol . can you imagine that?! .
mum's still sick. sigh . hope she gets well soon...
1 more week till school reopens. dreading it man . dun wanna go back to school. X( . time really flies. sigh ..
pictures..
herring bird
chamelion
okayy.. random. guess wad these flies were doing? ( ps. i was damn close and they didn't fly away)
the uber cute rabbit that allowed me to touch it. X))
this spider is slightly smaller than a 5 cents coin. XD
these beetles are bigger than 10 cents coins. and they eat these in thailand. T.T..
tunera. X))
solo baking day the day before.. ( self entertainment with my camera. XD) muffins in the oven!!
tada!! ( most successful time man ! XD)
try out ! limited edition. one and only.XD. ( melted choco with ranbow bits! X)) )
replica of golden monkey! . XD.
chaos.
p.s. never expect.
posted by shutupworld 9:10 PM
good friday..
hello world
happy good friday everyone.X) . well woke up late today. went out in the evening for dinner. trashy gave me a toy ! . haha . thanks loads again ! . X)) .. hehe . well .. it'll be long till we meet again. haha .. hope u like the muffins! haha lol! ! . Xpp . please rate muffins .... ! HAHA .
its the 300th post! . fast man . haha . time flies. XD.
was watching one of the advertisements and it was really funny and sad at the same time thou . lol . haha. random! Xpp
chaos.
p.s. distance,
i'm such a nag! . Xpp . haha. bleh.
posted by shutupworld 10:37 PM
aggitated....
okayy . so its 12.16am now. just finished baking ... sweating like madness.. gonna bath now... and great wadssup with these wierd adverts asking people to buy clothes. when i dun even know them lol . haha . i made an effort to go in and see lo but seriously ... too small luh !!! . and not the type of clothes i'll wear. so dun bother advertising... seriously . SERIOUSLY!. T.T .
posted by shutupworld 12:16 AM
the last parade.
hello world
so i woke up late but reach there on time at about 11am. ritual started at 12pm. everything ended at like 4++ 5+pm . cousins sat together in the bus together with some visitors to the crematorium. i saw one of the aunties wearing a 'LV' slippers . lol ! . me and my cousins were like gossiping about it . then i realised something was wrong ... THE LOGO WAS 'LX' !!! HAHA . LOL!!!!!! . couldn't stop laughing . HAHA .!!! ... ok anyways the crematorium was really awesomely well designed like superbly well.. lol . damn nice can .. interior exterior. wow. just wow. XD. okok ... so went to eat thereafter. then went home . mum isn't feeling well again . can tell that she was really sad. along with my aunties too.
ooo this morning received a phone call saying that my design would be built and posters tt i designed would be printed !! . X)) . hohoho ... i'm so happy !!! . Xppp. uber uber uber cool!! .. excited man ! . haha !! .
gonna go bake soon. lol . i keep my promise. haha .
chaos!.
p.s. the world is getting darker.
posted by shutupworld 9:24 PM
perception.
hello world.
well today was fine. X)) . hehe . someone stole my pine trunk X(( ... anyways i got another one lol . sickening . so oh wells anyways .. had pizza for lunch today... X)) .. slacked a whole lot . tmr no work i applied for leave. ( have got reason ) .
went for trng today. well didn't play much was quite slack thou . my stamina sucks. i was hungry.. X(( ... didn't have much strength. sigh .... bathed then went home.. cooked instant noodles. lol .
just one random fact thou . one of my fren intend to keep long hair just because her school has got lotsa les and people are taking for a fact that having short hair is being les. lol funny rite? well its other people's perception. people just make no sense when they claim that. wadssup with having short hair? like gosh dun tell me even aunties are les? lol ! . this is hilarious man .
despite the fact that i've got short hair and many people around me are asking me to keep long hair, i still stick to having short hair cause i feel comfortable and neater with it. especially i'm someone who perspires easily. well be what you think you should be and not what other people think you should be. i'm comfortable with short hair. i'm straight . perfectly norm girl. i don't care what other people thinks. its me. i do what i want. i enjoy choices cause we have the right to have it.
chaos.
p.s. earth has mutated.
posted by shutupworld 11:45 PM
moment.
hello world
today work was good. photos were taken . X)) . hehe ... i didn't manage to get any really close up pics cause my camera is so lousy. X( .. anyways ... presentation was ok except for a few flaws to be improved on. X) . and i was friggin kan chiong lol ! . XD.
after work went home ate dinner then went to the wake. well it was ok thou . helped out a little here and there. prolly may still have to go back tmr after training? yupp . thurs applying for leave. ( hopefully ) . my emotions were ok until my mum told me something which made me almost cry during dinner time . if i think about what she told me i think i'll just breakdown. lol . and no my eq is high . XD
chaos.
p.s. thoughts...
posted by shutupworld 11:50 PM
monday is blue... 
contemplation
hello world.
gawd.... woke up late... nehmind.. going to lunch time gastric starts... bought 100 plus..... worked a while... bought lunch .... gastric started to get worst... and it lasted until 3 pm then it stopped like finally . gawd. hate it. finishing my drawings soon. was like zi high in the office with my poster. XDD.. ok i think i was crazy . Xpp. HAHA . lalallaa ... so on our way home saw some funny people on the train and wads worst was that we were sitting opposite and its like really wierd when we started laughing damn badly. i guess people were like looking cause we were some crazy girls laughing to ourselves. XDD..
took a pic of a really nice herring bird! . X))).... upload tmr . Xpp ... now shall chiong ar ! . X)) . haha...
chaos!>
p.s. i hope to have a canon EOS SLR!!! T.T ... sobs .... to take better pictures. X( ..
posted by shutupworld 8:53 PM
reminiscence.
muse.
hello world
well my weekends didn't go on well officially ... have got work to be submitted tomorrow and i'm still at it. yupp . here blogging somemore. anyways well some news came in today at about 1++ ... wasn't good. helped my mum with the arrangements. there goes half of my afternoon. was tired so slept for a while. gems qns came in about wad to take and all. hardly had the time to view. drove today fetch my dad from the airport. mum made me so blur. didn't drive well.
now staring blankly at the screen .. yupp thats wad i'm doing . lol . sigh go do your work! . gosh . i'm really getting distracted. X( .
chaos!
p.s. rememberedalways. rip.
posted by shutupworld 8:27 PM
