more and more
hello world
i guess its human nature to want more and not need more. expect more too i guess.
the song sang to me. felt so different, felt warm inside. :)
now i feel so grumpy, lonely, different.
i don't feel that independence. take a break. we need it.
chaos
p.s. just like a tattoo
posted by shutupworld 9:46 AM
silent mode.
hello world
this whole day was just kinda screwed. didn't really end well.
wingy told me not to expect but to prefer. i guess he's right.
i'm tired.
will be away... 26th june to 5th july..
chaos
p.s. all the best to sis for exams next week! and tomorrow
posted by shutupworld 12:45 AM
love-hate
hello world.
someone just pissed me off.
went to run in the night. dammit can. arghhh.... i can't contain myself... i'm going to sleep.
bye
posted by shutupworld 12:27 AM
crazy weekends!
hello world
i went out with bro on fri to get father's day present! omgawd. its the first time i see a guy that takes my shopping bags for me la ! . HAHA! .. nice nice. great bro.. LOL!. ( hope he doesn't see this or else he'll go oh so hao lian again . :X. hehe TY WINGY!.
saturday was madness.. morning breakfast was kfc. afternoon i did my fren's pouches. at night had buffet at the club and saw mr micheal the archi lecturer lol. i was so bloated after everything.
i don't feel so well today. had economical rice for lunch.. ALICIA FEELS FAT! X((
Sunday was father's day.. however, we gave dad's present late once AGAIN!. X(. oh man i felt damn bad. i was learning drawing in the afternoon and dad went out at night.! So ah bi and me waited and waited for him to come home ! . X)).. yayness. hohoho . i'm glad he likes it cause he needed it. XD
So many people are falling sick here... i hope i dun fall ill..
JOKE ON SATURDAY!!!
bell and me went to get ice kachang and we were finding the scoop to scoop up the ice. so we saw this big silver 'spoon' and i took it. the moment she lifted the cover, i started laughing damn badly. cause there was another scoop inside. i realised that. . . THE THING THAT I WAS HOLDING WAS THE HOLDER FOR THE SPOON INSIDE!!!! AHHAHAHAHHAA!!nonsense!
oh yes. friday i called ah bi again.. asked her what she wanted to eat. she said yoshinoya. and somehow or rather as we talked about whether do they allow us to take away. and unknowingly, i said 'yoshinoya' as 'yoshiyona' LOL! and i said it twice. XD
chaos
p.s. myi
posted by shutupworld 9:07 AM
bare, bear. hear, hair..
hello world,
epic morning with a random post on fb. XD. made my morning livelier. XDD.
wing agreed to accompany me to buy dad's day present so yup. gonna hunt it later. X)..
distance is the word to describe. isolation is a further breakdown.
so sleepy. i'm glad its friday today... to back track. we hardly spoke this week. made me so wary.
updates later
hungry
chaos.
p.s. soon
posted by shutupworld 10:01 AM
changes
hello world
met up with agnes on thursday... 3 hrs wasn't enouh for us to catch up!. work is boring as usual. haha.
i'm suppose to sleep now.
going on holiday soon. deserve a good break away.
i'm saving up for my camera. guitar is next on the list. bro accompanying me to buy dad's day present. stupid wingy. thanks. XD. your free slap is tomorrow. HAHA!
chaos
p.s. i'm sick and tired of all the chasing, all the orders, all the emotions, all the talks and most importantly ... all the changes.
Alicia needs to set goals for herself soon. plan courses too.
posted by shutupworld 11:52 PM
snores
hello world
omgawd////
it looks like 7pm when its only 9.30am!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
sleepy...
waiting again.
chaos
p.s.equally stubborn
posted by shutupworld 9:27 AM
zits zits zits !!! X((
hello world!
i've got 2 gigantic zits on my face !!!. X(((((... sad much..
bro has been messaging me . X)... i'm glad he's always there to listen. XDD.. and of course BICKER!. XD. stupid chicken.
gonna meet agnes tmr !!! meeting up like finally after 3 long yrs !!!. X))).. will take pics hohohoho!!!. ^^.
meeting xk later cause i gave him the wrong envelope. lol. blurr me
chaos
p.s. big ass's here
posted by shutupworld 12:48 PM
sigh
hello world
what was today man...
i'm tired.
chaos
p.s. i hate being taken for granted.X(
posted by shutupworld 11:38 PM
haunt
hello world
1.5 hrs left.
i've been dazing the entire day. my collegues could tell.. i'm tired.
sigh....
chaos
p.s. stupid germs.
posted by shutupworld 2:53 PM
what was i doing.!!
hello world
i'm guilt ridden now. probably forever. i was so crazy yest, just what was i thinking?! X(.
sigh.. anyways dad fetched me to work this morning.. slept in the car. reach office super early.
sigh . bro's new sissy sigh... X(. sad much... oh wells.
enemy was the first to sms me.. rare... XD
i've got a list of places i wanna go here...
- marina barrage
- sentosa butterfly park
- City Square mall @ Farrer Park
- Helix Bridge
- Casuarina cove
- one north @buona vista
- Duxton Pinnacle
- universal studios!
- minds cafe!!
lunch soon. i'm hungggrrrryyyy.. rawhh
chaos!
p.s. bethereforme.
posted by shutupworld 8:53 AM
zomg its thursday !! X)).
hello world again
one more day to the week ends ! hohoho. i'm loving it. DSLR DSLR DSLR!!! i wan i wan !!!!. X((((..
zzzzzzz 15 mins more... T.T. so tired..
chaos
p.s. work is so tiresome.X(
posted by shutupworld 3:57 PM
my first step starts here
hello world
omg......... I VOLUNTEERED FOR BEING A GUIDE AT THE GARDEN FEST!!! hehe.. people.. do come down. maybe i'll suay suay be ur guide huh. LOL!. no la its your honour KAYY!. X))
going to the bank later in the afternoon. X) . i had mango, passionfruit bread this morning ! ^^. hehe
i'm hungrrryyyyy!!!!
chatting with emily on fb. She's the friendliest person i've ever known seriously..
ok busy busy..
chaos!
p.s. i can't find my bracelet lehhhhh. X(
posted by shutupworld 9:14 AM
like this
hello world
how i wished i could return to my childhood days right at this instance. Eliminating all the unhappiness this cruel world brings. Do we really have to be as cruel to conquer all these?
i really don't understand.
if everybody thinks like this isn't then we are all living in a world of plastic?
i'm just gonna be me. hate me or like me. i really don't care.
But i know... i don't wanna hurt anyone or anything thats close to me. u won't understand, would u?
so its count down again 2.5 hrs more HAHAHAHA!!.. dang i'm so bad.
juniors jio me out tmr. X). hehehe...
i've been drawing shrubs and lines for the past few days... yes i will keep the pace on. i'm enjoying it. XD. although my finger hurts.
my face condition is really bad... i've been slping late waking up early!!! pimps on my face. X(((...
ok so its 2.56 now... time is crawling so slowly today. X(.
i'm so gonna run later! yay. much. i wanna play badminton even more. i wanna roller blade even even even more!. X((.
ooo 3.16pm!
chaos
p.s. it hurts so bad. my visions are blurred
posted by shutupworld 1:03 PM
Guten Morgen!
hello world
was pretty surprised to see enemy being the first to msg me this morning. haha . funny much. much appreciated. i was bored to death.!.
so as usual, having my nescafe in the morning. A song is stuck in my head. Its a song by deathcab for my cutie- i will follow you into the dark. yep. I know its an old song but its nice. Best Inspiration to learn guitar. X).
i'm feeling down. i hate it when someone tries to brainwash me. X(.
it just feels like i wanna do so many things but i've got no time. sad much. X((
chaos.
p.s. i wish that one day i'll be freed from all these thoughts.
posted by shutupworld 9:33 AM
my food rations are piling up !!! sigh..... i hate it when this happens. X( chaos p.s. my shoes.
hello world
yes ! my stomach is satisfied now. I had a plate of chicken chop for lunch which was yummy ! X)). During lunch time, my collegue told me her love story and her dramatic ex r/ship. I really envy her. XD.
was talking to kelly on msn the other day... She told me i'm the only one who updates my blog now. XDD. funny much. I'M TOO BORED LA FREN! XDDD... when i multi task my work gets more precise. wierd right? haha.. oh wells..
i'm getting fatter by the day... one full tyre coming out alrdy!... Really horrible to have lunch and come back to only sit and type on the key board facing the computer with all the food fats stuck at your stomach,thighs and butt. feels horrid. X(.
i spent 25 ++ bucks at popular yesterday after work. Bought a stitch storage box from there! love it ttm! . ^^.. i'm still short of a 40cm ruler thou..
posted by shutupworld 1:11 PM
the two extremes,
hello world
its 9.51am now... just finished typing a lot of typing.. ok i dunno how to explain...
i don't feel like picking up any calls today. X(. i'm in a very lazy but efficient mode. X((. haha.. ironic much..
chatting with bro in fb. 45 mins to lunch.! i'm hungry..
i practiced drawing yesterday okay ! XDD
I WANT A DSLR SO BADLY!! X(((. but my salary for this month is only 800 . X(.
chaos
p.s. i ran like no body's business yesterday. Xp
posted by shutupworld 9:14 AM
i'll prove you wrong. just you wait
hello world
still in the office. 1hr left ! XDD.. i'm always counting down!. XDD..
bro's having exams. so i'll be really frequently updating here. XD.. i'm really tired... X(..
i'm pretty determined to learn stuff now. and practice it. i have to go for badminton trngs in aug. my physical condition is so bad now. X((..
updates later
chaos.
p.s.at the beginning.
posted by shutupworld 1:47 PM
i will not let you down.
hello world
omgggaaawwwddd... i almost dozed off in the bus when i was reaching my work place.! hate this.. X(...
i'm really getting fatter by the day. X(... i wanna roller blade.. it has been so long...
my tummy's getting bigger. X(((.. due to all the losened muscles...
went to the washroom.... and guess wad a 5cm length cockroach climbed up my leg! X((.. scared the hell outta me. i still feel disgusted after an hr. X((.. now i don't dare to go back to the same toi again. X((..
squeals....
chaos
p.s. The price of growing up is too high for me to afford. i'd rather be a kid.
posted by shutupworld 8:41 AM
don't even know.
hello world
these few days my visions have been nightmares, my nightmares became reality. what is this really?
lying. hate it. esp when i have to. i guess its what we call sacrifices that one does but do not gain any happiness. that's what i'm feeling right at this instance.
i need to find more things to occupy myself. i wanna learn things that are meaningful, things that i may need in the future.
i choose not to see too much, not to think too much, but too many things are happening in my head.. it hurts so bad... so bad. X((
not even answering. is it gonna be like what the others say? i'm confused. X(.
chaos
p.s. all these feelings disappear when appear. should i ? should i not?
posted by shutupworld 9:36 PM
dying in here.
hello world
how i wish i could just get out of work now. feel like sleeping, my stomach is bulging, i hate this job!
so i've been keying in data since 8.30 this morning. taking my own sweet time.. doing the work that was assigned to me ... blogging... facebook. yep. kinda tired.
count down again! 1hr left!. Xppp.
I spent an hour typing this post! XDDD..
help! i feel fat and unhealthy. X(. i wanna train lehhh.. but no time. X(
chaos
p.s. yay finally meeting up with the 'hunks' LOL!
posted by shutupworld 3:30 PM
TGIT!
hello world!!!!!
hehe. so i went out yesterday to have sizzler. it was my first time eating that thou. X). it was not bad actually. X). The opportunity to have loadsa veges. X))
wingy must be feeling really peaceful now without me bugging him. haha. Meeting badminton mates later.. after 3 weeks then we finally meet up lor !. XD.
i'm afraid that i'll be screamed at by my mum lol!. i guess she doesn't like me to constantly go out. i'd wished i could tell her everything.
my best friend's attached ! hehehe . i wonder who that lucky guy is.. i'm gonna call her later ! X))
chaos!
p.s. updates later again . ^^. it was such a slow morning. X))
posted by shutupworld 8:54 AM
yay ! no work on friday !! ^^^^^^^
hello world
thats a good news for friday. i shall say that its TGIT!!! thank god it thursday instead for tmr!. X)
haha. yes. oh wells.. much love.
i'm not tired but just superbly not in a I-GOT-TO-WORK kinda mood. its irritating when only one thing invades your mind.
i'm getting restless. X((. and i feel fussy inside.
2 hrs left !!!
chaos
p.s. how i wish i could have a piece of the sky.
posted by shutupworld 12:45 PM
8.40am
hello world
every morning, i would get myself a can of nescafe and some titbits before going to work. This is my food ration to last me for the day.
i'm getting fatter and fatter each day. i feel like going back for training but my hand is getting no better. X(((.. it hurts.
bro's always there when i need him i'm glad. haha... another ty speech again. Xp.
great .. i made a blunder again. X(. i really don't feel happy working here. X(
paper clip as hair pin, new style. X)
i'm waiting...
chaos
p.s. where'd go imy so.
posted by shutupworld 8:38 AM
SOUR POWERED GRAPES!!! T.T
hello world
i just paid 80 cents for 10 pieces of SOUR POWERED grapes.. omg!! . so sour ! .T.T. sobs much. at least its to keep me awake. X).
so its the 2nd post of the day AGAIN. XD... so u can imagine how "bo eng" i am now? haha. lmao.. chatted with seby online a while ago. told him that i had the opportunity to go Cornell uni in US and gave it up he scolded the hell outta me, actually not really , i was exaggerating. haha.
i could just try applying it rite? XD.. yea prolly i'll try my luck. HAHA!.
Today's the last day of the NTU's acceptance of offer. sad much. i just see it slipping away.
X((
a call in the morning starts my day. although yesterday was a wreck.
count down 1 hr left... my work speed is ok. hoohoho.. but today wasn't like yest.
i feel so sleeeepppppyyy. X((((..
omggg.. may's so psycho from my work place. crazy shit.
chaos
p.s. all the things she said
posted by shutupworld 12:39 PM
do something .. QUICK!
hello world
this is bad.... i'm gonna be immune to coffee soon.
my head hurts so bad. my heart hurts even more. i'm so tired.
wingy is msging me ! yay ! . at least some entertainment. i'm glad he's my bro thou . haha
i feel so sleepy right now... X(. back aches after yesterday's session of badminton. My parent's 29th anniversary was good with a sumptious dinner. X).
i'm too tired to function now. X(... my handphone batt is running low. X(.. oh mannn.... i feel so hateful to do all these work. X(
chaos
p.s. you leave me speechless, when you talk to me.
posted by shutupworld 9:41 AM
