gratitude.
hello world
today started with a good sleep in the train after yesterday's pass mid night supper. lol . ( yes its the first time lol ! ) almost got locked out of the house cause my dad didn't know that i would be late. so anyways . after having a sleep inside the train, i was determined not to sleep during work today and yupp. i did it didn't sleep. X) . saw a kingfisher and 3 woodpeckers today . and GUESS WAD! I DIDN'T BRING ALONG MY CAMERA WITH ME! WTH!!!! T.T . first was eagle and another bird, then now wad! . T.T . WTF!!!! T.T . sobs. sigh .... no fate. T.T.
i think i was kind of a shiat today. sigh .. horoscope is sometimes so true lol. sigh . i feel bad.
chaos.
p.s. motivation,determination,friends.
posted by shutupworld 10:23 PM
completely shagged.
hello world !
gosh today went to work really had the intention to do some work but ended up my stomach was declaring war to my system. lol . so we decided on ordering pasta mania for lunch as supervisor wasn't in. so yupp. it took like 1 hr just to come which made us really crazy whining for food in the office. XDD. hungry ma ! HAHA. so after lunch slacked a while then fell asleep again .. which made my headache start. so anyways went to japanese garden after i freshen up myself. well it was like gonna rain at that moment but the weather was still damn hot. so anyways took some pictures. drew some layouts and had some rough ideas. so tada. yupp . XD. supervisor came to fetch us from there and he said tt i looked as shag as him lol . sigh ... oh wells. not a gd thing . anyways he gave me good grades for the weekly thingys . XDD.
well coach thing settled half way. gosh . supervisor gave loadsa work can . bo time la ! . T.T
jio-ed out by my frens to have supper at simpang . they'll scold me if i dun turn up cos its so near my place! off now!
chaos!
p.s. i'm so tired!!! .
posted by shutupworld 10:05 PM
boring~!
hello world
i kinda hate to be at home sometimes.. settle down wanna do something important.. mum comes by .... nag nag nag nag nag by your ear. can u imagine how irritating can that get. and nothing has been done. great ! how great .
i wanna finish doing my sketch have some ideas but something is just stuck in my head. wadssup with me. sigh . let it go let it go!
have been eyeing on a pot of daisies for damn long gosh ! . i wanna get one !!! haha lol! . cactus would be nice too rite? XDD . lol . crazy me . Xp. hehe .
have to sleep early today! . X))
chaos!
p.s. to treasure.
posted by shutupworld 10:34 PM
give me a break!
hello world
i just woke up not very long ago and how great ! mum asking me to do this and that... during breakfast this morning she kept on probing about some stuff. lol . oh wells. i still feel damn tired . and the weather is a killer! . X((( . so hot la !
earth hour is today. gawd... lucky its at certain areas only lol . or else i'll freak out like nobody's biz can ! . haha ... a long day ahead for me today to get somethings done..
updates later
chaos!
p.s. stars.
back./.
yupp hello again.. just came back not long ago. well i really need to get my log book done . then got to do some stuff. then aiya . log book is the main thing man . next week gonna meet up with auntie kelly and some others for some shopping spree. XDD . PAY DAY! . hohoho . yep! . happy happy shalala. Xpp .
chaos
p.s. i need to catch up with my frens! . lol ! .XD
posted by shutupworld 12:33 PM
string of beads falling.....
hello world.
morning started out fine until i received some really shocking news. anyways went to work. supervisor wasn't around. i finished some work today felt damn shagged. X( . anyways ... nothing much happened today thou. i just felt damn tired. until now i still feel damn tired. lol. log book not completed yet. well 3 more weeks to go. prolly a few more days or weeks b4 i'd bid farewell to my really great trashy! . lol ! . so sad no ranting machine for 6 mths. i'd have to bare with it lol . ! . haha .
alrights. off to sleep. T.T . zzzz
chaos!
p.s. the simplest things, simplest words. wad a twist!
posted by shutupworld 9:49 PM
drained.
hello world
finally one thing off my to do list. well had a long long long very uber long discussion with the team and came out with a conclusion. well i can't satisfy everyone but time determines everything. i hope the team will still stick together as a real team now instead of cliques. so yupp . well everything has been confirmed every misunderstandings has been resolved. i'm glad for those who have understood my reasons and opinion in changing coach for the team.
anyways i'm in the office now rushing work. lol . well... i did nothing for the past 2 days lol ! can u imagine?! anyways ... i'm half way thru like MIRACLE! . haha . well ps-er nv reply me lo! set me up the other time. u good lol!. i'm so tired now after my lunch . gosh ! . saga seeds collected today again . XDD . so friggin tired now. i shall sleep for a while before i start chionging again . X))..
I SAW AN EAGLE TODAY!!!!!! UBER BIG!!!!! ITS BIGGER THAN A SIZE OF A REAL LIFE-SIZED TOY DOG! GAWD! .
chaos!
p.s. life is miserable. XD.
updates! ...
hello again . well just came back from an outing with trashy today. XD . well was quite a hearty talking dinner session. despite the fact that i was pretty tired, we actually talked alot lol . haha . i drove the car home !! he he . X)) ... haha i think its quite a scary ride eh? Xpp . hehe . anyways did enjoy the company. at least i can be myself again . haha .
well i'm falling asleep soon but unfortunately i've gotta do some stuff b4 i can go and sleep ! chiong arr!!!
chaos!
p.s. side kicks, one word too many..
10.50pm.
posted by shutupworld 11:53 AM
i wanna sleep. X(
hello world
haha ! ijust reached office 1 hr ago slept in the office for 30 mins then came online and now i'm doing my log book . jurong is just uber scary lol . sky changes in 1min . ( sunny to really dark) . so nice to sleep. i slept in the train all the way lo . now the weather is torturing me luring me to close my eyes and sleep till my hearts content. BUT I CAN'T ! . X(( .. sigh ... oh wells. was suppose to go to the hardscape shop today to learn more about the pricing but it just seems that the rain is too heavy man.
my mum forgot to tell us that she wasn't going to come home early yesterday. so me and sis ended up eating instant noodles and frozen garlic bread. lol . damn sad man .
later~
chaos
p.s. plasticity!!!~!
updates!
its 12.04am( wed) now... i'm feeling really tired. so in the end we did manage to go to the nursary to see the plants and a hardscape shop lol . found out some prices and it was like really cheap. so had lunch, then went back to office. felt really lethargic the entire day then received some news. lol . seriously big man . like wow. people unite because of spoilers. good thing or bad? hmmm. anyways . shall wait and see. had meeting for like 2 hrs lol . friggin long and tiring. so i'm off to bed now!. haha .
chaos!
p.s. entertainment.
posted by shutupworld 9:27 AM
i'm me. its a monday.
hello world
its a monday morning and i feel like i'm gonna doze off soon . witnessed tree transplanting today. was cool . yesterday baked muffins with working buddy ! . haha . and yep it was a whole lot lo ! . it was funny. X)) ... made numerous phone calls yesterday sms-ed a whole lot and msned too. well the issue that had blown up so big is finally coming to a rest. everybody got a limitation to everything and this is it. nothing's gonna stop me now.
so anyways muffins were made for my supervisors and colleagues lol . so yupp ...
pictures ! X))
first batch !
cute eh? XDD
before~
AFTER!! XDD.
later~
p.s. well unknowingly i saw a tail. thank god for that.
posted by shutupworld 11:11 AM
black and white.
hello world
well had a good nights sleep today. had 2 meals only today; breakfast and dinner. didn't have appetite inbetween. too busy to eat. HAHA. did log book today well still stuck at week one can u imagine that?! i still got 2 more weeks to fill in. gawd. i'm so distracted now. i can't believe that others can just ruin my daily routine. trust me focusing isn't easy.
chatted with auntie kelly online and she told me emo is just so not me cause she listed out the factors and she felt that i shouldn't have been so emo with such a pressumingly perfect life. well girl everyone has their own set of problems unfortunate people have their problems, rich people have their problems, nobody's perfect. X). so sorry didn't really have the time to chat with u just nw mum was practically shouting for me. so yupp . we shall meet up for dinner before school starts yea? X)) ..
well its actually 12.30am, sunday now.. i'm still here bloggin and doing my work and unnecessary work. black and white is what i'm doing now.i'm still rational.
chaos
p.s. good luck.
posted by shutupworld 11:24 PM
its a friday!
hello world !
well in the office now staring at the computer screen.. i'm bored~. this morning seems so exceptionally peaceful... well slept really late yesterday again ... my poor eyes .X(( ..
just came back from seeing the garden and learnt a few water feature facts. X)) . well update later. i'm gonna fall asleep soon . X(( . i'm so lazy to go for the gathering later lo . sigh ... i'm such a pig . Xp .
pictures for yesterday. XDD
1st day....( 2 collections ! Xpp)
we had more in the 2nd day 1st collection .....
then... we collected even more......
TADA!!!
later~
1.12am ( saturday)
just came back not long ago from the badminton gathering. well it was quite ok. was late lo . so suay saw enemy at pasir ris mrt station. ohhh!!! he failed his tp ! haha . lol still say i noob. birthday boy came really late lo . haha .
well more work to do during the weekends. i need sleep. alot of sleep. i'm friggin tired. i'd rather physically tire myself out than mentally. i hate people doing things behind my back then come and tell me say this this this. seriously hate it. such a simple thing can deal till this kinda stage. someone told me just let go. well if it has been done half way i think i have the right to continue. please put urself in my shoes and think. if i back out now i mite as well back out entirely. its my dignity. and people are twisting my words so much so that it becomes entirely my fault. gawd.
aliciapleasebestrong. nobody to listening to you rant now. prolly i shall just find my rabbit. haha .
chaos.
p.s. the rapidly changing world, just too political.
posted by shutupworld 9:04 AM
colours.
hello world
colours to start with the day and yesterday. lack of sleep caused my eyes to feel really dry. i went to sleep at 1am and only managed to sleep at 2am. i woke up late cause i didn't hear my alarm clock. HAHA. anyways this morning is like a quiet morning with so much things to be completed today. have to settle stuff in which is really irritating me with the minds of fickleness. but anyways i've came to a conclusion after a phone call. well i still stand strong. problem solved.
its 2.30pm now. apparently i've blogged thru the morning till afternoon. haha. had nasi lemak for lunch and went round chinese garden and japanese garden to pick saga seeds again . well u shld see the amount of saga seeds i've collected . its really scarily alot ! . XDDD. picture will be uploaded later ! haha . ok back to work! . X)) ...
later~~ . X))
chaos!
p.s. sometimes i've just gotta stand firm and not be overruled by others.
posted by shutupworld 9:15 AM
tuesday.
hello world!
threadless tee is having offer now !! . go grab 'em! . XDD ... today we were like in threadless website for uber long ... XD ... can't help it . just too tempting . XDD. so in total bought like 4 tees with 3 ppl sharing. XD . so yupp . hehe . used my mum's credit card . XPp . so today amongst all the days today's lunch was the best lol . had lor mee and it tasted really good. X)). haha.
did my poster today too . haha . was quite funny thou . Xpp. hehe . show u when i'm done! . X)) . tomorrow will be a work day again . alicia shall not slack tmr ! XDD . yay trashy is so nice to irritate. XPp. haha . joking . lol .
pictures taken yesterday
ok this is a part of it i'm too tired to upload it all. but this pictures can tell u how bad it was le ba . and its only a part only . imagine everywhere of chinese garden and japanese garden and jurong lake park was like tt . honestly it was really heart wrenching. but today its already back to normal. X)) .
chaos!
p.s. sometimes things can just get a little out of hand.
posted by shutupworld 10:22 PM
wrecked!
hello world
today was a really traumatizing morning. got to chinese garden mrt and gosh saw the entire row of trees fallen. so ok we walked to chinese garden and something just didn't feel right the gates were closed. so we were like okayy... went closer and to our horror we saw loadsa trees were snapped from their original barks and it just felt that we were in a forest. seemed so foreign for that moment. just felt sad that nature could bring such disaster. the cleaning auntie told us a super sad story abt herself that almost made us tear. sigh .. life is indeed miserable.
upload the photos tmr. X).
chaos!
p.s. stop destroying our planet, its where i keep all my STUFF!! XD
posted by shutupworld 11:12 PM
soon..
reminiscing
hello world
its a sunday! as usual tv the entire day. shall do my log book later. well i've been filled with thoughts lately. i can't seem to see my future. how would i be like in 2 yrs time. life is so uncertain. like my supervisor always says. life is miserable. XD.
results gonna be out this coming wednesday! . hope all of us do well!. X)). good luck to all! . ^^.
the upcoming week would be hectic. hoping to resolve all the misunderstandings and clear up the mess once and for all. sick of all the friggin information. fake or real unknown. i'm always running away from reality. sometimes i wanna be who i want to be but yet something is pulling me back. probably being so pessimistic is just my thing.
nobodyknows. X).
chaos
p.s. whendidallthesestart?!
posted by shutupworld 6:42 PM
mind boggling.
if everyday was like this.
hello world
finally like settled with the details! . except annotations to be done. yay ! . haha . well this week overall has been really boring at work and really tiring. but i've learnt quite alot.
well today i slept till really late thou . Xp. spent the morning and afternoon doing detailing. then went out to have dinner in the evening.
chaos
p.s. emptypromises.
posted by shutupworld 11:32 PM
omgawd muscle ache.. X((
hello world
gawd i don't even understand myself. 2nd day then get muscle aches. wierd... today work was hmmm i dunno wad to say about work. lol . was rather boring except the fact that the supervisor brought us to jurong point to check out the landscape there. watched just my luck in the office today was like quite a short day lol. so lao lao helped me borrow a book from the school library. i felt bad lol but thank you many many ! really glad and grateful! . X)) .
met sis at tanah merah and went home together. went to have waffles and bought roti prata home. i think working is seriously getting me to put on weight lol . X(. alrights shall stop here.
chaos
p.s. probablywe'vegotdifferentperspectives.
posted by shutupworld 9:08 PM
vindicate.
hello world
yesterday was too tired to blog after going home from training my eyes could hardly open . lol . like seriously ... too tired... did half squat lean for like in total of 3 mins 2 sets. never could i do 3 mins lol ! . never ever. gosh played singles with 2 guys which means 2 sets. both lost but not so badly like at least. dunno why yest my strength was like crazy. lobbings were out and all. gosh... scary. anyways ... work was fun and slackish at the same time boring again .
ranting machine not in town. nobody to rant to. X((. the issue is getting more and more complex. i'm kinda stressed about it. i think i will hold a meeting soon. maybe have dinner or lunch someday next week to discuss it together. hope everyone can make it. no its a must to make it lol. or else if this drags on .. i don't know how long can i take it. sick of complicating things all because of the misunderstandings of people and i get blamed for practically everything. good game. if all are reading this please give me a definite answer. i do not take no opinion as a no. just think thru the difference of the training. honestly, i also feel quite bad changing him but its for our team. i should not put this on hold anymore or else relations would just turn sour even further. it getting complicated way too complicated thanks to some people who do not belong to the training and didn't brush their teeth. hur hur .
so today i'm in the office now. doing nothing much. sigh .... just went round seeing some plants and their problems of lighting, rotting, bacterial attack and termites as well. saw some really prettaye flowers. X) . oo i saw a really nice butterfly yesterday ! . XDD.
pictures!!
it just came out from the cocoon!
hehe. nice rite?X))
i'm really on the verge of falling asleep. X((. entertain me someone! puhleasseee... X(( ..
chaos!
p.s. all the needless needings.
posted by shutupworld 9:46 AM
its a tuesday! a fishy day ! . lol !!
hello world!
gawd... it was friggin cold this morning practically shivering ... X(( .. anyways ... today didn't do much stuff only did minutes and details and learnt loadsa plants . XD . i also read up on books that were really helpful and nice. X)) . hehe . so we had instant noodle for lunch cause we planned to go fish and co in the evening for dinner. inbetween we were like crazy girls saying about food food and food. haha obviously we were really hungry . Xpp . haha lol ! .
so ... after work we went to bugis and sheau wei got her hawkeye camera and its uber nice like seriously damn nice lo .! XD.. then we proceeded to our long awaited fish and co !!! ngahahahaha . Xpp . hehe . bleh .
pictures! Xpp.
okay i was acting cute. Don't laugh ! XD.
i got bored! XD
random! haha
so i just finished watching tv again. enemy let me watch some stupid youtube video. lol . damn stupid lo . the stupid link .. XD..
video 1
video 2
chaos.
p.s. goodnight and goodbye.
posted by shutupworld 10:05 PM
its raining its pouring.
hello world!
heavy rain got my shoes wet! X(( ... but anyways today was quite funny and slackish day thou . did research on detailing for balustrades and read books on landscapes which were really nice. XD... so we were in the container listening to the old school barbie girl song. gawd couldn't stop laughing . XD . so anyways at least trashy replied my msg! haha . and yes i still don't miss u lor . haha . i felt quite bad asking for mr idris help despite the fact tt we really really needed his help. and i'm very sure u won't see this but thank you loads loads loads!!! . best lecturer ever met man . like seriously. XD.
chatting with kelly and enemy now. lol . enemy irritating me to watch the bloody video. lol! .
oh wells FISH AND CO.!!! ngahahahaha
chaos!
p.s. working makes me hungry! . X((
posted by shutupworld 9:44 PM
inevitable.
hello world!
ok updates for yesterday. did some work in the morning then went out to meet clique to celebrate wan xian's bd. X)) . we were like updating like nobody's business. super loadsa stuff to say. even during lunch at pizza hut we were still talking. XD . so found out loadsa stuff from them. XD. we took neoprints too! ( after so long lol ! )....
tada!
so at night finally finished up what i was suppose to do and gonna colour it today. X). watched tv and chatted a while. how i wished it is end of yr 3 now. can be so carefree and enjoying like nobody's biz lo . sighh ...
chaos
p.s. omgawd Fu HF from the china doubles is so gawddd... haha lol ! .
so little time so much to say. X(. lifeissoironic.
posted by shutupworld 12:28 PM
insanity
hello world
the past 2 days was pure insanity. pure pure insanity. gosh ! . today met up with sheau wei then we slept in the train all the way to chinese garden. lol . today was the first time man . so went there went round the entire area to learn plants again and well learn quite a few new plants actually. one of our collegue actually helped us to take coconut off a tree and even chopped it for us to drink and eat lol . uber nice people. X). so today we slogged out hell life out just to at least complete the drafts of the sides. so the complications were too taxing for my brain today. i was practically braindead the entire day lo . X(. the weather sucked terribly. my face produced to much oil to the extend of frying an egg on top of it. HAHA! . lol . ( tt is exaggerating.)
pictures! XD
coconut!
us! XD
picture of the day!~
chinese garden is uber prettaye.
anyways. some people are just screw ups. literally ruining your life. seriously. i'm not a pushover. just get that for a fact.
chaos
p.s. just shut up and let me go.!
posted by shutupworld 11:22 PM
fun day. X)
hello world
after this post i'm heading to bed.! met sheau wei then proceeded to chinese garden. so we went bonsai garden and i'm loving it. so fun la!. X)) . hehe . so we did some research and like yupp. X)). so yupp . went off earlier. then proceeded to school for trng .
gawd heard smth which i really wished i hadn't heard. bloody holyshiating bastardy. hur hur hur . lmao. so i'm arranging. hoping it'll work out. one of the reasons is cause i don't like the fact that more and more outsiders are coming to join the training. 3 is a crowd. heard of it? anyways it was the teams decision. wasn't entirely my fault. i only initiated it. and good lord he's put me in deep shit and i guess his mouth won't stop saying until i sew it up. HAHA. stapling it would be even better. ( imma sadist . yes . ) .
training was quite hiong with the fact that i hadn't been training for close to 2 weeks. both legs cramped while i was playing singles. lol .!
ok i really tak buleh tahan alrdy . good night!!
picture of the day!!
holo bonsai branch. (p.s. i was not lying on the ground. this plant was only 40 cm high! ) XD
chaos!
p.s. issues that others should not budge in and don't have the right to.
posted by shutupworld 11:43 PM
first day !
hello world !
quick post ! i'm gonna sleep soon ! . gosh long working first day. was quite ok overall supervisor uber nice like uber uber uber nice . XD . so many smses came in during lunch time. most of which was funny ! . X)). haha . do update me anytime! . Xp .
chaos!
p.s.coincidental
posted by shutupworld 11:30 PM
tomorrow.
hello world!
this was wad i made for my bff!. X)) . so yupp.
ok today was a boring day. ate like nobody's biz again. nobody talked much today so i played online games till i got bored after an hr. tomorrow's the first day of work. dread.... my fren finally replied me so gonna meet her at jurong mrt station . X)
chaos
p.s. its not the same. X((. somehow or rather i got forgotten some place somehow.
posted by shutupworld 7:58 PM
