i woke up with an awesomely freaky dream.
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the past week has been hectic but fun. quite productive actually ... i realised that i do work better with people accompanying me. haha ... i think i talk too much? or rather i need someone to talk to. XD.
so i woke up with a wierd dream today... i dreamt that the team was waiting in the bus to go off for some competition then suddenly there were like freaky lightnings striking the cars that were stationary in front of us and all of them ended in flames and exploded. so i was like everybody run to the nearest building! .. so panickly everyone evacuated and i woke up. haha ... i told mum. she was like ITS NOT 2012 LUHH... haha ... funny mum . X))
so i didn't feel so well yest. after a good bath i felt much better. but today my voice turned so sexy man.my nose feels so stuck. X( . haha ... oh wells.
work work work work work . SUCK!.
pictures for the past few weeks. X).
so my overdued pic of my painted room with my displays.
my friggin dog which is still alive and kicking.
the superbly big death rink. for advance skaters which i can never imagine myself being in there. its at least 3 storeys high can
the super lush tree which i admired on my way home.
contrast of the dark and the whites. it was a passing cloud.
i was in the car when i took this with my phone. damn pretty. X). made my day.
the casuarina cove found at ecp. super cool. X). i thought it was a pretty place to be clicking the cameras spaming the place. beside the sea waves, super tall casuarinas, sounds of cicadas. superb really .
and i destroyed some of the plants on the floor. XDD..
chaos
p.s. last thursday was such a bad day. X(. my mum looks like la bi xiao xin's mum with her new coloured eye brows. hahahahahahahaha .... epic . :X. Xpp
posted by shutupworld 9:56 AM
vivid
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vivid is how i'm feeling now. pretty stressed up. i don't know how to cope with all these uncertainties, responsibilities and commitments. probably, i'm overloaded.
chaos
p.s. itfeltsohardtosmile.
posted by shutupworld 12:16 AM
tiring day..
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oh my i'm getting quieter these days. feeling really sleepy right now... just some random thoughts about what words i say most in my daily life and realised its 'sorry' and 'thank you' or 'thanks' . yep. is it a good thing? hmmm . ain't sure. haha . anyways ... went to develop my photos and its pretty nice thou .. ^^ . memories to keep. X)).
alrights i gotta continue with my work but meanwhile i'll rest my eyes before continuing . X)) ..
chaos!
p.s. trustingsomeoneissuchatoughjobforme.
posted by shutupworld 11:50 PM
concepts racks my brains.
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okay i only have a brain but concept thinking and linking is making me mad. i have to make this work!.
today was a pretty noisy day in the studio as usual. hectic as it is. thinking about concept. doing grad show stuff. boring lecture tt coax me to sleep only after a mere 15 mins. what more can be worst than this...
so my day was ruined by all these distractions never did a proper work. damn ... i need to speed up.
fuggg shhiittt...
we are gonna be cheap labours tmr.
all the bullshits.
chaos.
p.s. wad more can u get from this screws.
posted by shutupworld 10:13 PM
colour my life
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had a fb crazy chat with hairy monster . haha . long time nv talk to him and i just found out tt he's the same age as me. how ironic. after so long... XDD . so i practically wasted my entire day away. decided to do soon. but no previous processes how am i gonna start?? hmmm.
BFF!! X))
i need to finish my book fast.
chaos
p.s. inspiring stories never fails to enlighten.
posted by shutupworld 4:08 PM
hehehehehe ...
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went out with BFF today !! ^^ ... yay! . hehe ... had pasta mania for lunch talked a hell load and crapped a hell load too .. haha .. as usual we are always teasing each other's height luh ... Xpp... so nice to finally meet up with her after so long. Xp. we watched 2012 together and the entire movie was thrilling and epic at the same time. not bad a movie actually . X) . after ther movie, we went to shop for her mum's hand bag and thereafter we went to forever 21 to look at the clothes there. honestly, it was my first time walking into the shop and it felt so alien. lol .. yes . it felt like i was on another planet. XD.
anyways . we took some pictures and parted ways at bugis as she met up with the rest of the sec sch clique. XD.
pictures up tomorrow! X)))
badminton stuff, kl trip, holiday stuff omgawd... handling these is enough to kill me. now there's class commitee meetings, trainings, projects, essay. oh lord. is this gonna crush me? haha . not that stressed now. next 3 weeks would be hell weeks. i hope i'll survive this . thanks to the people who helped me tide over the past 3 weeks . really appreciate it. X).
chaos!
p.s. rantingtothewall?yea.iguessthatsthecasenow.
my birthday horoscope reading? was just a random thing
It could be said you have a revolutionary spirit and don't like to see things or live life along the normal traditional lines of society. At times you feel isolated and may not quite know how to channel the overwhelming feelings within you. You have generally a positive view of life and big plans, but may also experience sudden reversals coupled with sudden successes in life.
You like to see the big picture and always aim for the horizon ahead. You have a progressive mind and are physically mobile and flexible. Any rugged kinds of sports and outdoor activities will help you in your search for inner meaning.
posted by shutupworld 11:10 PM
and i realised
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random thoughts just pops out of my mind today...
what more is there of this cruel world of eyes and ears and mouths. you can never stop.
if you were to ask me what is the best thing to do on earth?
i'd say......
just be yourself. people will like you for who you are. X)). naturally things will fall in place. everyone likes truthful people don't they?
chaos.
p.s. i know that line . i won't cross it.
posted by shutupworld 11:11 PM
strangers in a cold stormy day
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yes boring post for a boring day. just surprisingly lots of thoughts for a boring day like this. had macs for both breakfast and lunch. checked email replied some forwarded some laughed at some. talked to friends a lil . spent my time so meaninglessly. played some games online and on phone, read a few pages from my story book, hmmmm lunched. yep.
have you ever felt like u're alone when there's so many people around you? that was how i felt today. i don't know why. probably its cause of the weather? hmmm. no idea. today was the first time that i was asked since when i've became so independent. that question hit me real hard. honestly and seriously i've never thought of that qn before cause i dun think i am thou.haha. littlest things in life can make such a big difference actually.
plastic people scares me. what a plastic world. don't know who to trust don't know who to believe. keep getting wounded with all the back stabs. but of course there's nice people too. true friends definitely shows through time. character differences, chemistry, personality, etc, i guess it really plays a very important role in one's judgement about a person.
all these thoughts came in very randomly when i was stoning doing nothing for the entire day. ironic isn't it?
going out with bff tmr. X)). so much to tell her! hehe
chaos
p.s. not many knows the true me.
posted by shutupworld 7:58 PM
half closed eyes.
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yawning 5 times per 10 mins.. haha .. ok thats a lil exaggerating.. i think i put on alot of weight. X( . have been eating alot . didn't go for trng for a week. haven been playing well... project made me go crazily tired... my eyes were half opened the entire day today .. tired to the max. X(( ..
gonna sleep soon ... eyes can't take it . X( ...
chaos
p.s. turmoil. X( ... i need exercise.
posted by shutupworld 9:35 PM
it has been so very long..
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passed up my project yesterday. slept at 30 mins due to my speed of finishing my project. so anyways slept through most of the presenters didn't go for trng . went home slept and woke up thinking it was morning and asked my mum twice about wad time it was. so yep in de end it was actually 9.30 haha ...
so its 10 in the morning now.. so tired. my eyes are on the verge of closing. zzzzzz..... sleepy .. hunger has been going on in my stomach these few days. idk why ... after eating my breakfast i'm still hungry.. T.T .
chaos
p.s. tuna pufff!! hohoho . ^^
posted by shutupworld 10:01 AM
frustrated nocturnal animal = ME!
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5 more days to submission. i just finished history a while ago. like fug . 1000++ words. hur . waste my time .
things to be done by next monday!
- analysis
- case study
- model ( 2)
- sketches
- ppt
so i'm only done with analysis( manual). found my case studies. haven draw haven sketch . no design. i dunno wad teacher wants us to do oso. YES ITS THIS SCREWED!. nehmind. i'll just do my best
quick post end.
chaos
p.s. the heat is up!
posted by shutupworld 1:56 AM
proud to say
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hoho i survived 4 days of 5 hrs sleep and less. okay . maybe not that bad. XD. today didn't do much. people please shut up and stop asking zeee until the requirements increase can. its annoying. really .
so i'm doing history now. in depth. and i'm glad to know ppl around me still cares and bothers about me. haha ... deepply appreciated. X).
had trng today. hand still had the surging pain occasionally.
the thing is... project is not screwed but the person who set this is, unfortunately true.
challenging with the slopes and slopes only. the rest.... nothing much to add.
last yr's project seemed more fun.
i'm still lost on wad to submit.
chaos.
p.s. why why why . nope it shouldn't be ...its the 5 W's and 1 H. 'which, where, why, what, when, and HOW.' she failed her english.
posted by shutupworld 12:14 AM
