wts.
morning went to meet wingy . X)) . really didn't feel comfortable with him being so tall! haha . Xpp . went to have lunch with him . haha . still as crappy as ever! . lol ! . irritant ! haha . i have the risk of having my picture edited !!! . lol ! . ( and i dun think it'll be smth gd LOL! ) . its expected!!!!! pok pok ! . XD .
had to rush for trng thereafter. well didn't really have the mood to train lol . felt damn blotted. XD . so anyways i did and almost felt like puking but fortunately didn't.
the first thing i step in the car. why u come back so late! give up badminton la ! . nvm. the moment i step home i watched tv. and how great ! . ' you come back never bring up your bag go bath now ! watch this kinda stupid show for wad. it doesn't even give u any value or can help u make money in de future!' hell yea . it doesn't give me value so what ! goddammit.
i just feel like i'm just a piece of meat just revolving and controlled over school, studies and my future.
chaos
p.s. suppressing.
posted by shutupworld 7:30 PM
2nd day.... bloody hot day !
hello world
had lecture in de morning . was almost late. anyways . had a mini outing to commonwealth one of de rooftop garden there . XD. felt damn lazy but kinda enthu however didn't exactly complete de entire roof lol . probably will go back there for reference . X) .
went back to school rot a lil . consulted teacher then went to tm to shop for my ear studs . X)) . bought a lot of titbits . lol . watching tv and rot .Xp .
YAY! MEETING POK POK TMR! . tt irritant junior tt never fails to irritate me always !. XD
thanks for all the presents!! X))
my new stud !
new shoes !! X)) ( for cny ) hohoho . i know it looks kinda guyish but ! . its a girl's shoe! i'm serious ! . XD
chaos!
p.s. tmr's new year's eve !!!! omgawd so fast!
posted by shutupworld 10:11 PM
lawl. i pon class halfway ! woohoo~~!! XD
hello world
went to school early this morning and listened to a round of boring lecture. shi gave me 2 sets of presents one from her and one from sec sch mates. both really cute and meaningful presents ! . thank you ppl ! . X)) .
i'm still in holiday mood.
chaos
p.s. i wanna go shopping . X(
posted by shutupworld 10:44 PM
it'll be a hell new term tmr
hello world
dang today's de last day of holis. T.T. thou this holis was just a short 3 weeks break but i really had fun . X)). getting occupied everyday just rawk! . XD . so much stuff happened man . my birthday, christmas, badminton bbq, and many many more lol . managed to catch up with most of my frens but not all lol . so yupps . sigh . i shall enjoy the last few hours.
later~!
p.s. i'll miss holidays.
probably self esteem is the cause.
posted by shutupworld 10:57 AM
haha . sissy !!! Xp
hello world !
had trng in the morning . zzz . it was quite a tough physical trng actually . i think my ankles are gonna give way soon . my ankle is hurting like crazy . my right midfoot as well. damn . lol ! . went home after trng had lunch then went out with my zui zui zui hao de peng you ! . XD. yupps . we had dinner then caught a movie and yupps . XD . thank you sissy for the present !!! . haha . lol ! . continue to get fatter so i wouldn't be able to see u yea? XD
ok i'm getting tired . going shopping wid my mama tmr . HAHA .
chaos!
p.s. loves
posted by shutupworld 11:20 PM
pictures !!! X) ( updated!!!!) this tasted as good as it looks okay please clean up ur drools cause this chilli crab is mine ! Xp . 22nd dec ( my bd !)X)) this was at 12am and sis gave me my bd card ! XD . X)) . ( p.s. i was in my pj ! :X ) me and the card maker ! X) random shot my sis took ! us after having lunch at some japanese restaurant . XD 24th dec ( christmas eve!!) domo pouch that i got for sis ! ( the shop was super crowded lol esp i went after trng . ! ) T.T . my eyes could barely be seen ! XD my bd present from sissy! X)) . HOODIE YO! XD. loves loves loves loves ! ^^ me and sis ! . X)) random random!! mac 'fluffy' and hot fudge sundae ! XD LOL! 25th dec ( christmas !! ) today went to j8 for some grocery shopping . bought alot lol ! . came back prepared dinner. i used the mushroom from my bd present and made it a side dish with the main dish. XD . mum sis and me did dinner . haha . sis cooked the soup and helped quite a bit . X))... OUR CHRISTMAS DINNER!!! X)) candle light setting sia . ( dad's idea!XD he also prepared white wine lol ! ) i've been drinking wine for 2 consecutive days . Xpp dinner !! X))) the random fat dawg picture i took it in the morning ! ( he was confined ! Xpp ) he grawled at me after i took this picture lol . X( MERRY CHRISTMAS!! X)) . may all have a blessed christmas and a very happy new year ! X)) chaos! p.s. dear santa, all i want for christmas is a smile. 24th dec ( wed ) me with the super wide variety of me . LOL! me with the limited edition GUCCI and CHANEL campbell soup ! . XD . get a clearer picture now? XD okayy the last present was 2 super uber cute potatoes ! XD. the people who made me laugh and laugh non stop ! . ty people!. X)) . ^^. the presents were funtastic ! X))) . ^^ .
hello world!
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! .. ok i'm still 3 days lagging . pictures as promised.! X)
20th dec ( sis's bd)
black forest cake ! X))
birthday girl and advance birthday girl ! X)
dad ! ( he's super photogenic lol ! )
mummy ! ( okay this was some random shot tt showed her lip movement as kind of a bad word thou . :X )
sissy! a.k.a ah bi ! a.k.a birthday girl ! X)
us ! X))
dad and mum
posted by shutupworld 2:10 PM
LOL!!! . ultimate pwns.!
hello world!
had trng this morning .. trng was okay i guess. my finger still hurts from my dog's bite de other day. lol . after trng while packing the room ... may siew came in and say dun pack le come out a while . ( i knew they won't let me off so easily lol !!! XD) . so ... the moment i stepped out of de room may siew splat whipped cream on my face . ( btw it tasted damn sweet lol ! ) XD . so de rest was outside surrounding me with all the nasty looking whipped cream on their hands. after singing happy birthday they all smeared cream on my face, hair and even my neck. eww so disgusting . so i decided to give chase . X) . haha . Xp . ok despite 2 rounds of washing my hair and 2 rounds of rinsing i still smelt like buttered whipped cream . gosh the smell kinda sucked . XD . but it was quite fun . XD . so there after came my 2nd surprise... lol ! . 2 big big presents . LOL! . they actually went grocery shopping ! . XD . they bought mushroom ( cause of the hair resemblance) , 2 cans of campbell soup ( 'gucci' cream of corn with gucci ingredients . LOL! . and 'chanel' cream of mushroom . LMAO! . XD . ). ok i couldn't stop laughing at this juncture . but there was more ! . lastly, there was this really nice box. thought was something different from the rest . ( INDEED IT WAS! ) . 2 potato sitting in the box . couldn't stop laughing again! . XD . HAHA . super special presents ! . X)) . first time in my 19 yrs ! LOL! . HAHA . gosh ! . this is super funny !. Xp . shall upload de pictures tmr ! . Xpp. i'm so lazy ! . haha .
in the night celebrated tua peh bd . well the dinner was not bad . hmmm . went to club for a while then went mac to have my mac fluffy . XD . and sis had her hot fudge . XD .
tada i'm back home lol !! . haha .
chaos !
p.s. dear santa, please dun put me in ur naughty list? XD. merry merry christmas everyone ! X)
posted by shutupworld 11:50 PM
busy resting. i'm friggin tired
ok ... i've been really lazy ! . slept alot lately.. ate alot too. my birthday yest was quite a fun day .X) . can't believe i've turned 19. oh wells i shall sleep soon . updating my diary and tv-ing and chatting . lol
shall update the photos tmr!
chaos!
p.s. dear santa,
posted by shutupworld 11:57 PM
camera speaks.. i love this bear!!! XD . me and sissy ! we look it at 1am! XD . updates later! X) chaos!
hello world !
i noticed that my past 9/10 posts have no pictures ! haha so i'm updating it all here. X)) .
DOMO!XD
p.s. sometimes i feel so inferior. ifmicrophonesain'tloudenuf.i'dbringatechnospeaker
posted by shutupworld 1:07 PM
looking back
hello world
today was may siew's bd ! HAHA. had friendlies against nanyang high sch girls in the morning. their standard is really high actually lol . oh wells. met mum for lunch then rushed back to school supposedly to have gems but DON'T HAVE LA ! . stupid teacher cheat our feelings . lol! . so anyways . we headed back home. gave them a lil x'mas gift and yupps . ^^ .
thereafter, met girls team for movies . watched twilight. it was a pretty good movie . X) . kinda eerie but it was nice . X) . haha . i shall read de book one fine day when i've got the time? ( oh man i'll never have time!) . went to suntec sky garden to just chill out and wait for the guys for dinner. went swensons and yupps . i ate like fish and chips and an ice cream . X)) . haha . lol . dinner was pretty good. ^^ . After dinner, went to the sitting area of the fountain of wealth to carry out our exchange of gifts. XD . it was fun . X) .
i'm really tired. ooo . my sis likes the present !! X))) . HAHA . o btw i got her a bottle cap necklace with a smurfette graphic on it . ! it looks pretty cool ! . X)) . HEHE . hell yea . loves .! HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BI! XD .
chaos!
p.s. random mood=crazy mood. ! XD .
posted by shutupworld 11:30 PM
X))
hello world
today went out with zui zui zui hao de peng you ! . haha . lol . yupps . went to plaza sing to buy presents. XD . he is wierd!! . bleh ! . haha . ^^. sis's frens came over. hmmm . have been watching tv since i got home lol ! . i'm such a tv addict ! . XD
chaos!
p.s. christmas is coming !!! winter solstice as well!! . omgawd tang yuan here i come !! HAHA . Xpp
posted by shutupworld 11:01 PM
a word of caution.
hello world .
just finished training like 2 hrs ago. some fucking retarded asshole actually spill the beans to somebody which he wasn't suppose to tell. like goddammit !. feel like sewing up his fcking lips ! dammit. i'm not angry with the somebody actually cause without tt ass telling him he wouldn't get so worked up and want me to be changed lol ! . oh wells no matter what i'm gonna change. anyways i'm not changing for myself, its the benefit of the team. i bare no grudges against the 'somebody' but i just felt tt the style is not correct and its not effective. plus its slack. lol . oh wells . i'm just having problems finding another now . i just hate it when this kinda things happen. and hell yea i'm always protrayed as the bad person. i wonder if he got the fcking brains to think before he acts lol ! . other people do minor stuff to him, he got so worked up. if this happens to him i wonder what would be of him. HA!. can't believe i'm bitching about him here. dang. i've no coins for ranting machine . LOL! . Xp .
okayy enuf of rantings... i feel as if my holidays are passing by so quickly ! . i've been busy de whole of last week lol ! but it was worth it ! . X)) . this week i've been going out everyday! monday trng tuesday bff outing today trng thursday going out friday going out with team and lessons in school. oh man . so much programmes ! . XD . next week would be the same situation again lol .
haven't been uploading pictures yea? X) . shall load it up later ! haha . i shall go pig out first ! . X)) .
chaos!
p.s. M.F.A. hur hur hur .
updates!!
hello ! i'm back ! . XD
anyways . my sis fell down while roller blading today at ecp. she had her chin, hands and legs scraped. her chin was the worst. the doc said she may have a little scar on her chin lol. oh wells.
hope she can recover b4 her bd this sat ! . XD .
posted by shutupworld 1:43 PM
X)) !!
hello world
went out with B.F.F today!!! X))). haha . we went city hall and i was a lil late . Xpp . anyways we had long john silver for lunch then went window shopping . X)) . bought my sis's part 1 present which i find it damn unique actually . XD . shan't say it here . X)). we talked a whole lot man .! XD . we've always been like that. as blurr and crazy and chatty as ever ! HEHE . X)) . shall meet up during our next term break ! hohoho . X)) .
i've been watching tv since i got home.!! X)). continued with present wrapping and card making . i'm still not done yet! . rawhh!!!
saw this randomly online. thought it was really inspiring.X)
The art of losing isn't hard to master;
so many things seem filled with the intent
to be lost that their loss is no disaster.
Lose something every day. Accept the fluster
of lost door keys, the hour badly spent.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
Then practice losing farther, losing faster:
places, and names, and where it was you meant
to travel. None of these will bring disaster.
I lost my mother's watch. And look! my last, or
next-to-last, of three loved houses went.
The art of losing isn't hard to master.
I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster,
some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent.
I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster.
---Even losing you (the joking voice, a gesture
I love) I shan't have lied. It's evident
the art of losing's not too hard to master
though it may look like (Write it!) like disaster.
-- Elizabeth Bishop
chaos!
p.s. ifeelsoconfusedactually.
posted by shutupworld 10:30 PM
shagshagshag.laglaglag.
hello world!
today had trng in the morning. the craziest day of trng ! . omgawd . almost died. HAHA . lol! . yay !!! meeting b.f.f. tmr !!! X)) . so long nv see her le !! . hehe . X)) .
chaos!
p.s. my world is nothing without tv! XD .
posted by shutupworld 8:32 PM
hohoho . X)
hello world
morning !! . X)) . updates updates ! . haha . I DROVE AN AUTOMATIC CAR YESTERDAY!!! lol!! .haha lame lame . so not used to it lol . ! . feels so wierd driving an automatic car. accidentally zam break yesterday lol ! . haha .
i also prepared cards for the entire day . XD. although the cards were pretty small but i spent an hr on one !. lol . i know i'm slowwww. XD..
alrightys shall continue with my cards X) .
later~ ^^
chaos!
p.s. DA BAO!!!!!! HAHA .
posted by shutupworld 9:52 AM
hohoho !!! . X))
hello world
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST TODAY!!!! HAHAHAHAAHAHA!!! . X)) . my parents got punked by me ! . bahahahaha . XPp . thanks to all who had wished my luck ! . X)) .
i stil can't believe i actually passed LOL! .
chaos! XD
p.s. smiling from cheek to cheek . X)
posted by shutupworld 10:20 PM
hohoho . i'm becoming a santa clause LOL! . XD
hello world
had friendlies against ajc this morning. well it was fine. X)) . haha . only thing was that i hurt my leg! . dang it hurts like shit now. and its my left leg la ! . its like swollen now ! T.T . bloody hell can ! . argh ....
ok anyways went shopping for bd present and christmas gifts. X)) . haha . lol ! . me and sis were like walking around tm for more than 3 hrs ! lol !! HAHA . i think we went into practically every shop tre . XD . lol .and i think we were distracted by our own wants so it took up most of our shopping time . haha . oh wells. shopping is just like that ! .X)) .
chaos!
p.s. i'mjusttooconsciousofwadothersthinkofme.
posted by shutupworld 10:07 PM
i'm lagging like crazy .
hello world
update updates!! haha . lol ! . yest had driving then went shopping with my mum and sis thereafter. omgosh one trip to ripcurl shop and i've got so many wants ! . oh man . i'm so gonna get tt paul frank pouch ! . bahahahaha . Xpp . LALALALA . X)) .
had trng this morning . seriously . i'm kinda getting sick of being so indecisive. slap me please. coach came at 12.30 when we were suppose to start at 10 and end at 1pm . lol . can u imagine ?! a bit late . ha ! . its might as well dun have to come okay . lol . anyways .. had lunch then came back bought loadsa titbits. haha . this girl have loadsa fats to spare now ! LOL! . haha .lame lame lame. XD.
feeling so random today . lol . sometimes i really dun like being de eldest lol . i've always wanted an elder brother! haha lol! . see i'm random!
k la tmr having a match wid ajc lol .
chaos!
p.s. i've gotta wake up . slap me pleasee .
posted by shutupworld 8:24 PM
holidays holidays holidays! 3 weeks only . ! T.T .
hello world
its my 200th post! haha . X)) . so fast lo ! XD. anyways today didn't have a very gd morning. haha . packed my messy table and room. i actually found loadsa interesting stuff in my cupboard lol ! . even my sis's primary 2 textbooks are still in my cupboard can u imagine tt?!haha . lol ! . i oso found the entire box of keroke ink stamp and markers as well!!! . and still have ink lo ! . i think it is at least 10 yrs old ! . XD . ok the next thing i found was my gigantic fairy tale story books ! . HAHA . its erm lemme see the book is..... 50 cm long and 30 cm wide? HAHA . o o o !! one more !! i found 5 crayons with carvings on top lol ! . haha . okok enuf of saying .... will let u see de pictures later below .. hohoho . anyways . had steamboat for dinner. and loadsa titbits and snacks thereafter. ( have been eating like a glutton ! ) . XD . later i'm too fat to be seen ! LOL! . HAHA . Xpp. went to walk the dog thereafter and tada i'm home and online and watching teevveweee!!! XD .
pictures !! X))
the toys that i played when i was like in primary 1 ?? HAHA.
the froggy keroke stamp stencils and markers.
ok... i even found the macdonald crayons.. XD
and the super big fairy tale books....
ooo the crayons with the animal carvings ! haha LOL! .
see i've got a life when i was young okayy . LOL! . XDD .
chaos!
p.s. thedayyouslippedaway.wasthedayifounditwon'tbethesame.
posted by shutupworld 9:22 PM
i still feel damn tired.
hello world
oh man . i'm still lagging ! . haha . lol ! . anyways . yesterday was quite a long day and lag day . HAHA . went to school early for lecture and teacher treated us to buffet lunch . X)) . i thought my driving lessons were at 5pm but it was 1pm in de end and i was 30 mins late !!! . dang . ya i'm always late lol . dang. hate it. anyways .. had 2 hrs straight of driving . was like knocking off de last 30 mins . lol . anyways proceeded to buy cake then headed to kamarul's hse to help out . ended up we didn't help much instead we played badminton . XD lol . ! . we started eating first then de guys came later on. celebrated rachel's bd thereafter . XD . was kinda fun smearing cream on her face. :X . Xpp . then we prepared a super delicious chicken wing for her . chicken wing with satay sauce, tomato sauce, green tea, orange juice added with eno, cucumber, marshmellow and cream. XD. she said it was nice leh. new invention!! . hohoho .( ty ty ty ) . X)) . haha lol ! . had quite a fun time yest ! . X)) .
today... woke up on time. reached school on time. trained . coughed non stop. i think i'm getting sick again . bathed ate kfc ( so fattening) . finished the entire meal. nth left okay ... lol ! . fat girl getting fatter . ! XD . lol ! . haha . after eating i had another cup of soyabean milk with pearl. went to cut my hair thereafter. just had my fringe trimmed or else i'll look like some zombie. haha . and now i'm here blogging. thinking about some stuff. thinking of what to get for myself and just chill out and enjoy for the next 3 weeks. anyone wanna jio me out? haha lol !!! .
pictures of yest's bbq ! . X))
group picture!!
mememememe!! XD. lol !
birthday girl with her pweetty cake!. XD
the yummy yummy chicken!! haha . looks nice rite?? have topping somemore seh ! XDD
guys and girls grp picture! X))
chaos!
p.s. i think i needa buy oxygen mask soon . lol .
posted by shutupworld 5:41 PM
yay!!!!! its over !!!
hello world
well big 2 thumbs up for everyone who presented de past 4 days. everybody did great. ok . maybe almost all lol . anyways .. i'm so glad this torturing project is over.!!!X)) .
oh man i'm so lazy to go for lesson tmr morning. but oh wells. i have to lol .T.T.
chaos!
p.s. i'm like suffering from cash flow prob . hur hur hur . lmao ! .
posted by shutupworld 10:29 PM
its finally over !! X))
hello world !
gosh this is gonna be another short entry again cos i've got class super early tomorrow. XD . so yupps . finally finished presenting today . was kinda nervous at first until when choosing de peer evaluation thingy was like quite relaxed a bit cos of the bloopers going on . haha . anyways .. teacher's comments wasn't so bad i guess. X) . oo kelly gave me this !! . lol ! . was kinda surprised lol ! . XD . but anyways thank you kelly loads loads .X) . haha .
tada a colourful teddy and a necklace. now de teddy look like some hip hop bear ! LOL! .
i just came home 30 mins ago . lol . well. went to the club to play badminton and have dinner. i had one and a half bento set can ! . cos de first set de tempura green pepper had uncooked flour !. so de person had my entire set changed lol . ! . XD. felt damn full just now. haha
some funny random stuff... my dad pronounced 'mac flurry' as 'mac fluffy'. my mum pronounced it as ' mac furry' LOL! . laughed de hell outta me and my sis . bahahahaha . LOL! .
chaos!
p.s. for those who are presenting tmr all de best yea? X)) . bu yao jing zhang ! . have faith in urself u can do it ! . X)) . add oil ! . ^^
posted by shutupworld 11:58 PM
chocolates!!! XD .
hello world
gosh !! my presentation is tomorrow!! . damn . i'm so friggin freakin out la ! . haha . anyways .. today had a boring day in school as usual. lol . well ... its interesting seeing and hearing people's work but if it goes on for too long we'll get restless lol . hmmm is shall perk myself up for tomorrow! lol !! .
i realised that i take pretty nice pictures these few days. haha . lol random! . XDD .
euro's smaller than de weed!! XD . lol ! .
shall take pic of princy one fine day ! hohoho . X)) .
chaos.!
p.s. photographyisanotherpartofmymonochromeworld.
posted by shutupworld 8:51 PM
1 didn't sleep today! . lol ! .
hello world
this was the first time thorning and not sleeping one day b4 submission day lol . was fine until afternoon couldn't take it . slept in class but didn't feel comfortable cause was super cold like freezing cold !!! . lol ! . anyways finally !!! one whole load off! . but i'm seriously not satisfied with what i've done this time. my panels kinda suck. so many things cropped up lol . my plan was kinda destroyed thanks to de effing queensway printing shop . great. anyways ... during the past 3 weeks hardly had time to upload any pics so yupps .
pictures . haha .
euro!! haha .
haha he and his stone ... lol !
the best chips ever !!!
haha kelly at work . ( actually she was helping me wid my plan luh ! ) . XD . the com looks so small here ! . XD
random plant tour on our way back from fc4. haha .
it was a random picture. X) . i thought it really turned out quite nicely . XD
rainbow that i spotted while camwhoring the sky. haha
taken the same time i spotted the rainbow! XD
the clouds were so white. the sky was so blue. lol . azure. XD.
lastly ....... my messy area plus desk plus floor and chair yesterday!! . gosh i think its really atrocious! XD
check out the table the floor the sofa? haha lol ! . ok the mess i kinda made la . Xp .
oh man presentation on wed i'm freakin out . cos i've no confidence in my work this round. i think my concept is like so last min lol . dang.... okok i shall go sleep now . haha . updates when i've got the mood again! Xpp . haha .
chaos!
p.s. i feel so crazy rite now.
posted by shutupworld 9:36 PM
