memory lane.
hello world
went back to my sec school early in the morning today. well it has be ages since i last saw my teachers. X).. i'm really glad to meet up with hui shan too ! . haha ... we had a nice chat. XD. i missed all my sec school juniors!. haha ... after i left almost all disappeared. yi lei went australia, mitch went back to us, seby went to london. agnes, diana and charmaine stopped going for trng. i guess thats life. i missed them all... i now still keep in contact with chun ping, wei qiang, hui shan, mitch, agnes more frequently . i guess. i missed how i built a girls team in secondary school. haha ... well those were the days when i was the only girl in the team and had reaped what i've sown. haha .. however its all gone now. the past is like wind blowing past; brisk yet fulfilling. X).. i've learnt alot.
so holidays will be training, competition, fun , outings, catching up, courses and refinements and reading. X).. yay ! . haha . lol . at least i've planned. o and not forgetting to sort out my thoughts table and future. yep! it'll be a pretty short 7 weeks to cramp all these in. o ! . i'm revamping my room too !!! .. hehe . i'm gonna get help ! anybody wanna help me ?? HAHA
chaos!
p.s. sometimes people just spoils your mood at the worsts of times.
posted by shutupworld 11:32 PM
possibilities in life. Your view on yourself: The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: Your readiness to commit to a relationship: The seriousness of your love: Your views on education The right job for you: How do you view success: What are you most afraid of: Who is your true self:
hello world
finally blogger's back to norm. X) . haha . its a good thing. was close to changing web host for my blog. anyways . woke up really late today. and had trng in the evening. played like shit. i lost touch of it. damn back to square 1. anyways . went for dinner with coach and a few guys and girls . then tada i'm back home. XD. just had some random thoughts that i suddenly wanna jot it down.
there's so much possibilities in life. possibility of people liking or disliking you . possibility of people praising or criticising you. possibility of meeting good or bad company. possibility of people ruining or inspiring your life. possibility of many many more things which i shan't further elaborate. well. those possibilities if you noticed are only 2 choices. good or bad, yes or no. well choices are all around us. choice of food, choice of company , choice. sometimes people make the wrong choice and make mistakes. well if we bare grudges and bitch about others and hurt them ain't that make you as bad as them as well?we just have to take it easy laugh it out and forget it. its easier said than done but thats always the case isn't it? mentality and attitude. its another 2 choices; want or don't want. its a choices people make. its a choice that we have to make for ourselves.
i did some personality test randomly and this was the results
i guess its quite true thou .. esp on the career part. yea and i'm afraid of things that i can't control . eg. losing things. LOL! . XD
holiday day 1 .... i still need more sleep..
chaos!
p.s. after 11 hours of sleep i still feel tired. i wanna sleep until i feel awake.XD
posted by shutupworld 12:31 AM
haha . last day. X)
hello world
i'm in class now feeling so sleepy. did listen to a few presenters today and played a whole lot. so much things to do during the holidays. haha . well honestly i'm not feeling v good. feel damn lousy after having to put up with people's nonsense and lecturer's naggings. haha . oh well thats life i guess... but i'm really tired. tired of this competitiveness... well its time to enjoy ... masked.
chaos.!
p.s. its just me i guess.
posted by shutupworld 5:17 PM
hehehehehehehehehe.. X))) .. ITS OVER!!! . i'm sick of imh now. ( nah! i'm mentally sound! XD)
hello world ! .. X))) ..
submission was today , presentation was today . i guess i don't expect much this time. comments for the main thing was quite jiat lat. i hope i won't get too bad grades? please? XD. so suddenly i feel so lost on wad to do now except slacking that is... i'm gonna start buy packing up my room and table and clear as much things as i can from my com asap before the new sem starts in oct. lol ... sadd.... so anyways however harsh was the comments from the presentation i still feel that i have put in much effort to do a good job.. so here's my 3rd try on photoshop doing sketch. i'm still quite noob . Xp. haha
the bird viewing garden
eco-therapy garden.
hehe ... but still i'm satisfied with what i've produced. tried my best . X)
chaos
p.s. hesitating.
posted by shutupworld 9:29 PM
yes!!! i'm done with everything !~~~ EXCEPT specifications. X(.damn.
hello world
i'm getting sick of blogger. blogging in this mode sucks badly.. anyways just to share wad i saw on my way home in the train... so i was standing in the train and saw this seat vacant behind me. i saw a couple walking towards the seat, (note! there was only 1 seat) guess wad . the guy sat down and the person which was sitting beside the guy who just sat down stood up and gave up his seat for the person who sat down gf. like wtf!.. omgawd. this kinda guy . bu yao shuan le!. mei feng du sia. i pity the gf. sigh ... oh wells
chaos! off to do specs and TOMORROW'S MY PRESENTATION!!! WISH ME LUCK! XD
p.s. humongous pimple on my face. X(
posted by shutupworld 9:22 PM
a mad day craze in the studio
hello world
i was damn pissed off in the studio today... its fine that u come and ask my detail for ref but copying it is literally unacceptable. moreover not asking for permission. thats the best part. anyways . i think at least 10 people will have the same section. oh wells. fine. so it was like put on ear phone people come. hey alicia can come over for a while. ok so i went over helped out. and so the entire day i only finished setting out plan. only . yes only. i can't do work in the studio anymore.. too much distractions. its irrtating when people come to you in the last min asking for help and all. hey we had 3 weeks why wait till the last 3rd day? damn.
wasn't in a very good mood today. i got bugged for more than 20 times at least.
chaos.
p.s. the result of 2 hours of sleep. i need a change of place. moving in and out is irritating me too,fug
posted by shutupworld 12:26 AM
again..
hello world
blogger is officially dead. lol! . anyways its 3am now. just finished half of my setting out plan and fully finished my material plan drainge and planting. so i'm gonna go sleep now ! . good nitey!
chaos!
p.s. projects can be so mind boggling and tedious!
posted by shutupworld 2:54 AM
blogger is really getting me irritated
hello world
the window i'm in now is totally crap now can ... anyways ... just got home from school friggin tired. didn't have enough sleep from the past few days. results were out for inidividual ir1. did ok i guess.. now what i'm most afraid of is my gems. X( .. i hope i'lll get at least a b? please? cross fingers pray damn hard. so i mite be applying for uni in sept. i'm still considering. teachers, lecturers, frens and even strangers told me that it is a good opportunity. so well the final decision lies in my hands. i need rest i need time. meanwhile.... project is really getting on my nerves. ! . X( ... jy everyone ! .
chaos!
p.s. teeveee break time ! . X))))
posted by shutupworld 6:57 PM
it has been close to a month!
hello world .
blogger is officially getting even wierder. i guess everyone's suffering the same fate. the post page is like crap. i mean seriously crapped up. anyways . updates for yesterday !!!
so yesterday i went out with mitch ! . so long nv see her alrdy it was after 2 yrs and we finally met up yest ! . XDD.... so we met up at PP and had mos for lunch. so we really caught up quite a bit.. X))... she's one of te 3 juniors that i actually still keep in contact with despite her now studying in San Jose. so i made a card for her the day before ... and we took a picture on the spot and developed it so we each had 2 copies. ^^ . haha ... yupp . have to wait for another yr to meet up again ! .... will create facebook during my holis ! . i promise! . hhahaha ... ( i think i'm the only one lagging . :X . ) . XDD... oo ya we spent alot of time in the pet shop looking at this really cute 4 mths old golden retriever. it was barking at its own reflection ! . HAHA ... unfortunately we were blocked by a piece of glass. otherwise we would have touched it and disturbed it like no body's business! . hohoho . X))))... LALALALAL~~. X))...
pictures!
pressie bought for kelly! . XDD
cover
inside
behind!
kelly's bd card!
mitch's card! X))
me and mitch! XDD
uber cute dog!!!
this morning i went to hort park for my duty to earn cca points. X).. got to know 2 yr 2s . pretty cute ppl. XD.. bought a paper tulip for charity. its really nice. X))... i bought a purple one btw. oo and dad came over to look . and he help me to take free plants from ngee ann poly's booth and some other place. XD... so gave kelly her present and went home with dad. so friggin tired now.
paper tulip! X)))
should have used our model cann!!.
lastly.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY!!! X)))))
chaos.
p.s. the dateline is drawing nearer.
posted by shutupworld 4:36 PM
rite...
hello world
yet another post without a proper template. blogger's worst than de day before yesterday. i'm going to sleep soon after doing a bit of homework. so today was a hard core consultation day. consulted both teachers . and had lecture and went to collect my crumpler pouch! . yay ! . X))... so yupp ... auntie scratched me with her 0.28 pen while trying to wrestle me. X( ... got blood can ! . and i've got this awful scar on my hand now. told her to stop and see la don't listen ! . T.T ... and now my hand suffers. X( ... revenge is sweet.~ XP. BIRTHDAY BASH! hohoho..! . X). bahhh ... so i'm so gonna thorn tmr . sleep early today . and meet up with mitch tomorrow ! . X)))... hehe ... so long never see her alrdy ! . Xp.
chaos!
p.s. blogger please do something.
posted by shutupworld 10:36 PM
liar liar.
hello world
had a pretty slackish day again in school. i don't know why i always don't get things done in school . 4 hours lecture 1 hr of tt stupid photoshoot 1 hour for lunch. hmmm okay i don't think i had much time to do work anyways ... so there's gems test tomorrow and i'm left with 3 more chapters. and what is more is tt my details and stuff are not finalised yet...! . dang. so tomorrow i have to continue it after gems . X(( ... jy to me ! . lol ! . so dang shit like seriously .
so anyways uncovered a stupid lie tt teacher said today . gawd . such a big fat liar... whatever... like 2004 yr 1s work can ! ... and its yr long ! . don't just ply out whatever you see out of anger and say it . cause we are much much better than the batch last yr . anyways i guess most of us can't stand it anymore lol ... naggings worst than my mum.
chaos
p.s. cross fingers praying damn hard. X)
posted by shutupworld 10:22 PM
YES SAH!
hello world !
had trng this morning. the lights for the sports hall tripped so had to switch venue. ty kelly and co. for switching . felt damn pai seh ... sorry ! .. so anyways after trng went to bath then bought apple strudel and went home . YES! . i finally got my apple strudel like AT LAST! ... hohoho!!! . X))) ... llalalalalalala . ^^ . so i got home so late had lunch so late. so i didn't do anything lo . X(( . so ya .. til now . gonna read thru the gems notes . X( .
chaos
p.s. bio seriously kills my brain cells.
posted by shutupworld 8:34 PM
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!! 
cravings.
hello world
its national day for singapore today 44th birthday!. so i didn't get to eat my apple strudel AGAIN!!!! went there and saw the queue totally turned me off. seriously i don't know what is up with singaporeans. kia su until like tt meh?!> shop opens at 10 and at 10.15 it has a queue that u'll never imagine. gawddd.. serious. i'm not kidding. at least 20 m long. so decided to have it tmr. X( . fuggin cravings. I WAN MY APPLE STRUDEL!!!!!!!!!! ... T.T . whatever it is, i'm so gonna study for gems now. i had a haircut this morning. made my head feel so light now. hehe . i love shorter than short hair. lmao! . Xp... so comfy cann... lesser troubles too. Xp. so trng tomorrow. hope ppl will turn up so many didn't reply me. oh wells. better turn up tomorrow.
disturbed a couple of ppl at 1am this morning sending patriotic sms wishing them happy national day. HAHA! . yes i'm trying to be patriotic. yep TRYING . oh wells...
project slaps my face like a magnet. how nice. project is the new make up!. hur hur hur...
chaos!
p.s. by kelly :'we have a vision for tomorrow, go to sleep~ go to sleep~'. didn't catch her joke till this morning. LOL!!!. XDD. fighter jets i'll be waiting!~. XD
posted by shutupworld 12:54 PM
sweet tooth
hello world
so i woke up pretty late this morning... after not exercising for 1 week i feel lethargic all over... X( ... horrible to feel this way thou . so i've been craving for apple strudel since morning . X( ... tmr i'm so gonna get it... its yi xiang's bd today ! happy birthday girl! . may all your wishes and dreams come true ! . ^^ ..
so i planned a list of things to do but i did so little. pathetic... X((( ... forest fires causes haze which gives me headaches 24/7. global warming is alrdy so bad why is it still burning?! fugg man .
my eyes not cooperating... its getting blurrer... my laptop screen seems too bright for my eyes. X( ... i can't take this heat.! . rawhh...
babe came back today and yupp. chatted a while. spongey is irritating me.
BLOGGER IS FINALLY BACK TO NORMAL!.. LIKE FINALLY!!
so alicia here has to buck up and do work and get over that disappointment and move on without anybody's help. used to have help, but now i guess i'm on my own. X). add oil to me!. XD.
chaos!
p.s. i want my apple strudel!!!!! T.T...
posted by shutupworld 12:36 AM
401th post ! . XDD
hello world! . X)
oh my gawd.. today wasn't a very productive day. booooo.... well i woke up at 11.30 and found out that my sister pon school today ( first time lo! XD). was pretty shocked thou . anyways ... i ate slept ate and did a bit of work only. X( ... sigh ... oh wells... tv is so addictive. T.T . i should be revising my gems . yep. i should be. but i haven started!!! . gawd ! . i need to buck up!. probably its the weather that is making me so restless. X(( ... fugging haze. fug the country who brought upon this polluted air..
sis and me was like talking about how people are treating us. how people work in singapore. how scheming one can get. how people change . how self centered people are. well if i were in her position i would have alrdy exploded. but she's just really calm but ranting. haha . is this how people contradict themselves in singapore? resources are only the people. so we are like the money generating machines or rather the resources of the country. oh wells. reality thats life. so ironic. denial.
was chatting with kelly online yesterday.. and she told me tt her finger twitched in the bus and the girl was so paranoid about it tt she moved away from her in the bus.
diagram i drew.... HAHA !
yep i got the finger twitched part after i drew this. XDD... anyways ... WHAT SO SCARY ABOUT A FINGER TWITCH!?!?! ding dongs. kelly i think next time when your finger twitch again scold her finger and get the person more paranoid. HAHA! . just joking . X))...
so much for all the thoughts and rants. national day is this sunday. didn't really feel like it although the flag is out. yes we ought to be patriotic. yay happy national day singapore-ans.
chaos
p.s. cross junctions only gives 3 choices. what if u're stuck in a forest? choices are everywhere. its difficult to choose the right one.
posted by shutupworld 8:34 PM
damn hazy.
hello world
so its 7.55am now and i'm the only one in the studio . haha ... i'm gonna doze off for a short while btw soon.. so its just a quick post here. X) . i guess i shouldn't be so pessimistic thou. friggin tired . ok off to nap now.
chaos!~
p.s. the haze is clogging my brains.
posted by shutupworld 7:55 AM
i'm stuck.
hello world
just talked to bff a while ago. was telling her how i felt and all... she told me to do what is right for myself. X). well i've been having alot of negative thoughts and have not started officially on doing my work thou ... i must start soon.... detailings, drainage and level plan. dang shit can. anyways ... didn't go trng today cos i'm still sick . so ya lo . so official count down is 2.5 weeks to submission. alot of things to be done.... so here's the checklist.
-level and drainage plan
-planting plan
-setting out plan
-profile section of site
-detail design
-soft and hardscape specification
so ya . i'm still stuck btw. i should do some clearing first. super stuck now. X(.
chaos
p.s. too many distractions. i have to get over it and pull myself together.
posted by shutupworld 6:15 PM
get a grip.
hello world
good morning ! . i feel like slapping myself to wake up. wake up from this never ending nightmare. i really hate this scene repeating itself over and over again. i'm afraid. afraid of not doing well. i need motivation i need solutions i need myself, just me. so much things to be done again . 1 week wasted 2 weeks to go. level,drainage plan, details, sketches, plans plans plans. gosh /. my head is spinning.
so i'm in the studio now. going home in an hours time. i'm really tired of getting sick and i still am . X( .. my eyes are on the verge of closing. tired tired. X(( ..
alicia should start doing work and stop stoning. stop teeveeeeeeeee.... ok fug wadever.
chaos.
p.s. kelly just passed by and slapped me /.. lol ! . ok i shall go walk around. fugg
posted by shutupworld 10:06 AM
over the seas.
hello world!
long boring day today. i need motivation! dang.. ever since last friday i've been so restless and demoralised. but i shouldn't be! . i should be smacking kicking butts!. rawhahahahahha... lol ! . okayy wadever. didn't go trng today cos i still feel sick. my head still feels heavy and my throat dun feel well . X(... so did a bit of homework today and i'm gonna rest after my last epi of fei tian . X)) . haha ... so planning starts today work officially starts tmr! . haha ... lalalalallaalalalallalalaalla . X)) . hehe ..
so shall sleep soon ! . hohoho..
oo ya oo ya ! . last thrus took my napfa and i got 28 points ! I GOT GOLD!!!!! HOHOHO!!! X))))
chaos!
p.s. somewherenotverynear.
posted by shutupworld 10:02 PM
OMGAWD!!!
lee dong wook! TEEHEEHEHEHEHEHE~~! X)))
hello world
guess wad?! i just realised its AUGUST ALRDY!!! YES!!! like 1 min ago ... okay i know i'm lagging. anyways i'm still doing my overdued homework and i'm still taking my own sweet time to do it!. yes key word! own sweet time ! . haha .. ok i sound dumb but anyways.. i'm still not feeling very good rite now. so yep!. hopefully i can fully recover by tomorrow. X).
so blogger isn't that well fixed yet. it has been 5 days alrdy !! . dang gosh! . hey what are you all doing man! . XDD. oh wells..
okok . i shall go sleep a while first then continue with my sections... dreads dreads...
chaos!
p.s. the quantity of time, the quality of time spent.
posted by shutupworld 3:10 PM
hello world again!.
i guess i was pretty disappointed yesterday with my performance. chatted with bro online. didn't do much the entire day today. shall do a lil of my over dued homework. i'm still feeling quite headache now. i'm feeling so vexed when parents start talking about my future. i don't know what i really want. but what i am sure is that i don't have confidence in being a good landscape person. but i know i shouldn't be thinking that way. i feel so stressed up despite the fact that i'm not doing anything. i should be thinking about my future but i'm too busy to be thinking about anything. and the more my parents mention about it, the more i feel stressed out. but i know they are doing all these for my own good. i mentioned in last yrs post that i wanna be a wedding planner. but it just seems that my parents just don't want me to be in that planning line. but i think that is what i do best. plan and organise. probably singapore is just too small to have these kind of things cause people here are going for an unreasonable budget with quality service . probably its just the cultural or maybe a style of our country. sometimes i think that life in singapore is so meaningless. first you study(and study only with cca) then work and work and work ( till your limits) then you retire and don't know what to do. children nowadays seriously don't have much freedom of having fun outdoors cause they are too busy being cooped up at home playing their brand new ps3 or wii or psp. even if they have the oportunity to go outdoors and play, their parents would accompany them and treat them like a gems preventing them from doing this and that afraid of them falling down and all.. ( ok maybe it is important but hello not so extreme to the extend of accompanying their child down the slide right?) anyways urbanisation probably isn't going on well for me. i missed the times when hand held games were just meant for fun, playstations as stress relievers and computer games for mind boggling. more and more foreigners now competing in this small island. i think we hardly have any space to move anymore. if i've got the money, i would want to migrate in the future i guess.
maybe its just a 1 min thought.
nahh its really going to be a consideration.
chaos.
p.s. what would you do if you feel that everything weighing on you is going to be a long tiresome one.?
posted by shutupworld 8:24 PM
gawddd
hello world
blogger is still not in a good condition. lol ... can some one from blogger fix this mess?? anyways my presentation yesterday was a disaster. i was having slight fever in the morning and didn't really want to go but i had no choice so presented damn horribly despite the fact that i did rehearse. anyways. it ended about 7 then met my mum at common wealth mrt to have dinner then went home. didn't feel good my temperature was 38.6 when i got home. 0.8 degrees more than in the morning. so i used up 2 trays of ice to sponge my forehead and face. my face was as red as a lobster lol.. seriously ! . so i had 2 pills and went to sleep. so i'm feeling alot better after 12 hours of sleep. temperature now is 37 degrees. no more fever!. haha ... but a lil of running nose and cough. so i'm gonna go sleep now. Xpp
chaos!
p.s. dang that mf who laughed at the tiki.
posted by shutupworld 11:06 AM
