shagg..
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blogger has probs again . like how nice rite? yea i know. anyways was kinda late for school but i managed to get my attendance. X) . so entire day spent was on panels changing panels improving panels thanks to tt zai nan. how nice.... anyways . from 11-12 ++ was changing and changing from 1+ onwards was printing of panels which took superbly long cos there was only 1 printer lol . anyways .... we handed up at 5++ cos we reprinted the 2nd panel. and how nice to get soured in front of the nparks person by our dearest lecturer. LIKE WTH!!! ITS HER FUGGING FAULT CAN!!! she made it sound as if it was our fault lol . she was like 'so how long are you all going to make us wait ar? u know we got family one you know. later late alrdy i need to pay erp ar. 2.50 you know. can hurry up or not'....
yes. make the printer hurry, u help us change the panels till you're satisfied kayy ... go learn photoshop lo .in this way then u'll know how bad aligning can get in photoshop like seriously. gawddd... she made us change since friday 5 times. how nice rite? yea i know... waste of our lives.
so anyway after such a long fugging wasteful funny day in school, i went to anchor point to get my pants and down to bugis junction too.. so back home had dinner then stoned in front of my com lol ... XD... feeling so tired now but i feel like watching tv so yupp. i'm still watching tv at 12:02am now.. hehe .
chaos!
p.s. if life was to revolve around the weight issue whats the point of living
posted by shutupworld 11:34 PM
lavender blues.
beeeee...~~~eeeeeeee
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i'm in class now... feel like sleeping . really tired today slept at 1 ++ thou ... so friggin tired... i guess everything is slowing down. grp work for the greenthumbs is really getting on my nerves.. i guess its getting on everyone's nerves lo ... today have got plans after lunch hohoho ..imagine the whole class *poof*? lol... i guess i'll be missing the hopping good view for the cher... lol ! . i guess only class people will understand . if wanna know ask me on msn . i'll tell u HAHA!.
sleepy...
chaos
p.s. i shall give u a pack of coco crunch
posted by shutupworld 12:34 PM
finally a shopping spree after 3 weeks of crazy chionging. 
poppy!!
hello world!
omgawd i slept till 11 am today despite my aircon was off-ed at 9am! . HAHA .. record record ! . XD.. anyways.. went to shop with mum at orchard. super crowded got a headache after walking for a while. bought berms and a pair of shoes. hehehehe . X))... a lil funny to post the berms so i shall just post the shoes! . haha lol !!! .... finally got a replacement for my sneakers! . hohohohoho. X))))... loves!. Xpp...
the box... ( okay i'm a bit lame )
my new shoes!!. ^^
so during lunch at lucky plaza at a small shop, this really friendly boss of the shop approached my mum and i while we were eating and started by appologising due to his worker's conduct of speech. we were like hmm its ok . so he continue by asking where i'm studying at and i did mention so anyways he told me some piece of advice in which he said would be beneficial for my future. he said about time management. he says that we youngsters always say that we have no time, however he begs to defer. he said that think about why u have no time what did u spend your time on? do not let time control you . you control the time. quality time used is better than quantity time used on things which are not benificial. well i agree with him. he says yes we can let time leak pass once in a while but do know how much time we are letting it pass by us. he also advised me on going to university. he has 4 children btw one of which is a teacher. so he was telling us about how students now adays eat soft and not hard. being angry with students isn't a solution. however showering them with care and concerns, having a sincere heart towards them and lastly understanding them is the most important thing to becoming a successful teacher. he said students are afraid of teachers who loves them and cares and motivates them. he carried on by asking me if i do know how to speak hokkien. i said not really but i understand the language. he said that knowing more languages is beneficial to me as he believes that language is like a tool to communication. he always believes that communication is very important. it is like a stepping stone to opportunities. never ask never know. he adviced me on responsibilities and also said that if ever one day your parents forbids you to do something but yet u chose to do it. consequences would be mine and no lnger my parents cause it was my decision from the start and it is my responsibility. although we all are total strangers but i'm really grateful that he had been willing to spend time to actually tell me all these life lessons that i do not learn in school now. his children are really lucky to have him as a father although he never stops talking... but still his words are wisdom. it will be a lesson for us to learn from the elders. they have been through much more than we can understand. responsibilities can be easy to take but harder to maintain and accomplish well. time management is essential to our everyday lives. imagine one day 24 hours u sleep for 10 hours play for 10 hours work for 4 hours and deadline is in 2 weeks time what are you gonna do about it? well... i learnt a lot from chinese teachers and random people and also my supervisor during itp. it is my fortune to have met such nice people who have given me these precious lessons that will be with me for the rest of my life. X).
ben and jerry's on tuesday ! ( my first time eating ! )XD
chaos!
p.s. understanding is better than memorising.
posted by shutupworld 9:44 PM
what is this shit.
hello world
omgawd blogger is finally back to normal what happened?! LOL! . anyways ... i got awaken by my lecturer twice today can.... gawd. once in the morning and another in the afternoon... T.T .... i slept for 12 hrs in total ! . woohoo~~!! .... haha . finally caught some well deserved sleep. XD. went to join mum to play badminton today. then went to tm to eat... had korean food... then saw this really appealing lacoste shoes tt i'm aiming to buy . hohoho . X))))))... hehe .... alrightys... i shall go sleep now. tomorrow then edit the panels lol .. Xp.
chaos!
p.s. operation- file A => to piss zai nan. ngahahahahha... X).
posted by shutupworld 12:28 AM
walking for 2.5hrs.
hello world!
today was my presentation and i'm glad to say it was quite ok ! . haha . the comments was mainly about improving my area by adding or improving the design so yupp. was good. haha ... so after school went to the southern ridges with kelly to explore and see the place we reached there at about 5.30 and ended the trial at harbour front at 8.30 lol ! . we were inside for 2 hrs plus lol ! . gawdd... loadsa slopes but it was fun but kinda tiring and we were famished!. so when we were reaching vivo city we were like crazy ppl shouting for vivo city lol !!! . haha ... okayy ... i know... but seriously hungry mannn.... HAHA .!
pictures!~~
start...
screammm!!!
ficus tree!!! love those roots hanging . X))
sunset.awed
henderson wave...
us! haha .. funny retarded sweaty oily faces after 1 hr of walking up and down . HAHA!.
monkey face!
chaos
p.s.updated! XD
posted by shutupworld 11:25 PM
haha . wad a day..
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omgawd... school was early . i thought we had crit session today. but no. we were given new ices to do. and how lame can it get like seriously like yr 1s work lol ... gawdd.... anyways... had no gems today.. went for the prize presentation thingy today. well was ok i guess... sometimes i seriously think i've got really bad mood swings saying things which are not meant to be said. anyways... mum fetched me home thereafter didn't go trng today. some school event . so yupp... at home now. going through my slides. blogging here... gonna start now lol . haha ..
chaos!
p.s. sometimespeoplemaychangeunknowingly.
posted by shutupworld 9:27 PM
wierd...
hello its my 2nd post for the day! . hohoho.... i am blogging with a wierd setting in blogger.. no idea why is it like this... anyways after school went to have dinner at city hall wit kelly. haha ... we had mos burger and ben and jerry's ice cream... hohoho... ( my first time eating kayy ) . XD .. i had phish food... sounds wierd rite? but thats the name for the ice cream . X))).. haha .... so went home thereafter and yupp i'm at home now... can't find my bag!!!. T.T . okayy . crap... tmr school starts early mum's fetching me to school so i won't be late ! . haha ....
chaos!
p.s. sometimes changes isn't so bad afterall...
sneak preview of my presentation on thurs ! . hohoho ....
this is the nicer sketch . haha .. de other one really doesn't have the feel of the area thou . Xpp... its half hand half com ! . XDD.. spot the diff! . X)
posted by shutupworld 11:35 PM
after 11 hours of sleep.
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omgawd... after 11 hours of sleep i still feel tired... i woke up at 10am when school starts at 10 ! ... gawdd... tired tired... T.T ... so i quickly bathed and rush to school . lol ... unfortunately attendance was taken so too bad... no attendance lol .... feel like sleeping. my presentation slot is on thursday... yay ... at least i still got time to organise my thoughts on how to present my stuff to the lecturers. X). playin badminton with some dla ppl in school. omgawd i still feel like sleeping/. T.T . 11 hours is still not enough. i fell asleep while standing in the train yest by just merely closing my eyes. uber uber tired.... i think i'll have to sleep a while more to fully replenish my sleep and heal my eye bags and dark rings...
sleepy...~~.. haha ... i shall sleep awhile in class now before the next round of presentation starts!. X) .
chaos
p.s. run run run .... jump jump jump... yep i wanna grow taller! . haha .
posted by shutupworld 2:04 PM
interim review really sucks..
hello world
because of the submission today i stayed up late for several nights including this morning i stayed up till 5am then slept for an hr before i went to school to submit wadever i had to. well didn't sleep during the crit sessions. ( first time)... went home and went to jog with my sis... and had a healthy dinner thou. haha ... i'm so sleepy.. T.T .... pictures another day i'm too lazy....
i'm proud of what i've done. hohoho. haha ...
how i dislike being irritated when i've got barely enough sleep.
anyways... i'm gonna sleep now... hohoho..... tired
chaos!
p.s. thinking..
posted by shutupworld 9:13 PM
dammit
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quick post here. mummy's back! . yay ! ... haha ... my eyes are becoming smaller. T.T . ok . so i'm done with coloured plan 1 coloured section and 2 more coloured section to go. dang. so much things to do cann.... i still got 2 sketches to do and ppt and writeup. shiat... no time no time.... ok i shall go sleep now... my eye bags and darks rings is getting really bad... T.T ...
good nite everyone or rather good morning ! .
jia you to everyone .! monday.... why must it be monday... fuggg..
chaos!.
p.s. yes ar! no more chicken,duck or char siew rice for dinner. i had enough of those..
posted by shutupworld 2:39 AM
i am 5 seconds lagging
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bright early morning today. feeling fresh to start man... lol ! . omgawd. i'm still sleepy luhhhh.. munching on my bread now while typing this post. tired!!!! rawhh. ok so yesterday was another long day as usual. had class in the morning, went for gems which we had a short presentation, went back to class to chiong project and then.... went to play badminton with some classmates then went for trng and did a lil of work . haha ... trng was crazy today.. went for 2.4km run with the entire team at the stadium. then the guys went off and we continued to play. i played singles with one of the guys won one lost 1 set. didn't have the mood to continue with the second.. lol . played doubles too... i think i played better in doubles haha... anyways .. mum called yesterday!!! yay !!!... X)))..
gonna start work now updates later . X) .
chaos!
p.s.random thoughts.
posted by shutupworld 8:16 AM
not tired lehh...
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woke up a bit late and was a lil late for school. dad bought a green bean 'butterfly' for breakfast so took quite some time to eat it. lecture was boring.... but afternoon was like a lil waste of time but however, i did have some fun zi highing with all the plants and camwhoring plants with kelly's camera. XDD.... so i bought a cactus today!!. uber cute ! . hohoho ... the uncle was really nice to have transfered our cactuses into bigger pots and fill it with volcanic rocks so as to retain the minerals to provide for the plant! . X))))).. hehehehehehe ...
after hortpark, went back to school for trng. i couldn't feel my leg after the footwork. i was breathing damn hard, my throat felt really dry and my head ached like it never ached before.. fuggin pollution... fug fug fug... lol ... i need to be serious now.... something is affecting me but i don't know what.. set out a plan to follow for the next 3 weeks. jammed packed weeks to come... aching at the shoulders now.. X(.. waking up early tmr... lol ....
pictures!
MR ELEPHANT!!! random. Xpp..
the book tt time i said tt i took 2 hrs ... its di xia tie btw. XD
cactus!!! X)))
top view!
mememememe!!! credits by kelly.
chaos!
p.s. flightypeople?
posted by shutupworld 11:15 PM
sunday
hello world!
yesterday my mum went japan so today didn't feel like a sunday as my sis said... haha ... but ya ... i'm starting to miss the 'niam niam niam' or so as i call it. XD... spent my entire weekends doing autocad plan and guess wad i'm still not effing done with it.. gawd.... i still got those effing rocks to do and guess wad tmr there is excursion to the southern ridges!. T.T ... dang shit.... no time no time... got trng in school oso .... so dead... T.T ...
shall pack my stuff and sleep now.
niteyz ! . X)) ..
chaos!
p.s. stressful and hard but its all worth it.
posted by shutupworld 11:25 PM
back to the old times..
hello world!
omgawddd... long long long tiring day.... slept at 2 last night and woke up at 6am this morning to go to school to consult teacher about my layout this morning. and luckily she's ok with it only some minor changes... X))).. haha ... so anyways ... consulted her until 10.10am and went to play badminton with kelly, suyi, allan, jon and a few others.... so went off to bathe then met nazurah and faiza to go to the site at buangkok... so went there then went through a series of questioning and screening then went to site... the weather was fortunately nice. so went round to collect info and stuff. so yupp got it ! . X))).... yay ! . went to city hall to buy chippies then went home. was so hungry lol ... so anyway... i reached home at about 5pm. told badminton ppl not joining them for the outing. was way too tired.. so i lazed around for the entire evening until now... going to have my supper soon... back fill of all the series of crazy happenings today... next week would be even crazier. mummy's going to japan tmr!. T.T no home cooked food for 1 week... X(((... da bao all the way!!~~... pasta mania.... lol . XD.
k la shall plan my stuff and do work tomorrow.. X)
good night!
chaos!
p.s. optimistic today. rare. X)
posted by shutupworld 10:31 PM
i didn't make the wrong choice.
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was randomly seeing the sba website a while ago... cheer's team event is on the 7th sept so yupp we are joining !!! . X)).... so anyways ... i realised that all my past coaches are the accredited level 3 ... except for some of course. okay told u its random.. anyways ... i'm waking up early tmr ! . and i'm slacking for now. i slogged for a decent plan since this morning and i haven't got it quite right. like fugg ... wadever...
so i'm gonna slog after i've bathed... going to school tomorrow ! . grrrr... jyjyjy !!! ... by tues must must must must finalise or else i'm so dead. start sections on tues too ! . gosh so much things to do next weekk!!!!... so jiat lat ...
chaos!
p.s. different phases in life, different lesson learnt.
posted by shutupworld 9:37 PM
finally some peace and quiet
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gosh its such a peaceful morning today. at least it is not as crazily noisy in the studio. i'm going to start on project soon . yesterday reached home at 11am and felt terrible... i ate dinner bathed at 12.30 slept at 1am AGAIN. yes. gosh i'm damn tired now. having not enough sleep for 2 consecutive days....
i'm so gonna go cut my hair today../ irritating fringe... T.T ... so it's 8.55am now. i'm gonna start now ! X)).. ok maybe soon la .. i need to slack a while more for ideas. X).
chaos!
p.s. nature nature nature nature nature nature nature nature nature nature ... inspire me pleaseeeeeeee.. believe in myself again.....
posted by shutupworld 8:41 AM
deperately in need for inspirations
hello world
so its a wednesday morning. a week and a half since school reopened last week. i'm still in a i-wanna-shop-till-i-drop mood. but i can't afford to/ showed teacher my draft twice and it made me really confused. Probably i shall just go with my own idea and think of bombarding reasons to conquer their questions.
training today is 6-9 i wonder how am i going to survive. i only had 4 hrs of sleep thanks to the ice 1 that teacher wanted us to complete by today.
class i suppose to start at 8am but its 8:19am now. ok now teacher is calling . crap. chaos!.
chaos.
p.s. long long long day
posted by shutupworld 8:11 AM
life brings no boundaries. i need to wake up.
hello world
woke up this morning. didn't run. did some work for gems. stoned. crap shit. i need that project chionging feeling back. too much things to do too little time. so many things happening, i'm starting to worry. fug fug fug.
i haven't been enjoying my days. i've been too dreamy. i need to wake up. wake my mind up from this never ending brain freeze. i don't feel well. i'm hating the world around me. i feel the hate. i'm not liking it. never used to hate things, never used to get jealous. whats up with me !?!?!
i've been worrying about things since yesterday after a very emotional talk with my parents. i'm going 20 and i still dunno wad i really want. and now they want to make decision for me. i'm not happy. seriously. i don't wanna waste 6 yrs of my life studying and working on something which i am not sure of wanting it. 6 years. its practically more than half of my after 20 age to 30 yrs. i've planned to take up a job 2 yrs and then further study then at the same time take up courses such as photography and things tt i have interest in. but thats not happening.
oh wells. shall se how it goes.
chaos.
p.s. i need to chill. need to upgrade my com soon. lags like madness.
posted by shutupworld 10:58 PM
rare.
so many things, too little time.
hello world..
this morning woke up early to go orchard hotel for some psc scholarship seminar. mum forced me to wear heels and caused my immobility in walking properly. i had to walk tip toed so as to prevent dragging the sole. so anyways ... the fair was like all about scholarships and the different bonds they have. 4 yrs, 6 yrs. gosh . i don't like bonds. and i don't even know wa i really want. i don't wish to waste 6 yrs of my life doing smth that i don't enjoy and suffer. but i have not completely taken away the thought of taking it up. i need time to consider.
went for lunch after changing into slippers ( finally!) then went home and started on translating the concept. still translating... so i took a nap thereafter and woke up to have dinner. in the night, stoned for a few hours. then finally decided to run tmr morning. went to ask my sis and she agreed ( rare). and just realised my sis has got this book called ' di xia tie' . its a chinese book by the way. and i took 2 hours just to finish reading when each page has only 1 or 2 sentence/s . LOL! . yes. its rare that i read a chinese book but its bad cause every sentence i have at least 3 words that i don't know how to read. Xpp... gawd. my chinese is getting from bad to worst lol ! . alrightys thats all for now.
chaos!
p.s. sitting in the teacups just describes how i feel now.
posted by shutupworld 10:42 PM
wake me up from this nightmare.
hello world
random post here. have been thinking about my life. changes that i want to make and choices that i have created. in decisiveness have been present for the beginning of this yr 3 and i don't like it. anyways... today had trng which was horrid. my stamina still sucks. my technic is becoming wrong. wassup with me !?!?! dang tard.
i guess god created us all differently. different walks of life, different characters, different thinkings, different expectations, different attitudes, etc... the kindness, the not very pleasent moments, the secrecy, the fun, laughter, the perseverance, etc.
i guess i'm quite lucky. no family problems, having to meet so many different types of people and learning things good and bad from them, my never failing determination in things that i want to do or find, having some great friends who understands and is willing to listen to never ending rants, having great teachers that have thought me the wisdom that money can't buy, a great sister who always bicker yet understands and shares no matter how bad i treat her Xp, and a great god bro who always irritates me in a positive way. HAHA!. i guess i must feel blessed instead of being so pessimistic and not confident.
well i don't blame anyone for who i am today and what i am cause these are all choices that i have made for myself and that choices in life can be good and can be bad. learn from the bad and make it good. thats the only thing we can do.
people change so do treasure the people around you now. X).
chaos.
p.s. truthfully.
posted by shutupworld 11:12 PM
realised.
yellow is the new red.
hello world
went to school slept a while planned for the week then did the ice in class. well pretty boring day again. went running in the evening with nazurah and nadia... we ran quite a lot thou. we tried the standing broad jump and pull ups. yupp. don't give up! u can do it ! X))..
now back at home sitting in front of my com typing this while uploading some images into deviantart. i've got an acc! .. like for fun lo . X)).. haha . so tv was like the companion today. made me realise how much i've wasted my time on it. but while watching this show there was this quote that hit me hard ' there is no loser in the world, just people with weak wills.' well its true. when there's a will there's a way. no matter how tough or impossible it may be, you will reap what you sow.
chaos
p.s. the level of wisdom is not witnessed in the eye, it is hidden deep within.
posted by shutupworld 11:29 PM
draw backs. focus man ! ... wadssup with my head.!
free fall.
hello world
i need to change my sleeping disorder ways. slping at 1am waking up way too early.. gosh ... my eyes are really dry!. didn't feel very energetic today.. went to school did some ice 1 thing slept in lecture while sitting down. nodded a whole lot. gosh..
created deviantart acc with kelly . haha ... pretty funny cos we were like adding the favs . HAHA ... so ended up no gems today. so went to bugis. the crowd was crazy. illuma was like so empty. didn't get anything today thou.. so yupp . Xpp .
oh my gawd i should be starting on project but i'm still stuck on tv... and my brain isn't working . school's so chaotic. teacher not giving proper instructions. i'm seriously lost. seriously lost. i need to focus draw attention back to studies. slap me if u see me slacking. hate this feeling... this feeling of insecurity. i just want to do my best.
crap. i still need time to adjust. no its all in the mind.
chaos
p.s. devil in the mind.
posted by shutupworld 10:14 PM
