swings.
hello world
my week was G-R-E-A-T . as if.. had presentation on wed. went well actually except for the fact that something happened that made me feel quite shocked actually. during gems i've no idea why just sudden outburst of rage. probably its the cause of stress. sigh. during badminton well went well i guess. thurs rushing again. fri as well. i'm no diff from a zombie now. juz work work and nothing but work . this is really crazy. i can't control my temper. its getting bad. i'm sorry if i ever shout at you or show face or throw tendrums cause i think i'm going madness soon. like this morning i slammed the door at my dad cause he was smoking while i was friggin slogging again. i guess he wasn't very pleased neither was i. Gems not done yet, basic theory test on tues along with the submmision as well. i'm done with most of the things but most of it is like totally not finalised yet cause it is damn draft. honestly, i still think i'm not talented for this course for my future job cause i can tolerate the stress no more. mum told me schooling you'll learn everything but when you work its only application of certain things and not everything. but its still designing. my drawing kinda sucks i can't visualise exactly for perspectives. it always appears very wierdly.
ok i shall stop whining AND GET BACK TO WORK! . dang so behind time. jy ppl ! . X))
girl get a grip of yourself.nothing comes easy.
chaos
p.s. confidence is everything
posted by shutupworld 1:53 PM
