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Sunday, July 5, 2009

life brings no boundaries. i need to wake up.

hello world

woke up this morning. didn't run. did some work for gems. stoned. crap shit. i need that project chionging feeling back. too much things to do too little time. so many things happening, i'm starting to worry. fug fug fug.

i haven't been enjoying my days. i've been too dreamy. i need to wake up. wake my mind up from this never ending brain freeze. i don't feel well. i'm hating the world around me. i feel the hate. i'm not liking it. never used to hate things, never used to get jealous. whats up with me !?!?!

i've been worrying about things since yesterday after a very emotional talk with my parents. i'm going 20 and i still dunno wad i really want. and now they want to make decision for me. i'm not happy. seriously. i don't wanna waste 6 yrs of my life studying and working on something which i am not sure of wanting it. 6 years. its practically more than half of my after 20 age to 30 yrs. i've planned to take up a job 2 yrs and then further study then at the same time take up courses such as photography and things tt i have interest in. but thats not happening.

oh wells. shall se how it goes.

chaos.
p.s. i need to chill. need to upgrade my com soon. lags like madness.

posted by shutupworld 10:58 PM

ME!~

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22.12.1989.
singapore poly(DLA).
I'M NICE
I'M YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE!!!
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