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Wednesday, January 27, 2010

i can't control

hello world

i should be rushing like mad now. i should be feeling the adrenaline rush of chionging but sadly no. i don't feel that way. i'm way too tired to be doing anything... i need rest. a good night's sleep. seriously ... i'm stressed up. too stressed to function.. essay to improve again . damn it.

i don't know whats going in my head now... i feel damn messed up inside. seems like so much things are going on... i need a chill pill... i'm so stressed up by the environment. its like the last week and something in me just tells me to just give up but i'm still holding on.

plans, sections, details, sketchup montage so much things to do and i'm really freaking out.

and i decided to stop happy island for now.

i'm scared.

chaos
p.s. sometimes i really wish i could just stop my heart and hurt myself lesser.

posted by shutupworld 10:37 PM

ME!~

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aiilleeesshhaaa.
22.12.1989.
singapore poly(DLA).
I'M NICE
I'M YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE!!!
"a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step." here, my journey begins...